The other day, she pulled me into her fs group, as fs, it seems that I should do something. So I remembered the character Tian Fang in the novel, and I have a deeper impression of her, so let's talk about the feelings that this characterization has given me.
As in the field, no computer, excerpts and find the relevant paragraphs are very inconvenient, if there are errors and omissions, please friends, especially the author connotation.
First, Tianfang appearance
Tianfang is a girl with a red face, big eyes, very deep eyelids.
"She is not tall, chest bulging with two full 'white pigeons', as she climbed up and down, the pair of 'white pigeons' along with rounded hips, moving around. Her arms and thighs were strong and flexible, and she had some star-spotted freckles on the bridge of her nose. But she had a mouthful of white teeth, arranged one after the other. The row of teeth instantly stole the show and would make one forget the other features of her face."
In terms of appearance, although she is average looking, she nevertheless looks healthy and aesthetically pleasing.
But the current appearance has a "cover" of clothing.
The author is not satisfied with her appearance under the cover of her clothes, just as we are not satisfied with seeing only the appearance of the character, the author also depicts Tian Fang's "body".
After examining Tianfang's body through the eyes of the characters in her work, she felt that in the bathroom, Lv Jia and the girl in the upper bunk looked at Tianfang not far away, but developed an indefinable sense of superiority. What kind of superiority? Originally, in their eyes, Tian Fang's body is experienced male love. I think it's because in addition to giving Tianfang's body "signals", the author also gives the reader another signal, that is: the other girls in the bathroom with Tianfang, they have not experienced male-female sex, they are still chu female body. "They think they should be good commodities waiting to be appraised; Tianfang is a cheap commodity who doesn't value herself early on." In these college women, the consciousness of protecting their "uncultivated chu female land" is widespread.
Some of our "guardians" or adults often condemn today's junior and senior high school girls as a sexually immoral generation that seems to be able to "sleep around" when they are extremely young. The author is not in favor of such irresponsible statements.
2. Tian Fang's Love Affair
1. Tian Fang and Xu Kai
Tian Fang was in love before she came to school, and her boyfriend's name was Xu Kai.
Xu Kai is one meter nine, a "formidable" height, but is a thin squint, small eyes, but also squinting. "The nose is small and crooked, the mouth is a mouth of buck teeth to support the crooked". Obviously, such an appearance does not go well with Tian Fang. Not only that, but his expression was "a silly grin. When he laughs the girls are so sad they want to cry." Such a person who is not popular with almost all the girls, but Tian Fang's boyfriend.
But Tianfang was soft on Xu Kai. They were at the Lugou Bridge by the stone lions, "in full view of the public, Tianfang sat on Xu Kai's lap, gently patted his buttocks, and the two of them laughed into a pattern." It is evident that Tian Fang's aesthetics and requirements for the opposite sex are very low. Because of this, Tian Fang also had low requirements for men when she was in college. This sets the stage for her to be able to flirt with Mr. Zhao later on, and it also gives us a basic concept of how to recognize Tian Fang. This concept is that although Tian Fang was born in the countryside, she is basically free from the constraints of old rural feudalism. She is not conservative, shy, or shy in her sexuality. At the same time, the reader can also see from this that she and Xu Kai have already had substantial xing behavior.
2. Tian Fang and Mr. Zhao
Tian Fang has taken a liking to dancing, not to folk dancing but to international dancing. The international dancers are a group of retired old men and women from the school. It is reminiscent of the square dances of Chinese amazons and Chinese grandpas who enjoy it and forget about it.
Almost none of the school's young students participate, but Tian Fang does. Why did she participate? The author doesn't say, but there must have been authorial intent:
For one thing, Tianfang hadn't danced before, so she found it fresh and interesting. This kind of square dance-like class matches Tianfang's own class very well, and it would be a mismatch to say that what Tianfang likes is ballet.
Secondly, dancing gives her a "sense of value".
This sense of value is that she has the right to support, there is a compelling "point".
The so-called right to support, she can support Mr. Zhao, the author of this description is very clear:
"He (Mr. Zhao) looks like a spring breeze, gray and black duck tongue cap can not hide the white temples, but he stood straight, not like an old man, more like a young college students in early aging.
Tianfang came down the stairs in a hurry with a step as tight as a step, and Mr. Zhao, even more imposing, like an attentive man with high aspirations, easily dusted the car seat again and smiled, "Come up." Tian Fang, not annoyed or angry, lifted her foot and stepped in on one leg, then the other, and sat on her butt on the carriage bucket's matzah and urged, 'Hurry up!' ? "
The author has a memorable passage before describing Tian Fang's participation in the dance. She writes: "The university is a small society, every person who comes to mix with the society hopes to find their own position, the student union, the TV station is Lv Jia's position, Tian Fang is also looking for their own position, looking around, where can be placed her position?"
Where? For the rural born, not really outstanding appearance, average academic performance, family situation is not very good, she eagerly hoped that she could find a striking position, now. She can sit in the car of retired professor Mr. Zhao, and instructed the man to "adjust the handlebars, lift the foot on the stirrups, two feet hard pedaling. This sixty-year-old Mr. Zhao carrying his 'flower butterfly', from the gray brick building in front of the bowed body with head held high, loaded with hope loaded with beautiful hard pedaling, wheels crushed through the thin crispy dead leaves gradually disappeared at the end of the road."
Such a right of support fully meets the needs of Tianfang, and she has the "point" of feeling good about herself.
In addition, subconsciously, she wants to socialize with educated men, and she wants to be caressed by men and close to them. When dancing, "Mr. Zhao's hand would not only wrap around her waist, but also lift her shoulders and even twist her face to face.
Lu Jia asked Tian Fang: 'How can you let an old man touch you around?' ? Tian Fang argued with a look of disinterest 'He is very honest, don't worry."
In addition, she has a bargain to take.
We have a joke that says, "Don't be fooled by a good-looking woman." It means don't take advantage of it.
Tian Fang's contact with Mr. Zhao not only satisfies her vanity, but also gives her an opportunity to take advantage. She used the meal card given to her by Mr. Zhao. The author writes that when she ate in the cafeteria, all her classmates found it hard to eat, only Tian Fang thought "the cafeteria food was delicious." This is consistent with Tian Fang's identity and sets the stage for "there is no such thing as a free lunch". Mr. Zhao's generosity to Tianfang is just a covetous desire for Tianfang's womanhood.
But Tianfang still has a sense of self-preservation.
Whether she wants to be caressed by a man or to satisfy her own vanity, Tianfang still has a sense of self-protection when she encounters a substantial sexual assault.
When Mr. Zhao made a "substantial" move, she fled his home and said to Lv Jia, "This colorful old man, even took advantage of me."
When Lv Jia was convinced that it was an old man, the trembling dancing old man is not a threat. Tian Fang said, "He is very strong, usually pretend. Being touched by him was also kissed by him." Tianfang countered with a defeated face, "I gave him a slap."
3. Tian Fang and Xiao Shuo
Tian Fang made friends with Xiao Shuo from Minzu University. Xiao Shuo is obviously more popular and richer than Xu Kai. He sent her something, but also sent a high-fashion LV white checkerboard-like shoulder bag. Xiao Shuo hosted Tian Fang and her classmates for dinner, and Tian Fang's status among her classmates improved.
"Xiao Shuo attentively to all the girls to take dishes to take small ingredients, hair combed neatly, meticulous, gel styling after a strand of hair, flooded with luster. He is very talkative, his voice is slightly raspy, except that when he opens his mouth he usually ends a topic, his talk is ordinary and humorless, and while he is happy alone in his own laughter, the girls in the dormitory sneakily laugh, eat and drink with great gusto."
Purely from this point of insight, he and Tian Fang are quite compatible, but much more reliable than "salty egg Superman" (Xu Kai) and retired Mr. Zhao. She obviously gets spiritual and romantic fulfillment from Xiao Shuo. The author describes: "Tian Fang's face like coated with rouge, rosy, her nails are still very long, painted dark red nail polish, three or two dancers fingers, from time to time fiddling with the neck shiny necklace, decorated with complex heart-shaped pendant embedded in the Tian Fang fullness of the gully between the beauty of the young girl, just as the May flowers bloomed enthusiastically. "
Compared with Xu Kai, Xiao Shuo gave Tian Fang Xu Kai can not give the satisfaction of vanity. But there are still regrets, that is, Tian Fang said Xiao Shuo "that aspect can not ...... Xu Kai know more, very comfortable."
Love, xing love, physical needs and life needs of the contradiction is always intertwined, college students are inevitable.
4, Tian Fang and Lao Gu
What does Lao Gu do? He's a boss. Tian Fang says he owns a big company. Tian Fang thinks he talks with a sense of humor and is much funnier than Xiao Shuo. And Lao Gu is going to introduce her to him for an internship, if that's the case she can have a target to stay in the capital.
Such a good thing that such a person Tianfang naturally willing to have skin to skin with him, even though he is an old man. But this old man is much more attractive than that Mr. Zhao, Xu Kai and Xiao Shuo.
From Xu Kai to Mr. Zhao to Xiao Shuo to Lao Gu, Tian Fang has different attitudes towards them and different needs. From purely sexual to fulfillment of momentary vanity to for some kind of benefit, Tian Fang's mind has changed significantly over the course of her college years.
Even with having an ectopic pregnancy when she could not tell who sowed the seeds.
Third, Tian Fang is a college girl who has suffered a lot
Tian Fang is suffering a lot. I'm not sure if I've ever had a good time, but I'm not sure if I've ever had a good time. The first time I saw this was when I was a student at the University of California, Berkeley, and the second time I was a student at the University of California, Berkeley. Her family's attitude towards her made her feel that "she was the only poor person in the family."
When she learned that she was pregnant, her mother wanted her to abort, and in order to "keep the family shame from the public", her mother joined her father and let him, who had been a barefoot doctor, do the scraping for her. She was in front of her parents face removed pants, "lying on the crude operating table, according to the mother's instructions, obedient to the pants and underpants removed one by one, bending the knees, lifting the buttocks, holding tight to the knees, let their own father to do the scraping surgery."
At this time, we can feel Tianfang's humiliation, but also at the same time, we can feel the author's heart issued a cry of indignation.
In school, she often suffered discrimination. Because its body seems to have experienced male love early; because she has to use the glass bottle with purple and red potion that her mother slipped to her when she left home, saying unquestioningly, "Wash the basin every day and rinse it with water."
The classmates from the heart is not to see Tian Fang. The students will feel that Xu Kai is ugly and stupid; to Zhao teacher close, the students will feel that she is too cheap, cheap and incorrigible; with Xiao Shuo in love, the students will feel that Xiao Shuo, although better than Xu Kai and Zhao teacher, but also just know to give all the girls to be attentive to the boy, everyone can be "eaten for nothing" of the pig head; and the old Gu has a relationship, she Gong Gong said, "I'm not sure what to do, I don't know how to do. The old Gu has a relationship with a woman who has an ectopic pregnancy and is bleeding profusely, so she is hospitalized and needs to pay the bill. Lv Jia has no money on her card, so she tries her best to notify Lao Gu to the hospital. The old man gave Lv Jia a card and left without looking back, as if he had given this card, he had nothing to do with Tian Fang from now on.
A little earlier, Mr. Zhao, the teacher that the students all scoffed at, did not get away with sexually assaulting Tianfang, but he had to ask for the money that he had given to Tianfang for her meal card.
Tianfang miscarried after the hospital, whether it is Xu Kai, Xiao Shuo or Lao Gu, and then did not have contact with her, she "became a person all alone."
Fourth, experienced suffering, pain and crying but still to live.
Tian Fang graduated, and she found a job through her own efforts. "She became mature and voluptuous. Because she met more men than all the other girls in the dormitory combined. Men benefited and taught her more than any of her public ****ing and professional classes."
This is the author's portrayal of Tian Fang, and the history of her upbringing.
Why did the author portray the image of a female college student out of the countryside. That's because in the past, it was not easy for a college student to come out of the countryside, and it was even more difficult for a female college student to come out of the countryside.
There is a difference between rural and urban areas. In addition to the differences in economic conditions, environment, knowledge and ideology, there are also differences in the way men and women get along. In comparison, the rural areas are more conservative and more feudalistic.
With the progress of the times and the implementation of urbanization policies, the difference between rural and urban areas is gradually shrinking. Undoubtedly, Tian Fang's image represents a new generation of rural people who have narrowed the gap between urban and rural areas. From this point of view, the work has a very positive significance.
The author has portrayed a typical image of a rural-born college girl. She has a heart and a greed and a quest, but she is not treacherous and cunning, easy to satisfy, easy to move and easy to be cheated.
Mixed in the 985 female college students, they "mixed" is not easy, they experienced hardships, tasted humiliation. They use tears, blood, death, crying, sacrifice and struggle, only to finish this college journey.
The society is still ahead, how should they face?
So still have to say it again, painting the word child teacher shaped a vivid Tian Fang, wrote a good work, it will make people cover the scroll long sigh, will make people think about the pain, will make people full of sympathy and praise!
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