May you really have a heart for truth in your heart and be blessed by God.
Please read the following carefully: The most important thing is to find out why you wrote to Jesus.
Man looks at his appearance, what cross he wears, what organization he joins, what he teaches and what he is baptized, but God looks at his heart.
Believing in Christianity is not what to join, what to wear, what to participate in, what to participate in and what to hold, but a direct personal relationship with the living God.
On the contrary, I honestly admit that I am a sinner before God and am willing to accept Christ Jesus as my savior.
When you sincerely confess your sins to God and accept the prayer of the Savior, you become a Christian. When will you be reborn? God is a faithful and loving God, and he knows your needs-God's home (church). You can ask God to prepare a suitable church for you. Put your needs in prayer and look at God's guidance.
The human soul is really a wonderful thing, and only truly eternal and valuable things can satisfy it.
Confucius said, "Listen in the morning and die at night."
Savior Jesus said, "What good is it for a man to gain the whole world and lose his own life?" ? What else can people exchange for life? "
I recommend you to read a book "Song of Wandering Waves-Eternity is Calling" to really understand Christianity. There is a very good book on the Internet for people who have just started to believe. In fact, only true faith can make people see the glory and preciousness of life, have mature values and have real wisdom to deal with others (including your future love). From it, we can find the meaning of life and live a rich and truly satisfying life. Stay away from a life of low tastes. But also a happy and serious life in love and gratitude.