Is it okay?
Try to think from a bystander's point of view. Out-of-sync rhythm+mysterious filter sense is actually your own problem. Do you regret your memories of being young and ignorant?
Why do you like a person? No, no.
When you are above a person, you will think of him in everything you do. You will be happy if you reply to the message, but you will be sad if you don't reply to the message. Most of them are unequal relationships between two people.
1, the rhythm of two people is out of sync. Maybe you are passive when he is particularly active, but when he quickly loses his freshness, you may be addicted to the original feeling when you know it later. How much do you like it? Not necessarily, but you just don't understand or don't want to /:Goodbye
2. You gave him some auras or special filters. You think some parts of him are particularly suitable for your feelings or conditions. Even if there is no more contact, this filter will get thicker and thicker as you imagine. At this stage, your feelings are too rich. Try to distract yourself, learn a new skill, keep a pet, develop a new hobby, or make new friends. After a while, you will find that he may /:bye fine, but he is not indispensable.