Square dance deeply misses lover.

That was a few days ago. I came back from the square dance alone and rode a battery car on the road. Suddenly, a young man in white short sleeves in front of me startled me. His back is too much like my son's. I never thought I would miss my son so much. Inner thoughts gurgled like spring water, tears fell from the corner of my eyes, like a trickle into a surging river, and finally I cried.

At that moment, I knew I had lost to myself. My son has grown up, but I still miss him! My son is married and has children, but I still miss him! My son doesn't need me anymore, but I still miss him! My son no longer recognizes me (my wife thinks I can't continue to take care of their children), but I still miss him!

After returning to my hometown, I dialed the number I knew by heart, but no one answered! The family said, call again! Still no answer! Wechat asked where his son was, one day and one night, and finally did not answer!

I still want to tell my son that my mother is not poor or down and out. I want to please you for your sake, and I hope you can support me. I just miss you, I just want to see you! I won't embarrass you, as long as your husband and wife love each other and live in harmony, it is my greatest comfort. You also reassure your daughter-in-law, no matter which day, I won't give you any trouble! Your father and I have this ambition, and I will have this backbone with you! My mother has nothing in her life except pride.

I have to think about it after all, and I can only tell my son silently in my heart! Son! Mom's gone! Mom, I don't owe you anything in my life! Being beaten and scolded, I finally raised you, married you and gave birth to a child, and sent the child to kindergarten for nothing. I've done my best! If you hate me, continue to hate me! It's just that I'm wandering in a foreign land, and I still think of you and miss you. For the rest of my life, my mother will fly away and never see her again!

"I miss my relatives twice during the festive season." For my dead mother, Tomb-Sweeping Day is the day for us to pay homage to her, July 15 is her festival in that world, and April 1 Sunday is the day for her to leave us forever and never see each other again. These days, I miss her very strongly and feel very sad.

In fact, to be exact, I never miss my mother far away. In ordinary days, in a casual moment, even a word, a back and a familiar thing will remind me of my deep thoughts on her, the deep pain, unforgettable and beyond words. Mother's voice and smile, those lost bits and pieces, those memories related to her when she was a child and when she grew up, reappeared clearly or vaguely in her mind, hidden deep in her heart and never forgotten.

I'd rather believe that there really is another world, where my mother met her dead grandparents and her second uncle and aunt. I hope she can receive the paper money we burned for her and taste the sacrifices we gave her. ...

I have missed her for a long time. I wish her all the best in that world!