Two cups of coffee.
Did you know that Zhu Chao is getting married?
Well.
No sound, silence swept in, accompanied by light but blue music still, as I stirred the coffee spoon, such as spread on the desktop dappled points of light, such as opposite the figure in a clean long skirt, as well as the initial quiet lips and eyes. The aroma of the coffee in the sunshine dispersed, born of the fuzzy time, and fuzzy memories.
August 25, 2008, riding the Beijing Olympics enthusiasm and summer heat I stepped into the high school, met Liu Xi pick up, the nine boys in my class after the ranking of the old ten girls. A scruffy loose T-shirt, general style pants, and that ponytail. The first time I saw this, I was able to get a good look at it, and I was able to get a good look at it, and I was able to get a good look at it.
Liu Xi pick up, my high school classmates in three years, the character of straightforward, let me give a title of the old pick up, old pick up, honestly, is good or bad, who can say the right, at least I have always thought it is good, lies in her not pretentious, not crying, unlike the general girls hooking up. She's annoying. Go to the Internet cafe next to someone smoking really can be scolded away. The noise to see the sewer mermaid I put, but disgusting mess. BFF gets dumped and can curse her boyfriend for the rest of her life, yet fights with the guy she thinks is the worst. Just one chick, just my friend, my heartbroken, friend.
Our acquaintance is actually from the evening self-study class to eat spicy hot pot once in a while in the beginning, when few people such as me to eat it every day, even more fewer girls to eat it every day. The first time I saw the movie, I was in the middle of it, and I was in the middle of it, and I was in the middle of it, and I was in the middle of it, and I was in the middle of it. We know each other, so simple. Simple as they are. The first thing you need to do is to get your hands on a new one, and you'll be able to do that.
I said: Hey, old pick up, you like him?
I said, "Hey, Pickup, do you like him?" Well, she likes him.
Zhu Chao, the first time I met him was in the language class shortly after the beginning of the school year, our class language teacher read at least three next class describing the class president of the composition. The first time I saw him, he was a good-looking man with a nice smile. I was curious, not to mention Yuji.
She is really curious, curious to know the name of the person next to him, curious to write a diary every day to say that they rub shoulders of the small surprise, curious to say to me why are school uniforms, his white T-shirt is more white, pants seem to be not as fat as yours? "Liu Xi pick up, you nymphomaniac? You Ya sick!" I scolded as such.
"Aigoo! Pain, you gently!"
"Do not say bad things about him, or get you killed!"
"Hey, what's so good about that kid, I think it's nothing, and so do you, just by you, it's nothing!"
"Roll."
Oh.
The thought of remembering here, but could not help but laugh out. The first thing you need to do is to get a good deal of money to pay for the services you need. I look at the opposite side of you, still silent, as if the old silent movie in general, quiet and heavy.
"How are you?" I ask for some reason.
"Go, do not drink coffee, I want to eat spicy hot."
Let's go, eat spicy hot pot.
At that time, I said the same thing.
On October 1, 2009, we probably "cut off" for three months, not understanding why suddenly cold eyes. And then how do I understand, I do not care about a sentence, but negate the only confidence you have, even I think you really white bullshit. After all, you're not beautiful, not tall, and even your always big guts are small and pathetic when it comes to this kind of thing. Nothing. And at the time, I was lamenting with my friends about the grandeur of the 60th National Day parade and President Hu Jintao:Comrades have worked hard, good comrades. The funny. What about you? You cried and said to me:You fell out of love. Liu Xi pick up, where have you ever been in love?
Zhu Chao has a girlfriend, his class, very beautiful. So, you fell out of love. If, a crush is also considered to be in love. You said:I fell out of love, I like him so much, how I want him to help backpack that girl is me, how I want him to buy vanilla milk tea is me ah.
It is a pity that it is not you.
You said, you cried: What should I do?
This is the first time I've ever seen a woman in the world with a baby.
At that time, there was no self-service spicy hot pot here, and there was no Yang Guofu, Zhang Liang chain stores. Only the simplest way, 4 dollars a bowl. The name of the restaurant is Compass. Now that I think about it, it seems like everything has been set in stone for a long time. The compass, long ago set the direction, set the direction of youth.
Two bowls, spicy hot.
You stubbornly added twice as many chili peppers, as if the stimulation of taste can overpower the stimulation of your heart. And I stubbornly did not dissuade you, because what, at that time, how you know. You ate quietly, head down, sipping that glass bottle of Coca-Cola. The taste of Coke and chili peppers surely tasted most like pain. Pain, right, tears finally cowardly flowed down, refused to stop.
You suddenly gulped down that cheap drink as if you could get drunk.
"I like him for more than a year, he writes beautifully, he loves to play basketball. I even handed him a towel when he played in the games."
"He loved Sprite, he hated his homeroom teacher, and I annoyed her. He can sing for ten years, and he can't sing very well."
I forgot how much you said that day and just listened in awe. You turned out to know him so much, more than my buddy who even forgets his birthday from time to time? How much did you really pay for him? Much to the manly character into in front of me crying soft, change to the scruffy clothes changed into the past never considered the long skirt. And the ponytail, Liu Xi pick up, your shake ah shake ah ponytail how to become long hair? You have changed, before the sky is not afraid of the ground, but now you cry all unloaded strength, as if, drunk.
In this autumn equinox not long, the sun is still directly in the Western Hemisphere near the equator of the night. I carried you on my back and sent you back. A few broken street lamps work alone, dimly lit, don't want to kill the bugs are banging around. Upward, the stars are bright, but unfortunately you are unable to see.
November 11, 2009, the high school's second bachelor's day, in this are mixed joys and joys of the day, everyone is still because of the bachelor and sad, but also because of the receipt of a large number of lollipops and happy. Naturally, you're just as mixed as you are different. Because you and Zhu Chao divided into a class, because Zhu Chao fell out of love, you are happy because she is single, sad naturally also because you can not bear him to be sad. The breakup of Zhu Chao is very simple, because he liked the girl who had just broken up with his ex-boyfriend not long before he got together with him, and finally abandoned him and returned. I was thinking at that time, in fact, you two are as poor, no wonder you like him.
I can't remember which day, in Zhu Chao just broke up soon, his class class meal after the ktv, all kinds of noisy music and music in the whole box back and forth tremor, the table table on a dozen beer open, the girl also went. Zhu Chao drank too much, he was very sad to pull the girl sitting on the sofa, bitter to salvage. In the end, I don't know what happened, the girl whisked her sleeve away, did not return. Zhu Chao tore his heart out, he threw all the beer he drank on the floor, the sound of bottles breaking did not disturb a group of them shaking their bodies on the dance floor, but still alarmed a few people, including you. You ran over, panicked, and gathered up the glass all over the floor, along with a fuming Zhu Chao. He was crying and howling very hard, his hands clutching his hair. You don't know what to do, you also follow the cry, finally you hugged the injured him, you said: Zhu Chao, I like you.
In this way, from that day on, the whole class knew that you like him. After all, you like too stupid, too stupid. Then there is no further, just know that later you became friends, the three of us also occasionally go out to eat a bowl of spicy hot, or that compass.
The life of senior high school let a person abhorrence of pouncing, began every day to tie in the math with xyz, and the language of the classics. The weekend in addition to the bath to run to the Internet cafe to play a few hours of dungeons. Regret for why the brainwashed when the liberal arts students, politics, history and geography rolls are dense knowledge points, the teacher still have to look at the mood to give you points. The girls' curtain hair can't stop the sudden pimples, and the boys' uniform jackets are covered with impressionistic masterpieces. The class teacher √2 shamelessly always lying on the back door window, but also have to step on a small bench. And the cell phone in my book chamber is still placed just after the update of the "Doo Breaking Cang Dome", the address book of you but for a long time not too contact.
That period of time, people fall over.
You are probably the same.
I heard that Zhu Chao, in fact, there has been a favorite girl. It's still not you. This time you did not call me to cry, so I do not know whether you hide in the dormitory crying a mess, or long ago not to things like, not to their own sad. I also heard that at least you still like him because on his birthday you gave him a Zenith t-shirt and it fit him.
2011 the first month of the fifteenth, Lantern Festival, I asked you out. I'm not sure if you're going to be able to get a good deal on a new product or service. I said, "You're dead, I haven't seen you for a long time! Hahaha, you look at you, which is so cold, wrapped with a dumpling like!" "You are dead? New Year's Eve does not say good words, and, you are the dumplings, you are the corpse!" I glared at you in the new year, and you did the same, and laughed at each other. We went to see ice lanterns and guessed lantern riddles. And ran to release the Kongming lanterns and make a wish. I asked you what you wished for. You said, lovers will be happy together. I said it's really vulgar. "You're the only one who is vulgar."
On the square, fireworks rose into the night sky, colorful and strange.
"Old pick up, you went to confession?"
"No."
"What?"
"He knows anyway."
"I mean, it's almost the first model, not much longer before graduation, and you've liked that guy for three years, and you haven't even confessed?!"
"Uh-huh."
Well.
Some people say, Shaoguang easy cold, fireworks easy to pass. At this moment, the fireworks are just like the unbridled youth, scattered in all directions, red, yellow, purple, white, and the Kongming lanterns reflect each other, and people's wishes reflect each other, the night sky is lit up. I was thinking at that time: Look, our youth is like fireworks. Colorful, but no black. When they go up to the sky, they scatter and pass away. Youth is short, but not still the black days light up? Is not the heart still wishing for it? The evening picks up, I may wish, I hope your sky, bright children.
Time flies.
After the Lantern Festival, followed by a mold, was my test miserable. Then the second model, the third model, but also sloppy. The first time I saw this, I was in the middle of a long journey, and I was so happy to see you. And Liu Xi pick up has been studying well, those ideas of mine will be called the struggle before death, I did not refute, after all, this is true. The two of us will still take the time to eat a bowl of spicy hot pot together after study hall, chatting about some messy things. You and I said the other day Zhu Chao playing ball sprained his ankle, has not gone to class for a week, almost the college entrance examination, will delay the revision. You also told me that you will go to see him this weekend. Let me ask you, does Zhu Chao still like that girl? "Well, he still likes her, but it didn't work out". Anyway, you still mention him occasionally.
Graduation seems to be coming soon, the day of the graduation photo, the sun is shining. The new experimental building is dignified and beautiful, the playground in front of the building, a class scattered, no one lined up. Everyone was laughing and joking like a wild horse out of control. Your class is also there, I saw Zhu Chao, also saw you. Zhu Chao a loose half-sleeve with a pair of sweatpants. You were wearing a floral shirt, and a simple pair of jeans. You weren't far apart, but there were a lot of people in between. I walked over.
"Yubari, it's time to take a picture of your class in a while, isn't it?"
"Uh, yeah."
"Hey, that boy is quite handsome ah, or not today to confess to it, can really fast graduation ah!" "Hey hey, don't stare at me, don't go not to go, don't say it is not! By the way, 789 on the college entrance examination, the 6th day of the Dragon Boat Festival, go to the North Mountain to play it?"
"The next day on the college entrance examination, the first day still go out to play?"
"Don't worry, the time will not be too long, relax and relax."
"OK."
"To the time of the teleconnection Oh, your class photo, right? Go quickly."
I watched as you ran to the line for the photo, where the class president was directing your class to stand. You are in the second row of the right position, face with a smile. The photographer said:Class I'll call out 1,2,3 and you yell out eggplant.
"1! 2! 3!"
"Cheese!"
Time fixed, June 4, 2011.
The Dragon Boat Festival, here are folded willow branches hanging on the house, the tips of the branches are often hung gourds, the wind, swinging around, especially nice. The street stores, as if no matter what they sell, have a pot of rice dumplings in front of them. There is a 50 cents, a piece of, and jujube, jujube, put a, put two. The most interesting thing is that you buy rice dumplings when the vendors will definitely say to you: young man, this day on the sale of your one or two on the line, eat more bad stomach that delay the exam tomorrow. Of course, you can not eat more, but the general store and red rope to sell, and often buy back to wear on the hand for the college entrance examination can have good luck.
After lunch, I'll be at home waiting for you, scheduled for one o'clock, because you said you have something in the morning. But I waited for a long time and did not come, the phone is also off. I'm very anxious, you never before will not say no people can not be contacted. I hurriedly rushed to your dormitory, saw the landlord is cleaning the house, I asked:
"Aunt, Xi pick up in the dormitory?"
"I also did not pay attention to ah, but I just thought of sweeping her house, found the door locked, should be inside it."
"Oh, I know, thank you, aunt."
I turned to knock on the door of your dorm room.
"Old Pick, are you in there? Open up, Old Pick?"
I continued to knock a few more times before the door opened. I walked in and you were sitting on the bed holding your legs and your cell phone was off.
"Old Pick, what's wrong with you?"
Confession.
You and I said.
So it is.
Around 10am, you went to see him. You gave him the diary you had been writing for three years, and the red string you had braided with your own hands. I have seen that diary, there is a sentence on the cover: youth interpretation of the clear, the corner of the eyes of the tears cowardly dare not let people see. That red rope but I have not seen, but I think, it must scarlet beautiful.
"Zhu Chao, I like you, like three years, this is the longest thing I grew up so big to insist on."
"Zhu Chao, I like you since the first year of high school, and I don't know when it started. I'm sorry, my words are so messy, I don't know what to say. "
"I mean, probably since, since you were late for morning study and punished at the door, I was scrubbing the floor in the corridor, and the light shone warmly on you, and you were staggering fast asleep."
"And every Wednesday when you went to share area duty, you always went to the corner of the building with a bunch of people, smoky, but you just helped watch the teacher, and choked on tears."
"And that time during the physical examination, my class was right behind you. You measure your height, 178, you happy to jump on the weight machine, you said:haha, I'm almost one meter eight, I'm almost one meter eight. Later you were scolded down by the teacher, everyone laughed in the hall."
"During the field day, there were fewer boys in your class, and you signed up for almost all the events. Running 1500 meters, you are tired and can not run, but still insisted, to the end of the floor, the gas is not even. I was spinning around anxiously next to you."
"Sophomore and you divided into a class I'm especially happy to see you and they take cardboard to play badminton behind the class. And you always ran to the blackboard to write your beautiful words, what a certain someone son of a bitch and so on and so forth."
"And that girl you liked, very pretty and as mischievous as you. You two quarreled and quarreled, quite right." "Later you two broke up, in KTV you so sad, you said she was your first serious to get along with the girl, the first girl you go after, but finally it is not settled. At that time I also cried, as if people drink will be impulsive. You impulsively smashed the bottle, I impulsively told you I liked you."
"Zhu Chao, I really like you, this diary has remembered my three years of liking, I sometimes write and write tears, I never thought liking can be so bitter."
"I'm sorry for saying so much, I'm sorry I shouldn't say it at this time, disturbing your mood. But I always thought it was really over after the college entrance exam, I was afraid that you disappeared, I was afraid that my three years of liking was gone so abruptly. I'm afraid that there will be regrets."
"I'm sorry, I'll be capricious this time, just once, never again, I'm tired."
"Here you are, the red rope I braided with my own hands, I hope you wear it. It's the last time, the last time I'll ever be nice to you."
"Goodbye."
Goodbye, goodbye, never again.
Youthful interpretation of the separation,
Tears at the corners of the eyes,
Cowardly dare not let people see.
Liu Xi picks up, you are too cowardly, you confessed to the end to shut yourself in the dormitory, the phone off, but also to escape.
Liu Xizi, you have done the results, do not dare to face and how.
Liu Xizi, even if the first time for themselves. Can you not suffer yourself?
"Can, take me to North Mountain."
"Good."
At the top of North Mountain, the whole small town is in the eye. Clouds were drifting, the wind was blowing, and the grass was crooked. The white steps stretch step by step to the foot of the mountain, and quietly you sit quietly.
"If you want to cry, just cry. It's quiet here, not afraid to be heard."
Tick, tick.
Who is singing?
The birds are standing on the branches.
Under the tree, who is in tears.
Tick tock, tick tock.
The past is past.
The clock is ticking.
Time,
Where has it gone?
The end.
I always want to ask, what is youth? The first thing you need to do is to get your hands on a new one, and you'll be able to do that. I always feel that the youth is quite rich, when, with whom two, where. I'm not sure what I'm talking about, but I'm not sure what I'm talking about, and I'm not sure what I'm talking about. This is not the story. In this story, you suddenly see yourself. You have hope, start to expect, stop hoping, harvest disappointment, until despair. Week after week, never get tired of it. So, if youth is a story, how cruel. Tired of it, the story is always you and me, the theme of the story is still like, you like me, I like her. Memories come and go, as if just so many years, so few people, so few episodes. I also lack, really. But I can't help it, youth is to let you openly laugh, and then give you inexplicable pain. But I'm quite happy, are you? Are you happy? I'm not going to be able to do that.
"To get married?"
"Well, getting married."
"Is that the girl you always liked?"
"No."
"Who?"
"Spring Flower."
"Her? The nymphomaniac who's been obsessed with you?"
"Uh-huh."
This man across from me, called Zhu Chao, three years in high school and four years in college classmates.
"Why?"
"Nothing, like tired, find a person who loves me, quite good."
"That Liu Xi pick up?"
"Xuji? Sorry."
"Bullshit."
Silence.
"Bless you."
"Thanks."
Two bowls, spicy hot.
Yuji, add less chili.
Yu Jie, the girl Zhu Chao liked for a long time, still did not agree with him.
The first day of the year is the day of the hibernation. Frozen are awake, cool and warm.
The sunset, Zhu Chao is getting married, she is not her, her name is Chunhua.
Chao Hua, Xiu Jie.