Figure 1? Qiqihar, an old industrial city, is the second largest city in Heilongjiang Province, located in the western part of Heilongjiang Province. Kedong County is located in the most northeastern part of Qiqihar, and there is a small town called Qianfeng Town in the southernmost part of Kedong County, and I was born in the easternmost part of this town, the farthest away from the town in a small village. Childhood is always a good time, then I went into the village elementary school - Rixin Primary School, became the class president, but also the best student. My father was also a teacher at the school, so I followed him to and from school and spent six happy years there, where my dream of becoming a teacher took root.
Figure 2 ? Bid farewell to the village primary school to the town high school more than ten miles away from home, thin I rode a bicycle, every day to walk nearly thirty miles, high and low, potholes in the dirt road, about four hours, early morning and late at night, never stop in the wind and rain, three years, a group of classmates, I was the only one left. I thank myself at that time, thanks to the childhood ideals, so that I have the power to stick to, have the confidence to go all out, and strive not to live up to the youth. With the high school acceptance letter, I came back to the county more than 70 miles away from home. Since I chose to go far away, I just have to travel through thick and thin! I know what that means, it means that I have to withstand all kinds of setbacks can not give up, it means that I have to bury my head in the hard work of reading no complaints, it means that I have to go all out without retreat. Do not abandon the dream not to give up hope, in the college entrance examination volunteer book I did not hesitate to fill out all the teacher training university, that year in August, very lost, only got into the specialty, and my ideal university lost. Because my younger brother was also in high school, I could not add to the financial burden of the family, and finally decided to give up the intention of repeating. I cried the night before I went to report to school, which was a way of saying goodbye to my past self. I should be satisfied, because no matter what, in the thousands of people on the road, life still gave me the opportunity to get closer to my dream.
Figure 3 ? For a rural child, out of the countryside, into the university, this is not anyone can have the opportunity, so I cherish this hard-won favor. Although at that time because of family difficulties applied for student loans, a meal meal cost control within 3 yuan, vacation work and thrift, to the community to internship, but at that time is happy, the school library has become my favorite place, know a lot of lifelong friends. Unforgettable school grass and trees, unforgettable and classmates every experience, unforgettable youthful happy time, the future is bright, everything is within reach.
Figure 4 ? However, due to some problems in the school signed before graduation, resulting in graduation, but I did not successfully embark on the teaching position, and due to policy and other reasons hometown education bureau did not allocate. Graduated from the unemployment, to society, time and again missed, "specialist" this first degree blocked me in many opportunities outside the door, finally realized the history of education graduates employment difficulties. I cried, confused, do not understand, why only three years, my students who read the junior college students are assigned to the post, while I graduated from the university was abandoned and never cared about. But I still insist, did not give up, I look for opportunities to continue to struggle. I believe that this is life deliberately arranged for me to a necessary path, I decided to continue to learn to recharge their batteries, in the three years after graduation, I worked while reading the Harbin Normal University of Chinese Language and Literature that year and I lost the hand of the Chinese Language and Literature, and received a Bachelor's degree in Literature. Yes, life does not believe in tears, dry your tears, continue to move forward.
Figure 5 ? After that I made a home in the city, had a lovely son, and had my own small business, I thank from the bottom of my heart for all that life has given me, so that I have the opportunity to have a home of my own in the city, to become a wife, a mom, stay in the education industry has never left, to learn to be useful, and to become a person of value to society.
Figure 6 ? Which there is no smooth sailing, life once again tested me, gave me a chance to let me undergo trials and tribulations to overcome themselves. Suddenly fainted to the ground, was sent to the intensive care unit, with the death brush ...... nearly three years of fighting with the disease, my memory and expression slowly recovered, I miss too much, no progress. But it made my will stronger, and any pain and frustration became light to me. I didn't let the trials and tribulations get me down, I persevered and stood up, I can still see the blue sky and enjoy the sunshine, I can still talk, laugh and walk, I still have memories and thoughts, and I can still do so many things. Thanks to life, thanks to the God of Fate's love for me, gave me the chance to be born again, living is happiness!
Figure 7 Thank you for ever trying to hold on to yourself! Thank you for every opportunity and experience that life has given me, whether good or bad, I am grateful, which makes my life richer. Do a teacher, is my childhood on the ideal, this ideal has never changed, although this dream was put on hold, but in my heart I have always believed that one day I will have the opportunity to stand on the podium to realize my dream of education.2017 year year winter, my hometown education bureau notified me to come back to the examination, ready to go on duty! The opportunity came, and at this time I graduated from Normal University has been exactly 14 years!
Figure 8 ? My dream is once again lit up, I know I still love my hometown in my heart, my education sentiment has never changed! Say goodbye to your lover and children, give up a career that earns more than ten thousand dollars a month, leave the city to return to the countryside, I choose to come back! Love and young son to see me off, never dare to embrace them, say goodbye to my son tears blurred my vision! Sitting in the car, I do not dare to look back, not to wave goodbye, I know I have chosen a somewhat difficult road, but this is my willingness to choose. Many people have asked me the same question: why did you come back? I want to tell you that this is the opportunity given to me by fate, and I can't miss it this time! In order to my heart's dream of teaching! In order to comfort my youth and sweat years, in order to complete their own life experience!
Figure nine ?In March 2018, I came to Kedong County No. 4 Middle School, my real career as a teacher began! Honestly heart mixed feelings. When the junior high school classmates after graduation to read secondary teacher training have been assigned to the school, became a dozen years of teaching experience of the old teachers, and the same age I graduated from college after many years just on the job, or a new teacher. The heart is not taste, but I must accept the reality, because this is life, this is my life trajectory, I must accept it, embrace it.
Although my opportunity came a little late, it finally came. I didn't have time, and I had to desperately study and run forward to catch up with everyone else. So I joined the Peppers program, and although I'm already a "senior" Peppers student, I've been listening and learning carefully to keep up with Mutual Plus, so that I can grow quickly! Because for me, there may not be many opportunities like this in the future. From the lectures of professors from Beijing Normal University to East China Normal University in Shanghai, from "And Now Steps from the Beginning" to "Courageous Reading Club", I have gained too much along the way! Thank you for giving me the opportunity to meet so many wonderful things. Joining the big family of Kedong County No. 4 Middle School, I have also been touched by the support and encouragement of many leaders and colleagues. What could be more wonderful than to have been allowed to return to education and become a teacher more than a decade after graduation, and to have the opportunity to make a life-long connection with nearly 300 children in the first year of my career? Grateful for all the encounters!
? I'm just a tiny grain of sand in the vast, infinite universe, and I'm just an ordinary one among the 3.4 million rural teachers in the country, but how lucky I am to be a member of the Peppers family and to walk with tens of thousands of rural teachers along the way. You have to put in twelve percent effort to make it look effortless. I write every article with all my heart and try to leave every footprint of my life, thanks to the Green Pepper Program, thanks to all of you who have seen my efforts, and thanks to you who have given me the affirmation of the joy of harvest. For me, a person who has experienced through life and death, all is so precious, all the encounters are so beautiful, all the opportunities are so rare.
All the way to harvest too much, the biggest harvest is that I have been growing, has been in the breakthrough themselves, I am doing my favorite thing, has been trying to live into their own want that look. Being a teacher is an ideal that I have never changed, I love my career, I love my students, how can I become an excellent teacher is a question I have been thinking about, and becoming an excellent teacher is a goal I have been working hard for. In the era of Internet + education, as a new era of rural teachers, I have to keep learning to improve myself, stick to my ideals and not give up, change the role of teachers, so that I can become a companion and guide for students. Master new information technology and link quality educational resources to children. Of course, the most important thing is that I want to be a warm teacher, seize the opportunity to take children to experience the beauty of life. Criticize frugality and encourage wastefulness. This is my educational motto, I have been paying more attention to the struggling students, in the classroom I interact with them, give them the opportunity to exercise themselves, and give timely encouragement and affirmation. Since I have the opportunity to participate in their growth, I hope to do more, I hope I can become a memorable teacher in the children's growth process, to become an outstanding rural teachers, this is my career aspirations, I strive!
Everything comes from love, choose the teaching profession without complaint! Strive to make yourself shine, light up the children's future road, to be a warm, affectionate, happy teachers!