Lyrics: Lin Xi
Music: Lin Jian Hua
You've been free again lately
I'm on my guard
I'm able to barely quit hurting myself
But my throat is still hurting
It's not like you're nostalgic anymore
You're still praising me
I'm not sure if I'm good enough to make it
It's a pity that you're not even aware that you've got the right kind of skills to do that.
I underestimated you
I thought I could handle it
Why didn't I look for you
I've practiced to the point that I'm no longer stubborn, no matter how desperate I am
I can never be compared to
Please, don't touch me like you used to do
And I ask why I can still touch me
Don't let me lose all the way to the end
This is the first time I've seen you in the past, and I've never seen you in the past.
Losing more
Please don't say that you missed me and actually love me
Why do you let me go
You're already as if you've been blessed with help
The moment you cared for me was
The same thing that kills me
You didn't mention it and I know it
It was the same as it was in the past
Like this St. Bernard's delight
Share it with you as a piece of shit.
After decades, I know
I'd like to see you
It'd be like going through a level and then playing singles again
I underestimated you
I thought I could handle it
Why don't you look for you
I've practiced until I'm as stubborn as I am, and as desperate as I am
I'll never be able to match that
Please don't be as pure as you were before.
Please don't touch me as you used to do
And I ask why I can still hurt me
Don't let me lose
Lose more
Please don't say that you missed me, but actually love me
How can you let me go
You are already as if you have a miraculous power
One care for me has already been
equivalent to killing me again
It's not like I'm not a good person.
Please don't say you can still treat me like a good friend
And I'm asking why I can still treat me like a good friend
Don't make me lose
Lose more
Please don't say that you missed me and actually love me
Why are you letting me go
You're already as if you have a magic bullet
As soon as I talk about what you've done
It's like you've killed me again
It's like you've got to be a good friend. You're killing me again.