I want some prose poems with a mixture of love and hate, at least 20

The heart that tastes at midnight and the sad and quiet midnight, the long sadness; the faint longing, the long loneliness, the thousands of prayers, always accompanied by a lonely heart in the vast sky , I can’t draw the faint twilight in the dusk. A gentle farewell breaks the hearts of two people. I can’t walk away from the expectation; I can’t walk away from the longing, I can’t walk away from the sadness. No matter how far away I am, I can’t stop missing you. This concern and longing. I miss you at midnight. Time and space cannot block my missing you. I am always thinking of your face and the happiness I once had. It’s like I’ve never been apart. The memory will not be submerged; I still have the love for you in my heart. . Why parting? Why leave? Could it be that our feelings are fake? Why does my heart feel pain? Why? I can't bear the pain of separation? At that moment, I could only feel the rain in my heart; the desolate wind caressed my already scarred heart. Why do I still miss you so much? Why do I still miss you so much? There are still tears of missing you late at night, as well as bits and pieces of the past that remain in my mind, not to mention regret, sadness, pain, regret... Because as long as I choose, even if we can no longer depend on each other and can't go back to the past, I can't forget you.

Is it really just goodbye? Is it really destined to be a regret? Why? After we have invested so much emotion, what will the ending be like? Being sad for love, all the thoughts and hearts in my heart have been broken into pieces. For you, do you know the pain of this heartbreak? It hurts because I really love you; in the days after parting, I stand alone in front of the window

looking up at the night sky. The night is so dark that it makes my heart ache. I once had Your concern and blessing, the fleeting feeling, only sadness, my heart is empty. When love is gone, my heart is lost. The star that shined for me in the past also disappears in my world. Without your existence; for me, this world only has pain and sadness. I don’t know that I feel so painful and lost after parting. Without love, my life is completely ashes; on such a night, without you here The days and nights around me are so lonely. The ancients once said: The moon waxes and wanes. Without you, my world would be destroyed.

I closed my eyes quietly, afraid of seeing myself vulnerable; I didn’t want to see the tears I shed, or my helpless eyes, and I didn’t want to tell you that I lost you, Feeling sad, I can only throw myself into that dark world, not wanting to face myself or my sadness, because this parting is really unbearable for me. In the darkness, in loneliness, venting, venting the helplessness of a man's love, and the name that I can never let go of. It turns out that your name can be like a knife, piercing my heart deeply and bleeding. It turns out that , the pain when the heart is cut is directly proportional to love. I have no regrets, I will not stop giving, this is my destiny; God has destined me to love you; how much you give is considered giving, how much you keep is the bottom line, I don’t know and don’t want to know; even today, in this farewell At midnight, I couldn't face myself, nor could I let go of missing you. At this moment, I am like a lost lamb. No one can save me except you. But when I face you again and again, I am sad again and again. What I want is not your pity.

, so I refuse your salvation and choose to perish. In a heartbreaking moment, I understood. You have seen my fragility, and just as you can drive me to hell, you can also take me to heaven. I started to cry, and my pretended happiness collapsed instantly. Ask yourself in your heart, if we had known this, would we still love each other. Loving someone is really tiring and hurtful. Love can only be given free of charge. If there is any price, it is only sorrow, because when you love and leave, there is only pain. If it is not a sincere contribution, it is also painful. There will be no such pain. Love should never be said. No one is sorry for anyone. Love is love and injury is injury. When we no longer have it, in the days after this long separation, I don’t know if you will still be there. Remember my true love for you.

In this desolate midnight, I just want to say to you: "I really miss you. I don't know how long I can hold on. Maybe this kind of pain is my I found it myself, who made me care about you like this, who made me so infatuated, who made me so petty, who made me lose myself; I just want to say to you, I have no regrets about my love for you in this life. Regret. "Your attitude towards me when we parted made me feel like a hunter who has fallen into his own trap, with nowhere to escape. In this life, the only person who hurt me the most is you. It turns out that when you truly love When you are alone, even torture is a kind of happiness; do you think of the happiness when we are together, the sweetness in that care, and go crazy from time to time? It turns out that love is really a kind of torture. I don’t know when Starting from now on, I started to be a little scared. I was afraid that this woman who I loved with a feeling I had never experienced before would leave me one day. I was really afraid of leaving, so I had to use tenderness again and again.

Come and prolong this day full of tenderness and love. The long lingering and endless waiting make me even more afraid of losing you; however, no matter how much I am afraid of losing you, no matter how much I love you, I cannot stop a heart from leaving me.

I call you one last time, my dear baby, I really want to hold you in my arms and never let go for the rest of my life; let that moment become eternity and you will never be able to leave again. Me, my eyes are like a natural barrier. They cover my tearful eyes, but I can’t help the sadness in my heart. Parting is not what I thought. It’s really not the ending I want. My dear, it’s not that I’m not strong enough. , but the truest tears shed for the woman I love deeply. It is said that men will not shed tears easily. However, at this moment, have you forgotten the lingering smell of you in the air, that faint smell? But I will never forget. I wonder where you are blown by the wind. Is it the North Pole of your heart? Are you really desperate for me? Is it really forever?

Is separation really the ending you want? Can you really forget me? Do you really want to end this? yes? no? I can no longer feel your breath or touch your direction. My eyes started to wander and my heart started to fly. The smell of sadness extended throughout the room, mixed with the smell of heartbreak. Perhaps, this is God's destiny, destined for us to suffer the pain of separation. Because from the very beginning we were overdrafting the future and happiness; maybe, from the very first encounter, it was a wrong start. However, I stubbornly believed that this was destiny destined by God. Whether it was right or wrong, I just I want to tell you that I really love you!

Am I wrong to love you? Turning off the light, a person is lying quietly on the bed, and the thoughts in his heart begin to wander; it is you who emerges in front of me, my dear baby, I really miss you, even though we are apart, even though I only miss you , but I still can't forget you, silently asking myself, "How far away are you from me!" I measure this heartbreaking distance in my heart. In a trance, I read your name; in a haze, you stood by the water, your eyes moved, love and compassion filled my heart, even if it was irreversible and my heart was broken, I was willing to do it. I am already very grateful for God's arrangement that I can know and love you in the vast sea of ??people; you are the most cherished and cherished person in my life; what else can I ask for? Having you is enough for me. Although parting and sad, but I still miss you in my heart, dear, are you okay?

In the days after parting, in the light dust, that little bit of concern is still in my heart; although it is very sad, I still love you.

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