Knife Lang is a well-known singer, representative of "the first snow in 2002", "love is you and me", etc. He is still good in his career, but his love life is not a smooth sailing. His ex-wife divorced him because he didn't have any breakthrough in his career, and waited until he became famous, thinking of getting back together with Knife Lang, who wrote a song, what is it?
One, the name of the song, called "impulsive punishment"
Knife Lang wrote a song named "impulsive punishment" after he knew her heart. The lyrics express Knives' heart. That night I drunkenly took your hand and talked nonsense. It talks about the process of two people meeting each other, and how young men, who meet the girl of their hearts, behave like this.
When Knife Lang and his ex-wife Yang Na met, Yang Na's outstanding temperament y attracted Knife Lang. Yang Na's family is very good, studying dance origin, she has that kind of elegant temperament, so that is still the north of the knife Lang, heart moved. He knew the gap between the two, but Yang Na did not care, she liked his talent.
The two were attracted to each other, and Knifelang thought it was time to confess, how a poor boy can confess, use wine to cover his face, and if he was rejected, he could also use drunkenness to cover up the past. So he talked nonsense, his drunken eyes could no longer see Yang Na's expression.
Also took her hand, put it in his own hand, wrongly feeling that Yang Na was not angry, this is the expression of their love at that time, but also the good time before they were together, which for the knife Lang, is the flashback of their kind of good feeling.
After they got married, they had no distance, no longer admiring from afar, but firewood, rice, oil, salt, soy, vinegar and tea. In the process, Yang Na's feelings for Kabuto, no longer imagined, and after the birth of a daughter, the family's situation, unchanged.
Knife Lang is still the same very poor boy, Yang Na feels that such a life is not the way she wants it to be. This may also be due to the fact that she was used to living a privileged life since she was a child. The fact that a girl with a rich life could marry a grounded young man was courageous in itself.
This courage is still defeated by the reality of life. She is not willing to live like this, which is what we often say: it is difficult to go from luxury to thrift. Who doesn't want to live a richer life? Who doesn't want to be clothed, fed and clothed? Who doesn't want to buy whatever they want? But the knife Lang's income, not enough to support these, Yang Na want to give up.
It's not because of not loving anymore, but the poor and lowly couples are all sad. It's not feelings that are defeated by life, it's poverty. Until you turn away from that moment onwards, gradually awake, in your inner heart is how to treat feelings, until now you have not mentioned to me. This is also a depiction of the state of mind of the knife.
Knife Lang desperately searched for Yang Na after she left, but never found her. It's too easy for someone to want you to not find them. Kabuto couldn't believe that someone he had spent so much time with had left without a word, and left without his children.
Kabuto found it unbelievable, he felt it was simply a joke, so he was hurt and sad. A man fighting with a child, it was a hardship that many people couldn't relate to. And it wasn't his fault. His talent, at that time, went undiscovered.
With a masterpiece, Diolang used his voice to show his talent, and his talent was gradually recognized, and people felt that his voice was very idiosyncratic and easily recognizable, and for a while, his songs spread all over the streets. Knife Lang that kind of vicissitudes of the voice, to give everyone a spiritual impact.
During those times, Duelang was accompanied by one person, Zhu Mei. After Blade's success, Yang Na came back, she wanted to get back together with Blade, who could no longer accept her, one of the reasons being that the relationship between the two, was a thing of the past.
Knife Lang is a person who is very serious about his feelings, he was in the most difficult time, it is Zhu Mei accompanied him, he has become successful, naturally, he is willing to share with Zhu Mei. If he turned back, it would be a harm to Zhu Mei. So, he wrote this song to tell Yang Na: impulsiveness, there is a price to pay.
Two, he wrote this song as a kind persuasion
Knife Lang wrote this song to tell Yang Na that the punishment for being impulsive, is this. Thinking of you makes my heart ache less, just forget about you, should forget about you, were Knife Lang's words to Yang Na. It was probably those same words that let Janna know that they were no longer them.
Yangna's departure from Blade Runner could not have been justified. Because she couldn't stand the poor life, after all, her life before, and with Kabuto together, a world of difference. Some people say Yang Na is materialistic, that's standing on the height of morality to accuse others. Please don't advise people to be good without experiencing their suffering.
Please don't comment without Yang Na's experience. Yang Na was able to be with Dagger Lang and give her children, which means that Yang Na really loved Dagger Lang at that time and left because life forced her to do so. Some people say, Zhu Mei just stuck it out, why can't she? This comparison is moral abduction!
For example, my colleague, who grew up with a privileged life, never worried about money. Her current salary is about the same as mine, and she also has a child, but she's not getting any money from month to month. She never worries about buying a house or a car because her family has money. However, I have to be stingy to live, because I have to pay the mortgage car loan. She once said that if she lived like me, she would be suffocating because she doesn't fit in. That's the reality.
Knife Lang to Yang Na, or have feelings, this feeling, is affection, not love. He wrote a song called "child her mother". Which has lyrics that time you left I was really scared, I shed tears ah you know? It was a painful experience to be able to write lyrics like that.
He said in the song how Yang Na felt after she left at that time, not only scared, but also wishing that the child had a mother, but his bitter retention did not bear fruit, Yang Na still left. Leaving the home she was once attached to.
The knife Lang said: "I love you you know, we live also a few years ah, in the middle of this I let you sad? " These are the expression of Cutter Lang's feelings for Yang Na, as well as, through this song to tell Yang Na, these years of experience, he did not put down, did not put down is not Yang Na, but the doubt.
He and Yang Na's feelings, no longer, but she is the child's mother, he will not be so desperate. In ancient times, there is an example of what can't be reversed, he used The Punishment of Impulsiveness to tell Yang Na that there are many things, don't regret if you do it. With "The Child's Mother", he told Yang Na that those years, it was not easy, but he got through it.
He won't look back, and he won't give up on Zhu Mei just because she came back to see her child. Zhu Mei is the one who accompanied him all the way, and their relationship, love is stronger than gold. Yang Na is not a diamond, can not cut off his relationship with Zhu Mei, also want to tell Yang Na through the song, you let go.
Three, he wrote the song to say goodbye to the past
The relationship between him and Yang Na, over time, dissipated. You can tell from "The Child's Mother" how much Knives suffered during that time, and how hard he worked afterward. It was also because of Yang Na that he stepped up his game and wrote so many hit songs.
After the album sold well, he also had the strength to face the previous Yang Na. It was no longer a bitter plea, but an expression in song, expressing his love for the past. It was also because of Yang Na that he became more obsessive, obsessive about writing songs and setting himself on fire with them.
Some people say that they don't fight for buns, and Knife Lang thinks so too. He left his children with his parents after Yang Na left and went out to fight on his own. In the course of singing, he met Zhu Mei, who accompanied him through spring, fall, winter and summer.
Zhumei had confidence in Knifelang and thought he could be a star. Although they were not rich in life, they were together and found joy and meaning in life, and Knifelang was very contented.
The two people's relationship, getting better and better. Zhu Mei has a good career, but in order to support him, she can sacrifice her own career. In the face of Zhu Mei, Diolang more cherish the affection of the two people, he will not turn back, because a good horse does not eat back grass.
Some people say talent comes out of hunger. This is not the case with Knifelang's talent. He polished it a little bit with his strength and injected his feelings into his songs, which concentrated the hearts of many people.
With Zhu Mei's support, he wrote "Impulsive Punishment". In the lyrics, he expresses his affection for the past: If it is not God letting fate catch me out, thinking of you I would not be so heartbroken. He also expresses his determination to the past: to forget you.
Past feelings, let it go. Forgetting is the best way, forgetting is not a punishment for her, but letting yourself go. Not letting yourself dwell on the past also gives you the ability to move on. Knives not only wrote this in "Impulsive Punishment", but also had a tell-all in "The Child's Mother".
For the sake of our family, the child's mother, you'd better come back. That is how sincere call, this is the knife Lang at the time of Yang Na's ardent expectations, but did not see Yang Na's figure. Some people say that Yang Na's parents may not let her go back.
Yangna did not go back, is the fact. No matter what the reason is, if you don't go back at that time, and wait until Dailang succeeds, then go back, you can go back, but you can't go back to your feelings. Knife Lang with songs to pay tribute to the past, but also with songs to express wishes . Some say that Knifelang is declaring war on Yang Na, telling her not to come over and mess with him.
That interpretation is fine, but it feels like Kabuto is not the aggressive type. It takes someone with a soft heart to write such great songs. He wrote "West Sea Love Song", "Love is You and Me", etc., all full of feelings, if the feelings are not strong, can not be written.
A person with such feelings would not be so aggressive. Kabuto just uses songs to say goodbye to the past, whether it's past times or past feelings. Yang Na probably knew that too, and stopped pestering Kabuto. The past of the two people really went with the wind.
Cheers to the past, the past as a hangover, tomorrow's wine glass, no longer have to be loaded with yesterday's sadness. Knife Lang didn't, and I hope Yang Na didn't either. In any case, two people had a love affair, used to look back, will be better.
Written in the end:
Everyone's encounters are different, everyone's experiences are different, they may not think that years later, there will be much change. Janna wouldn't have thought that years later, Kabuto, would be famous. Kabuto wouldn't have thought that Yang Na's departure would boost him to fame.
The two men pass, and they look back. We look at stories like this and look at the people in front of us, we should cherish them. They are their treasure, don't let go just because you don't see a future. Maybe, after letting go, they are successful and you become a thing of the past. What do you think?