Perhaps you are in the choice, can not bear to hurt the other side, but because of the helplessness of the need to make choices, let you heartache, will have this feeling.
Everyone's heart is very complex, every day to face things are also a lot.
As long as you are sincere about everything, you will have a clear conscience.
What's wrong with venting once in a while,
Cry if you want to,
I hope that crying can dissolve the unhappiness in your heart and make you happy as soon as possible!