Dear Yi Qian:
These days did not want to disturb you too much, want to let you quiet a few days. So some words originally wanted to say to you slowly later; even do not want to say, so that you use your eyes to witness, with the heart to feel: heaven and earth will change, men will grow.
But sometimes see your circle of friends, and I am afraid that my heart is misunderstood by you for too long, for fear that you are too sad for too long, for fear that you are too sad for too long (because after a moment also do not want to be sad, a moment also do not want to be sad, a moment also do not want to be misunderstood by you). So make another effort to say to you some of my heart, want you to understand my heart.
Some time ago, I made a friend of forgetfulness, his career is very successful, the family is also happy and full, is my role model, by him a lot of teaching, criticism and inspiration, I feel that I have grown a lot of overnight, but also have to thank him. The world will change, the man will grow, and his contact with me more mature also let me more determined to be with you.
Greek mythology has a moving story: a handsome, kind-hearted guy and a beautiful daughter of the God of heaven fell in love at first sight. In order to see the beautiful goddess in his heart, the boy every night to swim across the vast ocean to go to the island to meet with the goddess. The goddess would also hold a torch every night and wait for her lover on the shore.
But because of the difference in status between mortals and gods, their love was not blessed by the world. One night when the boy was swimming hard in the sea in the direction of the lights, the sky started pouring rain, which doused the goddess's torch and the boy's direction of swimming. More importantly, it extinguished the hope in the guy's heart.
He thought that the goddess had succumbed to the pressure of the heavens and no longer loved him, and was no longer there waiting for him with her torch. The boy lost his strength and eventually drowned in the sea. The goddess waited in worry and fear until dawn, and what surfaced before her was the body of the boy washed ashore by the waves. At that time, the children who read this story is how for the lovers in the story to feel sorry for it .......
Some time ago, a movie lyrics popular phrase: "love to owe each other". Because of this will always remember each other. I want to say: love should be mutual fulfillment, do not owe. If you want to owe, please owe me. If you can be happy, please forget me.
But the fact is just the opposite, I owe a warm, kind, morning dew generally white girl. In both parents, the trivialities of life, I did not deal with just right, causing misunderstandings and contradictions; misunderstandings and contradictions, I did not have the toughness and courage to face the solution, but from time to time with a fragile escape. Everything, so that I have a girl's heart hurt again and again. Now think of it is really infinite shame and remorse.
But we are again extremely lucky, I am again and its lucky. Because the guy is still in the sea bravely swimming, he has not been mercilessly swallowed by the sea. All thanks to this forgotten friend. He said to me: truly beautiful and happy love, but one in a million, it is too sweet, too happy, if you get without any test and twists and turns, God will also be jealous.
If we combine easily, without the previous twists and turns, I may never know that you once on my love; without those twists and turns, I may never know how important you are in my heart; without those twists and turns, when the real family life comes, in the face of numerous family misunderstandings and conflicts, I may also choose to escape more. At that time, neither enough to understand your love, but also not enough to cherish your people, but also in the life of the contradiction to choose to escape.
I'm as white as a snow lotus goddess how aggrieved ah. So, blame God and thank God, his old man brought the beloved girl in front of me, and blind to my harm to her, but fortunately she is still there, you are still there. These twists and turns and obstacles to give us enough test, but also will achieve our beautiful marriage.
As long as the goddess's light is still there, as long as the hope is still there, the sea is no harm, the parents of a momentary misunderstanding is no harm. Goddess as long as the light is raised high, all the blame, let the guy to bear; all the problems, let the guy to solve. He knows cold and hot, healthy, kind and willing to work hard.
More fortunate is that, through these trials and tribulations of the world and the guidance of the nobleman, the boy has been in the spirit of a small boy from a small boy to grow into a grown-up, from the TV series in the silly root into the life of Wong Po Keung, from the knife boy into the Chow Yun Fat.
On both sides of our families' misunderstandings and problems. On my family's side, let me deal with it, I'll figure out how to solve it; on your family's side, let me deal with it as well, I'll definitely find the perfect solution. There is nothing else but my true heart and firm belief. Ninety-nine to true, eighty-one days later, if we can't win the sincere blessings of all the family members on both sides. I will bless you.
In these eighty-one days, my dear, you have to carry a torch for me and be firm with me.
Dear Yiqian, this less than a year you suffer from sadness and aggression, let me make up for it with the latter half of this life care. Although today said a lot of my shortcomings, but I also have a lot of advantages. A good man also has many shortcomings, but the difference is that it is able to quickly find the shortcomings, face the shortcomings, and bravely correct their shortcomings.
In the days to come, I want to be the best man you've ever met, the man who is most capable of accomplishing the simplicity and romance of love, the man who is most willing to pour his heart into giving you a lifetime of care. Cherish the destiny that God has given us, and thank God for the special care he has given us.
Dear Yiqian, I only wish I could be with you forever.
A touching love letter to lovers
Dear, if you are by my side at this moment, is it that my thoughts will be less. Have you heard my call to you in the spring season, I am waiting for you to come.
拈指光阴, your tenderness I am too much attached, how can I forget your smiling face? I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to get a good look at this, but I'm sure I'm going to be able to get a good look at this, and I'm going to be able to get a good look at this. I'm not going to be able to get a lot more than that, but I'm going to be able to get a lot more than that. Lightly rely on the current year, see the rain breeze, quietly moist and another season of spring flowers. The color is clear, such as the orchid quiet and skillful. The first thing you need to do is to get a good deal of money to pay for the services you need, and then you have to pay for the services you need.
In March, the peach blossom, has been full of hillside. The first thing you need to do is to get a good deal of money from the government, and then you have to pay for it. The first time I saw this, I was in the middle of a long journey, and I was in the middle of a long journey. Those who say goodbye, such as the branches of the remaining leaf veins, by the wind of the flow of years blown by the holes. In the ear, the oath is still there, in the years of the oblique ripples. The first time I saw this, I was in the middle of a long journey, and I was in the middle of a long journey, and I was in the middle of a long journey, and I was in the middle of a long journey.
Gently, open a corner of the spring color, pick up a piece of missed time. The clear dialogue, there is a kind of familiarity, there is a kind of affinity, but no matter how it is not put together, that year you turn around when the determination. I've been thinking about it, and it's been lying dormant in the bottom of my heart, with the trees and grasses growing and dying. The first thing I want to do is to make sure that I have a good understanding of what I'm doing and what I'm doing.
Tears, always overflowing again and again on every windy day, surging into a river. Perhaps, you also want to wipe away the tears for me. Just a miss, so that you choose to forget, or pretend to turn a blind eye. If I can choose again, I hope to have only forever with you, without turning around. If you can always love each other, I hope only fresh, no pale.
In life, those warmth, without words. The first thing you need to do is to get a good understanding of what you're doing. The rain and smoke of the red dust, deep love how many? Half of the infatuation, half of the ghost. I know, waiting for you is a flower period. I would like to miss thousands of flowers bloom, just waiting for you to slowly bloom for me. When the storm comes, cut a curtain of rain. Let the words of the heart condensed into a drop of ink, swaying all the way to the spring color, let the blossoms and blossoms, with the wind scrolling a string of clear sound.
Angry years, we have no regrets. Pulling away from the dense and dazzling heart, we are still smiling in the face of every journey of rain and wind and frost. The past, in the spring of the doors and windows as if once again bloom. Gradually accustomed to, cherish the beauty of those passing clouds and smoke. The depths of the current year, the idea is a chance encounter in your stamen on the snow, hiding you in the dark fragrance floating poetry. Keep the beautiful, whether you come or not, I will bloom as promised, for you to ignite a lifetime of flowers!
"The end of the world is poor, only the endless place of lovesickness", dear you, where are you at this moment? Spring flowers, I'm waiting for you to come!
A touching love letter
This is a touching love letter, the person who wrote the love letter and I am very accustomed to, very accustomed to, very accustomed to ......
Dear:
The night is very deep, where are you? I am alone and sleepless! You said you want me to have a family, to live a normal life. But who should I start a family with? I'm thinking around ......
Rainy night, you came back from a business trip, right? I'm not going to be able to get the best out of you, but I'm going to be able to get the best out of you. I'm not sure what I'm talking about, but I'm not sure what I'm talking about. You're enjoying your life with your girl and your daughter, right? Every time I imagine your happiness, I am happy for you! I'm so happy for you!
The night is so quiet that people are afraid! You can hear the breathing of the ghosts outside the window! It was similar to the sound of my mind crying!
The daughter slept beautifully listening to "Hans Christian Andersen's Fairy Tales", not knowing what a future without a father would mean, almost to say ...... I had no right to disturb her father's peaceful life, but gave her a future that will never be peaceful. I was extremely frightened at the thought! Panic struck once again! My heart is trembling! This night is probably going to be sleepless again!
Mother is still lying on the hospital bed, brother accompanied the bed to go, the purpose is to ask me to go home to rest, to have a child also have a comfortable sleep. I've been tired for too long, but I don't know how to sleep!
Thinking about the happiness of our embracing and sleeping together, my body is as hairy as the bugs drilling my heart! I'm not sure how I'm going to be able to sleep!
Today I received a message from him, he is still waiting for me. The helpless waiting, make me sympathize with him ...... As sympathize with my waiting for you! I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that. Is there an end to this waiting? What is the end of my life? I'm not going to be able to do that, but I'm going to be able to do it," he said!
I miss you! I think I was how to choose you, think of how you came into my life, think of how we started this wrong story, and you get along with a scene in front of the eyes of how many times the cycle is always not too tired! I have no other support to recall our story, over and over and over again to recall, become my life almost all! My dear, which day will be the day when we can see each other? The day I can see the real you? The day I can touch the real you? When will my daughter know that she has a father too? My helpless call, do you hear me?
I admire my courage! I don't want my life to stay white don't want to love to stay white I did roar with love! I do not want to admit that I have been bruised! I'm not going to admit that I've been bruised and battered, because I'm still hoping! I hope that I can wait for you to finally one day completely back to my love! I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that, but I'm going to be able to do it!
The heart roams aimlessly in the imagination, and everything in the imagination is so beautiful! We have enough time to linger, enough days to bask in the sun I'm afraid of these gloomy days! Though every time I tell you I'd rather be underground! I'm not afraid of my choice! But I'm really scared! Countless times I've wanted to tell you my fear, countless times I've put pen to paper and written down this boundless fear! But I never dared to tell you! It's the same today! Today's letter should be written to myself! Expressing such helplessness in such a helpless way seems to have become a part of my life! Very, very, very, very important part of my life!
I came home ready to go to bed, because I couldn't sleep anyway thinking about you. So get up and dress into the kitchen, watching the cool water gradually become hot water, a pot, two pots, three pots ...... There are only a few pots in the house ...... What other work is there to do? It would be nice to be able to get tired all at once and not be able to get up any more! But what about the daughter? An innocent child! For her sake, I have to live! I have to be strong! So I went back to bed. I tossed and turned! So, still spread the paper and pen. Started this masked self-congratulation ......
Yes, I think this life you will not see this love letter, because I can not bear! Couldn't bear to let you see the loneliness I endured for our love! Love you because want to give you what you need! It's because of wanting to do something for you! Until now, I haven't done anything for you! How can I add more burden to you? Your tiredness has never been my pain! Your happiness has always been my happiness! Every cell in my body seems to be making the same sound at all times: this man, is what I cherish in this life! I can not be selfish to give him more burden!
I want to dial your phone! I want to be touched by you! So want to kiss your forehead! So want to be ravished by you! So much wanting! I want to be ravished by you!
How are you doing these days? Is the war from a while ago still going on? How long has it been since we've talked about what's going on between you? How long has it been since the last time you came home (to our home, which is not called a home)? Remember the last time you came back you deliberately avoided the question. We're still under her suspicion! There is no doubt that she should have to defend the love of her life. After all, she's the one who's been with you for countless years, and she's the one who has the most right to you! Not to mention your dignified daughters! Must our daughter be very temperamental in the future as well? What will she be like? I don't dare to think about it anymore! I'm afraid she'll have melancholy childhood days, melancholy adolescence, melancholy youth, and then melancholy life! This is a sin for which I cannot forgive myself in this life!!!!
Darling, are you asleep? The thought that you are holding her in your arms pains me to the core! Is your love really as you say only duty and morality left? Is there really no passion between you as you said? Is it true that you have your own quilt for the night, as you said?
Why is God so unfair? I'm not going to be able to do that, but I'm going to be able to do it! I'm not going to be able to get a good look at this, but I'm going to be able to get a good look at this! Why do I have to return to another woman when I come back from a business trip? I'm sorry, but I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that!
Saying such words I feel so happy! But I can only say by myself can only say to my own ears! Shamelessly right? The thought that should not have been there!
Suddenly it occurred to me, did you really love me? Or rather, do you still love me today? As you lie beside her, do you think that there is an extra me in the world? Am I really your love? Or is it just a little pickle when you need it?
Self-esteem for many years! I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that! I'm not going to be able to do that! In you all fall apart! Why did you make me fall in love with you? Why? Why? Why did you? Why did you do it? Why?
The wind outside the window is bleak, so I want to go out for air, the oxygen in the empty room seems to be very thin. It is so thin that my chest is y depressed. The only comfort you can give me is to look carefully at our smart and beautiful daughter! Tears can't help but slide down, down, down, down ...... It's the only thing I can do at this moment! The only thing I have the strength to do! The only thing I have the courage to do! The only thing I'm qualified to do! The only thing I can afford to do ......
Did you drink a lot of wine in the past two days? Or have you been smoking a lot of cigarettes? The face of the pimple is not better? I don't want to be so desperate, okay? The refusal of the should learn to refuse, okay? If you have a little principle point rejected me, today's you and I where there will be a lot of pain it! My dear! Learn to refuse! Kindness of you ah, really want to be in anyone anything to take themselves into it?
Really sleepy and sleepy, but just no sleep! I really hope I can put you down quietly, quietly into sleep, quietly waiting for our next meeting. I've been studying for so many years, but I've never really learned to be quiet! Oh, it's really funny, every time you see me, you say I'm quiet like a little sheep! What a strong irony! Do you know how many earth-shattering vibrations there are behind this quietness? Do you know in order to give you the quiet you need, I need to carry how much I simply can not carry the restlessness? I want to let go of everything from now on, I am no longer the daughter of anyone, no longer the mother of anyone, no longer the what of anyone ...... But the crystallization of heaven and earth, is pure lying in your arms do not need to think of the little sheep ...... Every time I lie in your arms, it is the happiest time of my life, and these times that are only moments in time support me through countless days and nights without you! The recollection of these happy times is almost on the verge of becoming the entirety of my life! Pathetic woman! Pathetic life! My pathetic life!
Darling, I can't love anymore! Recently really tired! The pressure of work, mother's illness, plus the stimulation of another emergency contraceptive pill, I unprecedented half a month in advance of the menstrual period! It's like there's a demon in my body that's trying to drain me of my entire being! Soft and limp! Lifeless! Am I really going? To the place I've longed for so many times? Have you ever experienced such helplessness? A dead night, a hopeless life, a hopeless body like the walking dead. ...... Can you feel it? Have you ever imagined it? Can you believe it? The woman you see as always lively and lovely is like this, half dead in the night without you!!!! That's how she is, struggling and wandering in half-death!!!! So wish we didn't have a daughter! So wish I could just end up like this! Sleep until I never wake up, or just stare and never sleep again !
Turned over, suddenly realized that the pillow is almost all wet, and realized that I have been in tears? I've been crying again? Oh! Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha! Did I cry again? Why should I? You are the true love that I have so easily hoped for with the loneliness of my heart! You are the shoulder I can easily find to rely on after a thousand choices! I finally have you! I have the love that I longed for! I should be happy! I should be laughing! But I cried! I cried again and again and again and again!
Still decided to sleep! I decided to live! I'm not going to be able to live without my mom!
So, turn off the light!
Ah! Oh, my God! My dear! Is it true, as you say, that there is a marvelous connection between people that passes through too much space? Is it true that when I was thinking about you like crazy, you were thinking about me too? Just turned off the lights and received your message!
Do you know how happy I am to receive your message!
Can't wait to get through to you! I'm not sure if you're still traveling, but I'm not sure if you're still traveling. I'm not sure if you're going to be able to get the best out of me, but I'm sure you'll be able to get the best out of me. How do these people only know that they have to grasp the opportunity to contact the leader, do not know that the leader is also a human being, is also a mortal body, also need to rest? That's cruel! You must be haggard again!
I don't know how long we've been talking, but I just remembered to ask you if you're sleeping, or writing materials. I didn't realize that you really have material to write! Then I had to bear the pain and put down the phone! I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that! I will be at the far end of this, quietly accompany you to write! Go ahead! I'm not going to be able to do that, but I'm going to be able to do it, and I'm going to be able to do it!
I was so touched by your message! I'm so touched by what you just said! I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to get a good deal on this, but I'm sure I'll be able to get a good deal on this! I miss you too! I've been thinking about it for a while, but I haven't had a chance to call! I don't have a chance to call you, but I don't have a chance to call you! I've been trying to send you a message several times this afternoon, but I always get interrupted in the middle of the message, so I can't help it! You and the kids are my lifeblood, how could I forget for a moment? I can't fly back to you right away! I have no wings! How many years, I am sorry for you ah! I'm sorry for your devotion to me! I'm sorry for everything you've done for me! I'm sorry for everything you've done for me! It's rare that you've been understanding! I really don't think about her when I'm out of the house. You've filled my heart to overflowing, so where else can I find room for her? Just thinking about you makes me itch, I wish you were around, I wish I could haunt you! Just thinking about it makes me feel young, it's been a long time since I felt this way with her! With you, it feels like I'm still a man, and a bad one at that! And feel that you're a woman with me too, pure and simple! Don't get any ideas. What you want is what I want to give! It's always been like that, nothing's changed! You're mine, I'm yours, we're a family! A happy family! As soon as I get back I'll go back to our house, to see you, to mess with you, to see our little baby! Look at my big baby! Sleep, my dear, don't lose sleep ......
Is that all? Is there more? Yes, there is! And your words touched me even more: don't think I'm old! In fact, my mental age is only thirty-something! Don't think I don't give you enough time! Being old really doesn't help! I really think you are too young!
There is also your hanging up the phone when the fondness! I'm not going to be able to do that!
Don't think like that, honey! From now on, you are not allowed to say such things! When I look for you, it is the first time in my life that I really rational choice! With the failed marriage in front of me! With the helpless experience of the past, our union is my well thought out ah! When I chose you, I didn't choose sex! I've said it a million times, and I don't want to say it again! From now on, you're not allowed to talk about your age! It's because of your age! Because of your maturity! Your wisdom! I chose you! I found the security I needed from you! The thick shoulders I needed! And your liveliness, your humor, your feigned ease, your genuine ease when you're with us, and your quick thinking, your ever-sober mind, your ...... All this, which bit of it can mean that you are old? It's such a synthesis of you that I'm in love with! And not what sex ah!
Let me tell you a story:
One of my oblivious sisters, when she was in her twenties, fell in love with her mother's teacher. The old man was more than thirty years older than her. Due to the age difference they hardly ever had real sex a few times between them, but their love stayed for over twenty years until one day ...... This seems like a sad story, but I don't think it is at all! I've seen a couple of instances where a pair of age-spotted hands clasped the hands of a middle-aged woman of vicissitudes. I was touched by their warmth! Touched by their fidelity! Touched by their lack of desire for each other! The old man gave my friend the wisdom of his life and took away my friend's attachment to him! The warmth between them often makes me feel happy ......
Remember the song "The Most Romantic Thing" that I sang to you:
Sitting on the carpet with your back to each other
Listening to the music and talking about your wishes
You want me to be more and more gentle
I want you to put me on your heart
You said you wanted to send me a romantic dream
Thank you for taking you to heaven
If it takes a lifetime to accomplish it, then you'll be able to do it.
Even if it takes a lifetime to fulfill it
As long as I tell you, you'll remember it
The most romantic thing I can think of
is to grow old with you
Collecting every bit of laughter along the way
Saving it for later in the rocking chair
The most romantic thing I can think of
is to grow old with you
Until we are too old to go anywhere
You still treat me like a treasure in your heart .....
Darling! That's what I wish for the most, that's what I expect our love to be! Our cabin, our carpet, our music, our stories, with you, growing old ...... Have you finished your material? It's time for us to rest! Can we rest now? Good night dear! Don't mind that I always have so many misunderstandings about you! Don't care that I'm always so capricious! Don't care that I'm always suffering from love! Don't mind all this! I only know! I have chosen you in this life! I only know that I have no regrets about my choice! Good night, darling! I'm going to get well and wait for your return! Waiting for the stormy onslaught you've given me! Waiting for our reunion! Waiting to grow old with you ..... A certain year, a certain month, a certain day someone
A touching love letter for a crush confessionI know very well that there is no me in your world. Because I am just a life that belongs to the corner. Almost three years, I do not know whether your life is now happy and full. You may not recognize me in the crowd, but I often dream of you. Since a few years ago, when I sent you those two perfect letters, my heart no longer belongs to me. You don't know, of course, that they were the most beautiful words I've written in twenty-three years. Since then, my pen has never been able to recapture the mood and despair of those days. I am really a nostalgic and sentimental person, timid because of true love.
At the beginning of the new year, I ended up with a love that has long existed in name only. The five years of love and hate entanglement, only to come up with a conclusion: he and I are not each other to look for the stone on the destiny of the love. There is a big sky out there, but there is only one person who is really worth my life, so I can't choose him. I understand that I am a delicate and sensitive person who needs understanding and comfort, and what I need is a warm and lasting relationship. And this kind of feeling, I only believe that this world you can give. His love is a rose with thorns blooming, beautiful and painful, open and desperate.
The first righteousness, constant patience tolerance, ultimately failed. Although my heart is delicate and sensitive, my personality is independent and strong, I am smart and understanding and talented, but I can not do exquisite and delicious meals, I am stubborn and stubborn, but so what? Some losses are destined, some destiny will never come to fruition. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that, but I'm going to be able to do it," he said.
The spring sunshine is more and more abundant and bright, but I am more and more thin and pale. The first time I saw this, it was a long time ago, and I'm not sure if it's true. Fortunately, I woke up with a smile. I am still happy, I can finally buried in the bottom of the heart of that attachment to you boldly and honestly confessed, but also finally do not have to desperately repress the heart of your obsession. Now, you are my all, my beauty.
I guess, you must be a good thinker, thoughtful and grumpy people, do not repair, personality flying. This is also the image I have of you in my mind. One of my deepest impressions was on campus in the summer, with your long hair, baggy T-shirt, fat-legged torn jeans, and slipping on a pair of big slippers. When you smiled, you looked like a silly big kid. I just love your cute and mature look for no reason. Whenever I think of this, I am always very proud of you, and no one can give me this kind of satisfaction. Only you, you are the one I want to cherish for the rest of my life. I'm telling the truth.
At that time, I was upstairs in your class, reviewing for the exam. One day, looking at the book to see the book is all you. I went downstairs and deliberately passed by your class, just as you walked out. I pretended to be careless appearance with the eyes swept over you, you did not notice me, I quietly raised the corner of my eye to aim, is proud of yourself in you do not know when gazing at you, but you suddenly raised his head, revealing a slight expression of surprise. I quickly averted my gaze and lowered my head, but heard my heart thumping with the impact. You must have seen the flustered and confused me, your eyes seeming to see right through me. My heart was still pounding, and I didn't even know how to walk back to the classroom.
There was another period of time when I couldn't see you, but I felt like I was surrounded by your shadow, and I looked all over the world just to see you and then hurriedly bowed my head. I admit, I am a coward, you do not laugh at me okay? Later on, on the strength of the fact that my second sister works with you and has your phone number, Lao Liu called to say that someone wants to see you. I still can't forget your excited tone on the phone. I was really crazy at that time, all I could think of was you, that was the hardest lesson of my life.
When class ended, almost the entire dormitory went downstairs together. You stood in our designated place as promised, waiting happily, I think you must have been happy for a class. I finally saw you as I had hoped for a few days without seeing you, the heart of that comfort not to mention. Roommate friendly to you say you go, she saw you, we are satisfied to leave, only to be left behind to get puzzled by you. You froze for a moment and walked away, and I was a little heartbroken. In fact, you did not see my small glasses under the eyes of the good disguise, but also do not feel my heartbeat towards you, but at that time, I was how satisfied, how happy!
There was also a time when we went to Bingyugou to play together, and went to a hotel to eat when we returned to Shenyang. The group turned on you and asked you to find a partner to dance. I have been in the corner silently watching you and confident and very embarrassed look, secretly in the heart laugh, really happy. Later, when I was going back to school, you suddenly got into our department's car and stood not far in front of me. I breathed hard, trying desperately to feel you, so close. I was so impressed that I couldn't and wouldn't pull myself out of it.
And all this, you must not remember, and I don't know if you're happy now. I'm not sure if you're happy now, or if you already have someone you want to cherish for the rest of your life. I am y sorry if my late confession has made a difference in your life, and I will not do anything to destroy other people's feelings. If you are already a family man by the time you read this, then treasure my two once-beautiful words carefully. I adore men who have successful careers and love their families. You are able to do that.
Now, the reason why the lonely me try to find you, just want to tell you a few words: I don't have to desperately repress my feelings for you, I can go to love a person who has always wanted to love. If you are unhappy, don't forget that there is another me waiting for you. I will use my remaining youth to accompany you, cherish you until old age.
In fact, I have always believed that the fate of you and me has long been predetermined, just not the time to meet. If there is, it must be a beautiful day. Warm sunlight shines on our faces as we look at each other and smile, and from then on, the end of each other's non-stop search. You know what? I really want to end this boundless crush, because, you occupy my whole world!
If one day, you really met me. Will you grab my hand in the moment when I turn to escape?