When you love someone, they become a weakness you can never get rid of. And Yi Qing is Mu Xin's weakness.
When I first met Yi Qing, it was at a winter vacation reunion, and Yi Qing was just a friend brought by a classmate, and at that time, Mu Xin never thought that she would have any emotional entanglements with such a boy. Because he did not fit the look of Prince Charming that Mu Xin expected in her heart. The boy's looks are average, his family is average, and he's a bit of a prude, so he's not a little bit different from the white boy in Mu Xin's dream.
Mu Xin is a quiet girl, do not like to play in public, so when the side of the students are happy chatting, Mu Xin quietly stood at the window looking into the distance, thinking about their own mind. As it happens, Yi Qing just happened to see this scene, at that time he felt that this thin and quiet girl was his favorite type of girl, she stood quietly in front of the window, the sun shone on her side face, warm and clean, like an innocent child.
Yi Qing is a confident and daring boy, perhaps unable to hold down the good feeling in his heart, he got up and walked to the side of the wooden heart, and she climbed up. The strange thing is that the wooden heart actually did not resent, but instead the two people talk more and more happy, from being on the university chat to high school middle school, chat to the side of the friends, as if they have long known the general.
After recognizing and talking with Yi Qing, Mu Xin has a kind of inexplicable affectionate and reassuring feeling towards him. He was also very natural in front of him, unlike other strangers that he just met, who were nervous and unsettled. The party ended late that day, wooden heart afraid to go home alone, so called the brother to pick up, Yiqing accompanied the wooden heart to wait together, that cold night because of the company of Yiqing, wooden heart feel as if not so cold.
It is also the company of this night, let wood heart especially believe that Yi Qing is a good person, character is very good. Later, the two people occasionally chat on WeChat, and gradually familiarize themselves. Because when they first met, Yi Qing said he had a girlfriend, so Mu Xin never thought much about it.
Then one day, half a year later, Yi Qing suddenly confessed to Mu Xin and explained that he and his ex-girlfriend had already broken up for a semester. In the face of the sudden confession, wood heart a little overwhelmed, she just think this boy character is not bad, but not very like the feeling. She wanted to accept and did not dare to accept, want to accept the reason, because at that time is popular warm man, she felt that instead of looking for a person who is heartbroken to talk about a fruitless relationship, it would be better to find a person who is genuinely good to them to live a happy life. I don't dare to accept because I've never been in love and I'm afraid of getting hurt.
The night after being confessed, Mu Xin lost sleep, tangled up all night, she decided to accept, and then wrote a sentence in the diary, if you want to love, do not be afraid to hurt. She told herself that no matter what happens in the future, she would like to believe that at this time Yi Qing is sincere to her.
Mu Xin is really a simple and naive girl, and her previous feelings are almost a blank sheet of paper. After being with Yi Qing, she is really like a child, does not know anything about the world, as if she does not eat the earth. At first, Yi Qing will still spoil her to accommodate her, and then slowly began to get tired of her sentimental, capricious and childish. In fact, most couples are like this over, two life experience, family environment is different people to get along well this will need a lot of patience to get along. But Yi Qing chose to break up, he felt unsuitable to break up.
Wooden heart, with Yiqing together, she experienced before never experienced the happiness, unknowingly into this relationship, unknowingly on Yiqing have difficult to cut off the dependence. But she is not stupid, she is just simple, she knows that the so-called warm man turns out to be warm not just her alone. He is good to her only because others are good, not because of love. Later, Yi Qing had also confessed that he confessed to Mu Xin only because he thought she was a good girl. It turns out that the so-called love is nothing more than one's own wishful thinking. Wood heart feel so aggrieved, obviously he first came to provoke their own, the last can not afford to give up is their own.
Wood heart know, in this relationship, Yi Qing and their own have paid a lot. Because of their own ignorance, so that Yi Qing with her very tired and hard, but they have also because of Yi Qing's cold and hot many times in the late night crying, but also because of the hard work of the other side of the inner torment, but also because of the fear of losing and compromise.
Woodheart said, before I met Yiqing, I was also a proud girl. But after the breakup, she still went back to find him, begging him to return to her side. She lowered herself to the dust for him, while he had long since disliked the low-to-the-dust her.
The beginning of the story, always so beautiful, Yi Qing said, the moment he met Mu Xin, think the smell of the air is good, the sun will dance. The end of the story is always so sad, no matter how beautiful the first sight, but also can not resist time and understanding.
However, stories have endings, but life never has an ending.
Muxin fell in love with Yi Qing, the kind of love, the kind that wants to marry him. After a heartbreaking first love, wood heart or not dead heart, she drunk, traveled, and even thought to find a new person to replace Yi Qing, but still can not do, can not do to forget him, no matter where to go, no matter when and where, Yi Qing always appeared in her mind to linger.
When Yi Qing left, he said, love is not the whole of life, you have to do a good job of what you should do, rather than all day around me. Wood heart suddenly remembered this sentence, she began to enrich their own lives, no longer every day thinking about contacting Yi Qing, and even deleted all the contact information of Yi Qing. Just when she has been able to start a normal single life, Yi Qing came back, he said, wood heart, I have not gone far in your world, I can still come back? Happiness came too suddenly, and Mu Xin didn't hesitate to let him back. Yi Qing thought that wood heart changed a lot, independent a lot, wood heart himself also think so.
Love is still love if it is so easily guessed? Love is uncontrollable, just like wood heart, love once back, she again all the heart and energy are divided into love. The normal life that has been restored with great difficulty is once again disrupted. It has been proved that for Mu Xin and Yi Qing, the old love will only repeat itself.
A quarrel, Yi Qing will mention breakup, and then after a period of time will come back to find wood heart, maybe he just ate the wood heart can not forget him, may also really out of the guilt of wood heart. The heart of the wood repeatedly lowered her bottom line, perhaps she is still not dead because Yi Qing's world in addition to her no other girls it. Just wood heart does not understand, the fidelity of love is not just to see whether there is a third party, and there is no love between the two people but reluctantly together is also a kind of betrayal of love.
Wooden heart said, perhaps I owe him in a previous life, this life is to repay the debt, he is destined to be my life can not get rid of the weakness. How I wish I really have a heart like wood, so it won't hurt, right? Wooden heart also said, I am really the world's most pathetic most ridiculous most hateful people, if there is a second life, I would rather never meet him.
Wooden heart does not have a heart like wood, easy to green but easily changed his love for wooden heart.
If life is only like the first time you see, what is the matter of the autumn wind sad painting fan, waiting to change but the old man's heart, but said the old man's heart is easy to change.
In a person's life, there will always be that one person, let you laugh the most brilliant, cry the most thoroughly. May you meet the right person at the right time, exhaust all the generosity and sincerity of life to love each other, even if the years are barren, but also do not change the original heart.