How is a person supposed to come out of it without his health, love, career and youth? I'm really suffering.

You leave the Internet for a while, go out and walk around, talk to more old people. Do some square dancing. Look at inspirational books, sleep and eat on time. And soak your feet every night. Must brush your teeth ah, otherwise there will be a lot of bacteria, and eat apples and bananas every day. There is also the Internet to check the acupressure points, mainly foot Sanli, Sanyinjiao, Hegu, Dantian. Chungquan acupoints. This way your body will soon recover. A person who does not love himself, others will believe that you will love her? Who will believe it?