So far, one of the things I feel happiest about is not missing the right person at the right time.
My boyfriend and I met freshman year of college, I was a freshman, he was a junior, I was clueless and didn't know anything, he was already an old bacon. The first time we met was so logical, there was no one who flirted with anyone first, or who messed with anyone first. Just so simple to recognize. Because just experienced, in the military training more or less learned a little bit, the way to deal with things in college, become fearless. I'm not afraid of anything, I'm not afraid of anything, I'm not afraid of anything. It is something or nothing to talk about the nothing, may be his natural attraction to me, chatting and chatting slowly like this senior. At that time I see him will be shy, his every move, even the vibration of the phone I hope he sent me a message. So I kept in touch, almost a year, and then I realized that he suddenly distanced himself from me (I was told that he had a clear conscience and shouldn't have wrecked the little girl, so he stopped contacting me), and just didn't contact me for half a year.
Until last semester his graduation design, idle nothing, and come back to me to chat. I have this little mind, was trying to get back at him a little bit, hum, ruffled me to hide, I also ruffled you. He said he wanted to watch the movie "Chun Jiao Saves Zhi Ming" (in fact, I do not know what kind of movie), I said, then I should not say a sentence, I invite you to go to see ah. He said, "Yes. I can't take back what I said, so let's go. We went to see a movie and ate ramen. The weather was actually quite bad that day, with yellow sand all over the sky.
Later, one day and he chatted, he sent a lot of photos of actresses, said that he liked these, asked me to like which actor ah, I said like you ah (small mind: flirtation)! He said, "Is this a confession? (finished, he will not take it seriously, right) I said, counting ah. He, then I reluctantly agreed to it. (Uh, actually really serious) I, do not have to force. He, not reluctant (wow, promise ah) so we are together.
The first time I held hands, the first time I kissed, the first time I was separated for a short period of time, he would always say or do something that would make me feel touched and make me sad. Whether it's pining, or anything else, every single thing I do with him makes me do it willingly and happily.
I don't know what the future holds, but I hope that whatever happens, my future has him in it. Everything else, lost I can try to get back again, but if I lose him, I won't get it back no matter how hard I try. Even though you are not my first boyfriend, I will try to put you make you the last.
To be with him until now is the thing I feel happiest, I hope I can always be happy.