My mom is a piece of trash, she didn't care about me since I was a kid, she knew how to gamble, she knew the family didn't have any money and she still gambled, lost money and was irresponsible!

Parents, it's unfortunate to have a mom like that, but no matter what, she gave you life. Since she's like this, you should go out to work, stay away from her, pay her monthly living expenses, and save the rest for yourself. You are already working, you should not be too young, you should plan for yourself, although you are a girl, sooner or later you have to marry, but your own conditions are better, the other half of the future to find naturally will not be bad. Since the birth can not decide on their own, the future of life should decide on their own, want to live what kind of life to fight for themselves. The mother gave you life, or to raise her.