Romance novel I read many years ago, can't remember the name. cry

1 Windfall Teenage Ascension Author: Fei'er (concluded) 2 Through the Qing Dynasty Author: Fei'er (concluded) 3 Dreaming of the Warring States Author: Fei'er (concluded) 4 Married After 90 Author: Fei'er (concluded) 5 Ultimately Self-contained Author: earth small can (concluded) 6 Evergreen Author: surehere (concluded) 7 Why must be too much love Author: juju zi (concluded) 8 Gentlemen hard to marched by Author: jingxun (concluded) 9 He must be Light Red By: Wang Zhi Yu Shui (Completed) 10 How Can I Wait for a Good Time By: Blue Ruoxi (Completed) 11 Who's Who By: Pearl (Completed) 12 13 He Yisheng xiaomo By: Gu Man (Completed) 14 Money. Murder. Love By: Cold Lie (Finished) 15 Let Me Thank You For Giving Me Empty Joy (Finished) 16 Gracilaria Blooming By: Lin Jia Mor (Finished) 17 I Met You At The Most Indecent Time Of My Life (Finished) 18 Our Story By: Phantom Lily (Finished) 19 Hilarity By: deepbluesea (Finished) 20 Silence In Unspoken Words By: Man In The Sea (Finished) 21 Warm Strings By: An Ning (完结) 22 Love Late By: Jinling Xue (完结) 23 Falling? 23 Falling? Qing Huan by Nan Dongbei (Finished) 24 Blame It On Us, We're Too Playful by A Bai Bai (Finished) 25 We've All Loved Each Other by Mirin (Finished) 26 Sang Zhi Wei Lu by Golden Mask Buddha (Finished) 27 Passerby, Hurriedly by Piu Axi (Finished) 28 Green Stranger's Mulberry by Lu Guanlan (Finished) 29 A Tale of Two Cities by Brightening the Day After the Rain (Finished) 30 Fir to Eat by Gu Man (Finished) 31 Flowers Fly Everywhere by LOLO (Finished) 32 Lotus Leaf by Qi Ji (Finished) 33 The End of a Thousand Sails by Summer Fang Chang 34 After the Blind Date by Angel's Corner (Finished) 35 The World of the Earth by Mufan (Finished) 36 The Starlight of the Day by Mufan (Finished) 37 A Good Voice is Like a Dream by Concubine's Heart is Like Water (Finished) 38 To the Youth that Will Decay by Lansi Si 39 The Flower Room by Lansi Si (Finished) 39 Between Flowers by Lan Sisi (Concluded) 40 Hidden Love by Qing Ying (Concluded) 41 The Wind Rises by Kyaw Kyaw (Concluded) 42 Deep Love by Dreams Follow Each Other 43 The Light of Thin Twilight by Fan Sheng (Concluded) 44 Looking Back at Twilight by The Bright Moon Shining in Another Country (Concluded) 45 Driftwood by Wu Xiaomu (Concluded) 46 Cola's Memoirs by Xiaoke on Earth (Concluded) 47 The White Moonlight on the Rooftop by Moon Cake (Concluded) 48 Which Year Changed My Life? 48 Which Year Changes a Lifetime? (Concluded) 49 Love is the Most Luxurious Thing (Concluded) 50 The Smile Remains the Same by: Sunshine (Concluded) 51 The Geese Return by: Promise (Concluded) 52 A Peach Wood Comb by: Bugsong (Concluded) 53 Pure Affection on the Left Bank, Flattering Colors on the Right Bank (Concluded) 54 Dualistic Seconds by: Migrating with the Wind (Concluded) 55 Winter is in the Air by: Human Xiao Ke (Concluded) 56 People's Hearts are in Disarray When They Want to Cry by: qinxie pipa (Concluded) 57 Two Little Guesses by: Pipa (Concluded) 57 The Two Little Guesses by: Pipa (Finished) (Finished) 57 Two Little Guesses by: Sitting Bodhi (Finished) 58 As Simple as a Heart by: Lu Guanlan (Finished) 59 So You're Still Here by: Xin Yiwu (Finished) 60 Sorrow Without Words by: Duandu 61 You're the One Who's Black by: Bilu (Finished) 62 Southeast, Northwest, and Southeast by: Ningxia333 (Finished) 63 We All Have Secrets by: Nuoyin (Finished) 64 Present Spouse by: Right Right (Finished) 65 The Quiet Garden by: Right Right ( (Finished) 65 The Still Garden by Promise (Finished) 66 Spring Comes After Snow Melts by Megumi (Finished) 67 Chronicles of My Early Years by Yaguchi (Finished) 68 BG Romance for BL Women (Finished) 69 Full-Time Assistant by Ouye (Finished) 70 Love in Florida (Finished) 71 The Axis of Enforcement by Jade (Finished) 72 A Good Affair by Wenyu (Finished) 73 A Marriage Cut and Kissed by Tempest Moon (Finished) 74 That's the Way It Goes (Finished) Little Fish (Finished) 74 Just Like Seducing You by Xiaoduo 75 Meeting at the End of the Road by Blue Ruoxi (Finished) 76 Before Marriage and After Marriage by anan (Finished) 77 Luckily I Met You Again (Finished) 78 Crying on My Shoulder by Xiaoxinggreens 79 Lonely Apricot Blossoms by Lance (Finished) 80 Later, Old Happiness is Like a Dream (Finished) 81 Surprisingly, by Sara Ruya (Finished) 82 82 It's Better to Settle Enemies than to Solve Them by Lu Guanlan (Concluded) 83 Your Sky and My Corner by Sheng Li (Concluded) 84 City of Angels by Su Xiaoho (Concluded) 85 Wind Dance by An Ning (Concluded) 86 The Rainbow at That Moment by Mirin (Concluded) 87 I Want to Rely on You by Zhang Nan (Concluded) 88 The Cloud Robberies by Late Clouds (Concluded) 89 So What if You're my Student by Tian Tian (Finished) (Highly Recommended) 89 So What If You're My Student by Tian Anti (Concluded) (Highly Recommended) (The Teacher Inside Is Very Good) 90 Five Nights Turning by Bright Moon Shining In Other Places (Concluded) 91 Jun Moshi by Sitting Bodhi (Concluded) 92 Tribute To Sha Weng by Lu Guanlan (Concluded) (Also Entangled Like A He Yi) 93 My Barbaric Tutor by Jia Tong (Concluded) 94 Noah's Ark by Leafy Fans (Concluded) 95 Upstream of the Tears by Rainy Days Before Brightness (Concluded) 96 Growing Up Together Holding Hands by Wang Wei (Completed) 97 A Woman Loves Wealth by Zhan Yi (Completed) 98 When Pink Circle Meets Black Face by Spring Thirteen (Completed) 99 Only Fragrance Is Like The Past by Ying Feng (Completed) 100 Cold Plums In Cold Winters by Ling Shufen (Completed) 101 Don't Talk About Young Love by Chang Yen (Completed) 102 When You Have To Speak Of Love, You Have To Speak Of It by Chen Qiufan (Completed) 103 Love Dance by Ye Gui Duan (Completed) Love Circle Dance Author: Ye Gui Duan (Concluded) 104 Deep Deep Blue Author: Suddenly (Concluded) 105 I'm Taking a Snail for a Walk Author: Xiaolou (Concluded) 106 Love Undecided By: Meng Hua (Concluded) 107 Second Class Girls First Class Love By: Su Ying (Concluded) 108 Good Words to Write By: Wooden Floaters 109 Green and Sharp Love By: Noon Moonshine (Concluded) 110 Roses for a Smile By: Goddess of Mercy Little Pomelo 111 Please Delete Low-Level Works By: lonelyhongzhong (Finished) 112 If I Hadn't Been So Degenerate 113 Love for Xiaoxiao By: snowston 114 Singling Out the High and Mighty Prince By: fullpeachhong (Finished) 115 A Tree in the Spring and Autumn By: stillsm 116 Diamond Lover By: Chai Sheriff 117 Lost in the Past By: Mo Mo (Finished) 118 The Hall of Elegance By: Pingyang (Finished) 119 Buddha's Loyalty To The Lord By: chaixian (Finished) 119 Buddha Jumps Over the Wall by Nian Yi (Concluded) 120 Lights Going Out by Baobab Tree (Concluded) 121 Just Young by Shadow Shine (Concluded) 122 About Love by Li Li Xiang (Concluded) 123 Has Anyone Ever Loved You Like a Diamond 124 After Makeup, Call Me Beauty by Higem 125 Pierced Ears by Sheng Li 126 Why Can't I Forget You by Xi Xi 127 That Cup of Coffee by Stillsm 127 The Love of a Cup of Coffee (formerly known as Renewal Coffee) (Concluded) 128 The Sound of Love by: black.f 129 Later by: Yi Ran (Concluded) 130 The Green Grass by: Su Xiaoho (Concluded) 131 Abandonment by: Quietly 132 In the Wrong Season by: Ying Fei 133 Faizi's Smile by: In the Sea of People (Concluded) 134 Against the Light by: Bishan 135 The Wolf by: Bishan Shadow Whistling By: I Wish to Ride the Wind (Finished) 136 Giving You Love by Mistake By: Leaf Falling Without a Heart 137 Yen Like Shunhua By: Rest Aldof 138 Can You Drink a Cup of Nothing By: showfar 139 The Attending Physician By: Chess and Matsushiko 140 The Way is No Clearance By: Xia Qing 141 A Man's Goodness By: Yun Ao 142 After the Divorce By: Blue Iris Xing 143 Who Owes Whom the Valentine By: 144 About Love by Li Li Xiang (Concluded) 145 You're the Only One in My Life by adan (Concluded) 146 The Empty Court by Kyaukkyu (The Extra of A Promise for a Gentleman) 147 Love is an Accident by Certain璩 148 The Life I Want by Dark Pavilion (Concluded) 149 Hope for the Wicker Man by The Vest that Stepped on the Slippers (Concluded) 150 Running Out of Time by The Stranger in Retrospect 151 The Freshwater Fish That Went Away By: Lonely Red (Concluded) 152 I Love Peace of Mind By: Fluttering Like a Shocked Hung (Concluded) 153 I'm Sad When I Haven't Seen a Gentleman (Concluded) 154 Lying Love By: Zhang Nan (Concluded) 155 If We Love Each Other By: Mo Xiaosha 156 19 Years Old, Good-bye By: Leafy Fan 157 No Love, No Happiness By: Snowy Little Cicada (Concluded) 158 You're My Destiny By: Cold Rainy Nights 159 Qing Qing Zi Yuan By: Low Sugar Seaweed Cake 160 Wrong Marks By: Memorial Handbook 161 Low-Low-Level Works Please Delete By: Ning Yu (Concluded) 162 For the You I Love So Much By: Angel in Distress 163 Full of Storms and Rain You Came from the Sea By: Vine Melon (Concluded) 164 It's a Wolf You're Holding By: Wu Xiaomu (Concluded) 165 All the Way to the North By: Ruoxi (Concluded) 166 The First Love Seems to Be Like Love By: Li Li Xiang 167 Outside the City By: Li Li Xiang 167 The First Love is Like Love By: Li Li Xiang 167 Moonlight Outside the City by: Blue Iris Star 168 Moonfall by: Teng Jue (Completed) 169 What If by: Shin Xi 170 Looking Up to the Hot Sunshine of the Coming Year by: Vest with Slippers (Completed) 171 There Will Still be Snow in the Coming Winter by: Xue Ling Zhi (Completed) 172 The Warmth of Winter by: Gu Xijue (Completed) 173 Happiness Between Your Fingers by: Clear Sky Blue Ruoxi (Completed) 174 Seven Xiang by: Ye Gui Dust (Completed) 175 The Way to the North by: Ruoxi (Completed) 175 Butterfly Ribs By: Ye Fan 176 Falling Without Regret By: Warm Tears 177 Ten Years to Forever By: Ye Fei Hua 木梵《白昼的星光》 飘阿兮《过客，急急》 兰思思《大约是爱》 Falling in love with you is the bravest thing I've ever done