The original song of "Leave Sadness to Yourself" is Bobby Chen. This song was released on 9 1 and included in the album elopement. Cai Qin is only familiar with the chorus at the back, but she has never heard this song. It was on the day of her father's death that she heard the song completely.
Cai Qin's father was in a coma for four years after the car accident before he died at noon one day. On the day of seeing her father off, her mood was sad and chaotic. At five or six o'clock in the afternoon, my brother drove her to the temple to sign up for her dead father to learn Buddhism. Passing a grocery store at the foot of the mountain, my brother remembered that Cai Qin hadn't eaten for a day and asked her to buy some mineral water and tea eggs to satisfy her hunger.
So Cai Qin groggy into the shop, standing between the two counters, out of her wits, forgot what to look for. She wants to stop and have a rest. At this moment, she heard Bobby Chen's "Leave Sadness to Yourself" playing on the radio.
What she sang in the song is a portrayal of her mood at this time, especially when she heard the sentence "I think it's because I'm not gentle enough/can't share your sorrow", which aroused her guilt for her father. At this time, Cai Qin couldn't help but bury her sadness in her heart, squatting between two counters and crying until the end of the song.
Lyrics:
Since you said you can't stay, can you let me stay with you?
It's a little dark on the way back. I'm afraid I'll let you go alone
I think it's because I'm not gentle enough to share your sorrow.
If you can't say it, just keep your regrets in your heart.
Keep my sadness to myself and let you take away my beauty.
After that, I have no reason to be happy.
Keep my sadness to yourself, and your beauty will make you take it away.
I think I can hold back my sadness. Can you think of me, too?
Can I hold your hand? I never asked for it.
I'm afraid you'll turn around and leave, that's all. I will understand.
Keep my sadness to yourself, and your beauty will make you take it away.
After that, I have no reason to be happy.
I think I can hold back my sadness and pretend that I have no you in my life.
From then on, I am here, waiting for your news day and night.
Since you said you can't stay, can you let me stay with you?
No matter where you are, you will think of me from time to time.
Can you think of me, too? Can you
Can you, can you?