Friendships between women are fragile.
Just graduated that year, a good relationship with a friend suddenly ran to Beijing to find me, when I just paid a deposit of three rents, there is little money left on the body, they invited her to go to the opposite side of the cell to eat two pots of spicy shabu shabu tripe, after the meal, they took her to the square dance that look at the group of lively women jumping joyfully in the east and west jumping, but also special pretentious, I hope that when we grow old, we can also be a neighbor to become together to jump the square dance! The old lady ah.
Friends suddenly laughed coldly, come on, I came all the way here to play with you, you just ask me to eat some shabu-shabu, stingy, who still want to do with you as a neighbor. I froze for a moment, and subconsciously thought that she must be joking, so I hurriedly laughed and said, "If you don't have enough to eat, I'll treat you to a late-night snack later, right? My friend said, "Hey, don't waste it, you have that money for kebabs, why don't you lend it to me? I'm going to change my cell phone is still almost there, now this cell phone is stuck dead.
As soon as I heard about borrowing money, the air was instantly cold as if it had been lit by Bai Zhan Tang. I quickly recalled the balance of less than 400 dollars on his card, hesitantly said, then I first borrow you 200 can? My friend suddenly turned cold and said, "I'm just kidding. Well, that was the last thing she ever said to me.
Before she left, I went to the ATM across the street to withdraw some money, helped her buy a train ticket back, then asked for leave with the company, all the way to the subway to send, but also from the flavor of the United States to buy a box of I usually don't really want to eat the wife of the cake stuffed into her backpack. Before saying goodbye, we talked and laughed, and hugged each other. The last thing she said to me in the 8 years since she left was "I'm just kidding".
I started, but also don't twist the energy to repeatedly think about where they do not do well, and even regret not bite the bullet to go to the colleagues that borrow some money to lend to her, grew up after I realized that friendship is really very fragile, not I'm not good enough, it is her requirements, I can't.
It's a good thing that I'm not a good enough person, but I'm not a good enough person.