Physiological period, stomachache, lumbago. I gritted my teeth and insisted on going to work, hoping that time would be faster, so that I could go home from work early. I managed to stay up until after work, but at the command of the leader, I just worked overtime until the early morning and continued to get up early the next day, with heavy bags under my eyes. In fact, at that time, my heart was already choppy, but I could only bear it silently. Who told me I was working for someone else? On the way, the wind is blowing, probably because of the weather. The aunts who danced in the square dance before didn't come out. It is said that I haven't seen them for several days, and I haven't heard any music. Standing on the bus platform, the wind messed up my hair. There were no extra people on the road, only cars coming and going, and I suddenly felt colder. I really wanted to talk to someone at that moment. But the mobile phone is very quiet, and nothing seems to happen all day except the alarm clock and music. Think about it. My best friend hasn't spoken for many days since she got a boyfriend. Fortunately, it was warm when I got home. I quickly washed my face, plugged in my headphones and sang one song after another. Suddenly, tears swirled and I couldn't help myself. I don't know how long this life has lasted. I may also want to talk to someone and have someone to accompany me, but when I think of something, I suddenly give up the idea of wanting someone to accompany me and silently say to myself: It's nice to be alone! There is one more thing tomorrow. Thinking of this, I cried, washed my face and slept with headphones on.
Everyone plays a different role every day, and different roles will certainly do different things. It may be because of children's things, family things, emotional things or troubles or sadness, or it may be a collapse, but the collapse is instantaneous. After venting, say something nice and be reasonable to yourself, because we have to move on. The collapse is not temporary. For me, there must be a lot of things hidden in my heart in advance, which can't be solved or improved in a few days, and it will burst out suddenly or even get out of control to a certain extent.
Life is so sad, it heals itself while running, but it will pass.