A letter of missing lover a
Dear:
In the eyes of my friends, I have always been strong, but I think I have always been an insecure girl, can not, in my time of need, to borrow your shoulder to use? Let me feel the warmth is good; I just want to have a really love me care about my people around me. I have always hoped to be with my own beloved together with me to eat breakfast with me to walk with me to talk to me to listen to my feelings about life maybe in front of you men these are whining so you can keep silent as long as let me put the heart of the whining venting can be finished.
I don't want roses, I don't want beautiful clothes, and I don't want an expensive candlelight dinner in a Western-style restaurant. I don't want you to say you love me every day. I don't want you to say a lifetime not to separate as long as you in my need, give me a warm hug; occasionally send a message to ask me to eat no, stomach ache for me to rub. When I encountered what unhappy and aggrieved things, silent tears, you can not speak, at this time I need you to tightly embrace as well as your warm hands for me to wipe the tears, so I think I will be happy because of your presence; the most important thing is to sleep do not turn their backs on me, I like to sleep on your strong arms?
If you can, I believe that I will be a very good girlfriend, although it is said that love is not pay will be rewarded, but you can give me, I will definitely use the heart to return to you.
Don't love me for loving me. Love a person must first learn to love themselves, perhaps, the days of love will be unpleasant, I hope we can all love ourselves. Never try to hurt yourself, quarrel a lot of tongue is impulsive, hurt yourself, the most painful is the one who loves you the most, improve yourself well, it is possible to have more capital to love each other may be, I'm not your first lover, there is never a need to emphasize in front of me in front of me a lot of emphasis on you now already do not love them, just love me.
The past belongs to yourself, love is love, never to deny, I am just your next section of life to accompany you. And don't think of me as one of them you once loved, I'm just me. They have given you, I can never replace, but I can give you what they can not give, the world of feelings, no one can replace who, all I can do is to do a good job of my own, you may also occasionally think of them, but do not say in front of me that you have already forgotten them, do not love them, and from time to time to bring up the days together with them. I hope that our days together you also do not ask about my past?
XXX
XXXX.X.X
A letter to miss your lover Part II
Dear:
I am sorry to write this letter to you with tears in my eyes.
So much has happened between us over such a long period of time, and the most unforgettable thing for me is the happy days when we were together. But it seems to be so short. Of course there were times when we were unhappy with each other, but I regretted very much after every quarrel, really. It was then that I realized I cared about you so much?
Because I love you, so I chose to give up on you, you had said let me turn a blind eye, I tried for a long time, many times, but I can't do it, because I love you, women are selfish, if a woman does not care about what you do, then you are no longer important to her. I don't ask for much, to be treated as well as before. But?
I'm really so fragile, I usually always like to say harsh words, but really I'm weak like a lamb, I am a person who has been hurt by love, I don't want to do it again for a piece of impossible love, and again hurt myself so badly. I'm so scared, I don't know how long the healing period of the wound will be this time? Now I just feel like a hedgehog with a thousand holes, for you, the thorns on my body as if even the blood and flesh were pulled out, for you, I can change myself, I can change my own character, change their work, and even everything, and now every step I take, my body hurts so much, and my heart hurts even more.
In your mind what kind of girl I am, this problem I care a lot, you said I am far from small Gansu, do you know how much this hurts my heart? My heart hurts like a pinch, and even dripping blood, but I still smile and say to you, it doesn't matter, I don't care?
Love a person, you should let him be happy, you should be with your favorite woman, don't be afraid of face, you are not a couple anymore, but you can still be a lover, and I will be a featherless angel for the rest of my life, and even the conditions for their own survival, but also talk about what love.
I really don't want to leave you, but can't stand a man who doesn't love me to me nonchalant attitude, I'd rather choose to leave and be alone, at least you can be happy, I'm writing this letter, it's like taking a knife to cut their own flesh as painful, but I still write, the only thing I don't understand is that, what's wrong with us? What's all this about? Now you can tell me, so that I can go also go a little more quiet heart?
XXX
XXXX.X.X
A letter to a missing lover Article 3
Dear Valentine:
Allow me to call you this way, because I really don't know if I should call you "husband" or something else. The day before yesterday, you said in your message that you wanted us to think about whether or not we were right for each other, and you said you wanted to think about whether or not our relationship should continue. So when you read this letter, maybe it's time for you to decide to end our relationship. Do you know in the waiting for you to make a decision in this period of time, my heart is suffering how painful torment and suffering, like a death row prisoners waiting for sentencing, uneasy, trembling, and even sleepless nights, do not know what to eat. Emotionally I can't let go of you, I hate not being able to see each other every day! Because is really hope that we can be happy together for life, never separate. But reason tells me, in the time you think about our relationship, I should not bother you, even if that result is what I do not want to see, I will accept it peacefully, perhaps this is fate, destiny I will not be the happy woman.
We are so accidental acquaintance, I still remember the scene of that day, you drove the blue van parked in my house downstairs, holding a face of reluctance of the small Howe and the brilliant sunshine appeared in front of me; you drove the car while introducing his name; you carefully take care of the small Howe, and gently talk to me, I have been to the point where I decided that you must be a warm and safe man, yes, it is warm and safe, and the world is not a good place. I thought you must be a warm and safe man, yes, a warm, gentle and gentle man, a good father. At that time, we probably did not think that something would happen between us, but fate brought us together so unexpectedly, so fast that we might not be able to adapt to each other. So we had conflicts, we had fights, but we didn't argue, we didn't even communicate our feelings afterwards. You seem to be accustomed to your way to avoid the existence of conflict, while I want to understand your inner most true thoughts, but every time in vain. Sometimes I think this may be the real reason why your last marriage failed! You and her long existed between the cracks, and you do not know, but also think you put your marriage well run, so that led to such a fiasco. So much so that to this day your heart is still aching and hating, right? And I envy her, because at least at first she really had your wholehearted all love, have your care and all your tenderness. But what about me? In addition to the beginning of the care and sweet words, you are now more often than not indifferent to me, you can face my crying oblivious, you can be indifferent or even cold to see me leave, but never worry more will not ask where I went? Not even a phone call. I was in so much pain that I almost broke down, I even wanted to die! How could you be so heartless? I think if it were you and her, or any other couple, you would have been so nervous! During that time I used to ask myself the same question? Do you love me? Have you ever loved me? Maybe it is too much in love with you, when it is so unintentionally let you little by little into my heart, so that now can not be removed, I told myself that you do not know how to express their own love, you just do not understand, and not do not love me. I believe that one day you will really put me in your heart, so for your sudden concealment of the purchase of a car and travel plans, I also do not care. Although you do this is extremely disrespectful to me, you did not even mention and I mentioned a word, your secrecy do really good. I thought forget it, you just don't get it. And your language is complaining to me that I let you waste your gas money and your time for my things, although you later said that your intention is not like that, you are just kidding, but have you ever thought about your words in my heart how a kind of feeling? You even buy cars and trips are hidden from me, and even the first time on the car, you did not tell me that this is your new car, and your complaints and you have been all kinds of shows that you simply did not put me in your heart, you say I can not be angry can not be sad? Do you really not know or have you never put me in your heart? I really hurt, but still because of love for you, I still stayed, even if there are a thousand times inside the pain and loss and sadness. Because I believe that one day you will change and you will share with me all your heart and happiness, including pain. You have to know that no matter how life's events in the future, I want to be your wife, to go to you to undertake to share each other's all kinds of.
You said that you have too many things to bother, there are too many things involved, you admit that you are a man with problems, your family is not complete, you have a son around, you asked me if I can really accept you all, you repeatedly mentioned these, you are in fear? Are you afraid that if you fall in love with me wholeheartedly I will fail and get hurt again? Is that why you deny me access to your heart? Is that why you treat me like this? Your family is out of your hands, your parents have their own way of living and thinking. As for Siu Ho, I will be honest and say that no matter which woman will be by your side in the future, there will be some separation for him, after all, he is not your own, and what woman wouldn't want to have her own child with her husband? His encounter will be how can only look at your loved and chosen by the woman who really love you. Only for no other reason than to truly love you as a person, the woman will be sincere to accept him love him love him. As for whether I accept this or not, I think I made it clear a long time ago that it's more talk than intended now. Unless you never get married again in your life, this issue can never be avoided.
I do not know what is the result of what you are about to tell me, and I dare not or even fear to know the answer! I wrote this letter to you because I am afraid that when the time comes I will not be able to say anything, nothing else, no hate or entanglement. Maybe we'll end it, maybe we'll be able to start a happy and sweet life again. Who knows! I almost don't have the courage to wait . If unfortunately decide to end our relationship, then I wish you well, and as for me, I don't think I'll ever love again in my life, or dare to! I'm not sure how much I'm going to be able to do this, but I'm sure I'm going to be able to do it again.
I wish you all the best! I hope our love can go all the way.
A fool who loves you
Morning of October 20
A letter that misses the lover Article 4
Chin:
How are you? It's been many years since I've faced you, and I don't know where to start when I bring up my pen.
A long time ago to give you the first letter, this is the second. Some words in front of you can not speak. It is the time of the stranded, forcing us to get together less and less, a lot of parting. I know that I face you, full of sorrow, remember to hide in the heart can not say, bitter tears full in the eyes, words choked. I know you have paid a lot for this family, countless times the bumps and flows, resulting in your physical discomfort, is that I do not understand you, and occasionally have a small complaint. You often say as long as we mother and daughter live well you are good, I believe every word you say. Usually just phone and video contact, inside you, far away from me, and close at hand, you slowly voice in the ear, want to go over the heavy barrier, reach out and touch your cheeks, kiss your warm breath! Last night I also dense how to say, this time even the knot in the throat gushing plug. This letter I brewed for a long, long time, finally put pen to paper.
How many years we are separated, do not want to count and do not want to ask, it is difficult to say is the thoughts after parting. Maybe life is like this, get together less and leave more, there are gains and losses. I do not count how much we have? Lost what, but the position in each other's hearts, even still can set off fine water waves. I do not know so long time to come, I still love you, love you, somehow, I always Road unknown? My daughter also asked me: "Why your feelings will persist for so long, he has not changed in your heart"? How can I answer? Yes, you are the only one in my life, blooming in my ordinary life, life and death blossoms and falls! It is your love, your intention, your man's greatness, it is your strong love rooted in my deepest roots, deep-rooted, in the big storms can not destroy my attachment to you, obsessed with you, attached. The people around you come and go, for the red dust to stay. And why am I stumbling? The shadow of verdant memory is still hovering in the lonely castle, waiting for you to open the long-lost gates from time to time?
Accustomed to the cold moon with the lonely dream, but also accustomed to the sunrise and sunset alone. The beautiful, perhaps this is so, pale waiting and tripping. I'm not sure if you're going to be able to get a good deal on the way to the next level. In fact, I am happy, the family has your commitment, your responsibility, I do not know how much the wind outside the howling, how majestic the rain, I am grateful to you to bring us surplus life. Looking at the video you do not speak well, still the same year touch, but the years of the vicissitudes of the years, blocking each other's get together, love hand in hand.
Always want to many times many times to the video of you to tell the pain of lovesickness, but to see you actually do not say, do not say. Quietly examining you, listening to your words, or so slow, not arrogant tone, and before and no different, has not been good at arguing, what is hidden in the heart, never reported bad news, I know you are afraid of me worry, hang on. However, we *** with the agreement to hold hands, it is destined to be our *** stormy journey! Silence in your mouth no grandiose words, gentle murmuring of the beautiful words, just real dutifully do a good job in the role of husband and father. In your broad chest you warmed my whole life, let me escape the countless times the experience of life and wild waves, to enjoy the love to love the happy life.
So, I often comfort myself that I am happy, happy. In order for us to meet better tomorrow, and not in the morning and evening!
So, every video we do not need too many words can know each other in mind, the hang-ups. A year and a year has passed, each other's heart sentiment fixed at the beginning, warm us by the years barren thoughts. In the face of you, I want to hold your hand, your warmth with me, let me through the bitter winter, to avoid the ravages of the wind and snow. Thoughts for a long time, the heart of the sour tears have no place to hide, really want to hiss at the vast sky, my thoughts, I am full of words, distant expectations, when is the end! But these than your bitter, your tears, your thoughts, my these and what does it count?
So, I'm satisfied and happy every day!
Every time I hear your news from different places, especially the recent situation of your body, my heart cones and can not sleep well, your shadow in my mind haunts and torments me. I would rather your pain happen to me, so that we *** bear, *** together through the hard days. Looking at your original picture, youthful and full of vigor, and now? We are on different shores, living a different life, just the traces of the years climbed on your face, portraying your maturity and stability.
They say, thoughts are really good and beautiful, without thoughts there is no attachment, no attachment there is no sweet memories, no memories there is no green memories, really? After so many years, perhaps I am carrying this good and beautiful memories through. There are spring flowers in the spring, there is also a passionate summer, there is a golden autumn fruitful fall, but also the winter blanket of snow and wind precipitation.
So, every season, I listen in a different way, harvest your every move, a smile.
Winter is coming, your tall figure in the coiled my heart than the vast snow is still rich, warmer than the winter sun. I was thinking, you are back, we go together to the white snow plains, pile up your touch, touch the sound of snow, lying in the snow hand in hand, feel the snowflakes fluttering paragraph warmth, your warm palm, to complete the journey of our unfinished love!
If there is an afterlife, I'd rather be your wife, a lifetime with you, rest and ****, holding hands, and children grow old together!
XXX
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