Why do I feel that I will be alone in my old age.

How many people in the world who are not married in their lifetime, I believe that can be said to be very few very few, you have such a person around you, is not every time you hear someone mention always with lonely, poor, heartbreaking and other words, people often say that God has arranged for everyone to have a companion for the rest of their lives, but why there will be people still fall alone. The first thing I want to say is that I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do this.

Although my age is not big, but sometimes really always feel that this life will be alone in the end of the old man, think about the last time to fall in love has been five or six years ago, and now there is still a single down the rhythm, but not no one like, but always feel that do not want to fall in love, there is always a kind of anyway, in the end, to be separated from the feeling of a little exclusion, fear, afraid of in case they are really all to pay for the end, afraid of in case they are trapped, but in case the end, but in case they are trapped in the end. The end, afraid of their own in case of fall in but the other party did not have the heart, not yet started on this relationship sentenced to death, always on who did not seem to have the feeling they want.

? Think about the last time I fell in love seems to be because of the friends around me have a boyfriend and then just this time someone confessed to me, my friends also hope that I can have their own happiness, advised me to try, I did not agree at the beginning, and then a long time later, he still did not change, I agreed, but it did not take long for me to find out that I still can not lie to myself, do not like that is not like, and finally still separated. I don't know what I really want, even if you don't understand how to let others understand you. Even in love are rejected, afraid of people, I do not know to the future when I get married, I do, and every time I feel afraid of their own life can not touch a really let me can not give up people, I really do not want to be, after all, life is so short, why should I give up their own, hurt others.

Even sometimes have been thinking, to the time to get married how to face family, friends, the outside world of a variety of pressures, no matter how the future, but now to work hard, because if you even the ability to support themselves are not that you have what bottom to say to others, I do not get married, I have not waited for that person, or I do not want to settle, would rather end up in the end or a person, I really do not want to settle with others, I do not want to settle, I do not want to settle with others, I do not want to settle with others, I do not want to settle, I do not want to settle with others. I really don't want to settle for someone else to finish my life.

I sometimes think it's because I don't have the ability to like other people, or because I've been single for too long and forgotten? When I talk to my friends, I mention that maybe I'll just live my life by myself, and they say, "Take your time, you'll always meet someone. But like I don't know how to love a person, to like a person, or talk about a relationship, get married, I feel as if I am not suitable for these.

It is said that time will leave the best for you, perhaps, I do not know if I can meet the person I truly love, but I can work hard, so that I have the courage to face the pressure, so that I can wait a little longer, if I really did not meet the words, and can not resist the pressure of the parents, and other people with someone else like that together, that in fact, and the end of the lonely old man what is the difference between even worse. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that.