One day, our life suddenly became like this, fate came to test us, to see how we respond.
Starting over again from scratch is nothing more than rebooting your life a little bit and starting over with a piece of what you want.
Fifty years old, what else can one do? What more could one want?
Do you have a healthy body? At fifty, the most important thing is the health of the body. As long as the body is good, want what should still be able to re-acquire. Just have been through the vicissitudes of life, experience also consumed a lot, if all is to start from scratch, everything is more difficult, which is also a true test of a person's will, faith!
Everyone's needs are different, and what they want is also different. As far as I am concerned, what I personally want is very simple, there should be nothing, but I still have children, they need to be taken care of, the older ones can be left alone, already have the ability to survive on their own, but the younger ones can't yet. It is my wish that my two children in their teens will grow up to be successful adults. In addition there are elderly parents and parents, they also need to support care, this is my duty to do.
I found that I find it difficult to put down is often and always still think of a person, that is, the beloved, in their hearts still occupy an important position in that he, life and death of a kind of love, he is still my days, my spiritual support, he is really ordinary and great, he took away half of my soul, and the rest of half of the present me, fifty years old, to start from scratch how can I go out and bring the children a better life? How can I go out and bring my children to a better life at the age of fifty and start all over again? Thinking about it for a long time is really a problem, the lonely self can only talk to him, may get his support, the eldest child said, there is something do not know how to do, you can also ask dad, he will tell us. This approach should and does still work well. I need to take deep note. Coming out of a grief and loneliness, a longing too bone-deep for the sentimental me, day after day, maybe for the rest of my life, I'm afraid it's hard to walk away, but one must let go of the obsession, and also try to change.
Everything starts from scratch, we need to live, the children still need to be nurtured, with the spirit of their father to bring them to adulthood. I have nothing to lose, so let's start with the little things, bring up the kids, do what we need to do, but also reassure him in heaven that we can only redouble our efforts and move forward in a practical way.
I know our own children do not need to be too good, life in general, positive, not worse than others on the line. Sometimes everything is easier said than done, but it's really hard to do.
No help around, a housewife who has never struggled and accomplished nothing, and then go out there, first of all, a little confused, and do not know how to do well? Somewhat at a loss. Ideas to break through a bit.
Then a year began to interact, believe that friends, into the various platforms of the set, one by one, one by one, a year past, and then began, finally one day they understand, can not enter the set of others, they have to work hard to complete their own wish to settle their parents, the child is not easy, but it must be thoroughly rely on their own real pay, can not be half a point of falsehoods, down to earth to do things with the job are The first thing you need to do is to get your hands dirty.
In the face of difficulties, I sometimes even think, when can I fulfill my wish, and when I have done so, I will go to him, hoping to meet with him soon underground, without him, I can hardly move forward, the wave of longing is swallowing me up.
In the face of reality, usually always positive and optimistic me, it is really difficult to imagine the hardships of life, the pressure and burden, but can only have no other choice but to self-improvement and self-sufficiency, find ways to face, bite the bullet, step by step foot forward.
The road is a person walk out, God will not be responsible for the people who have a heart, from the beginning is so, do not be afraid, the car to the mountain, it is true, the road will slowly flash out.
Fifty years old, start from scratch, protect yourself, as long as the body does not boast, live is capital, have confidence in life.
I hope my friends, everyone has something good, do not forget to tell me, I'm on the march, especially at fifty years old from the beginning of a new start to work hard friends, there is a possibility that we are in a different geographical area, charging, such a friend is also all over the world, support each other, a nod of the head and a smile, a sentence, are a great encouragement!
The journey of life is full of pain and suffering, the vicissitudes of the years, as long as you live, try to do the best, I believe that fifty years old from the beginning of the creation of the future will also have no limit ......
Wish all the best, but also will eventually be accomplished!