What do you fear most when you reach middle age? The most afraid of what all does not matter

We are asleep, love to code love to learn love to beat up the old mother and broad to come out and move around ......

May 1st long vacation, no rest. From 5.1-5.6 that to date, I am on the road in the state, although the number of microblogging steps can not dominate the circle of friends, after all, I did not go out to travel, but broad to say that these days to walk through the number of steps of a quarter ......

Because the head of the family that the two-year-old beasts want to go out to play in the morning to shop in the supermarket, the afternoon to play in the sand, the evening square dance and night market to walk up and down the street, and then the night market to walk up and down the street. Square dancing and night market walks in the evening, falling asleep near midnight.

This rhythm multiplied by six, so do not multiply by five, exhausted me not bad this day!

Too much mom! Too fee! It's really too fee ...... The result is that I've turned into a cranky yelling and screaming no-good old mother. I think I'll have to schedule a certain parenting book up and hurry up and get a grip on my fiery temper.

I don't know if it's because I'm so bad at bringing up children that I'm exhausted, or if it's because this beast is being spoiled by me at the same time that I'm invisibly implanting childhood shadows (I think my cubs are afraid of me, and there are shadows), but it's like I'm healing while I'm bringing up my children in a depressing way, and I don't have a clue how to make my human cubs listen to me, and paradoxically I feel like it doesn't matter if you do or don't listen to them, you need to cultivate independence, and you need to pull the reins and pull the strings. After grunting a couple of times, I decided to let myself off the hook, and in the future, I will always remember to keep myself away from the baby and be quiet for a while when I activate the "Behave or Behave" button.

So I resourcefully trained myself to learn another way to vent my anger, and it kinda worked just cost money.

Yes, it's shopping! Just buy buy buy! It's a woman's nature to buy to make herself happier! This kind of happiness is a little simple Oh, even if it is just look I do not buy, I will add the shopping cart a little I do not buy, I just casually look at look just I do not buy ...... that is also extremely happy like God ah!

This is not, I went on 1688 to buy five pieces of East less than a hundred dollars, and then go to Vipshop collection of a thousand dresses, although I do not know when I can afford it, or when I can afford it when I do not want to buy.

Harm, women are fickle, but it should be fun to be a happy rich woman, right? I don't know, haven't experienced what it's like to have lots and lots of money.

Sometimes I envy women who are very good at making money, it's almost like an idol, how can a woman be so good at making money? This is how to do it ah? The big brain of the IQ deficit is full of doubts and curiosity, wanting to become such a powerful character.

Nah can not become, can only be close to the first, just close to spend all my savings aang ...... meat pain heart also pain!

In fact, de so long as nonsense, but want to think of a thing is also feel fun, the world is diverse, is you are he is she is me, are each model to come.

People to middle age, the most afraid of what you know? Not afraid of the aggravation of age, not the beauty of the sunset, not the age of ruthlessness, but no more desire, what desire is also no more, as if the body of thirty years old living in a hundred-year-old man.