The ill-fated second sister
The second sister grew up frail and sickly, and her parents had no choice but to send her to Xinshao for treatment until she was nearly eight years old, and she could walk independently, and she had a facial nervous tic at an early age, and she suffered from Raynaud's disease in her middle age, and her illnesses have always been accompanied by my poor second sister.
Women's menstrual cycle is usually spent at home under the care of their relatives, but after the birth of the child's second sister in the hospital for 40 days, the second sister's birth is the abdominal abdomen, due to the doctor's negligence of the scissors left behind in the second sister's stomach, in a restroom, the second sister looked down and actually saw their own intestines, and all of a sudden, he fainted in the restroom.
Fate was so unfair to her that soon after she realized the joy of motherhood, she found out that her young nephew was not well. In addition to going to work and taking care of the household chores, she used to bring her son, whom she regarded as her life, around to seek medical treatment.
Young sister in the couple separated, with a young child living in her mother's home, although the parents cared for you, but for a child, the love of grandparents and the love of the parents are two completely different feelings, the face of the child's desire to be with their parents in the eyes of how much you have to do and how much heartache; not to mention that the mother's home is not as casual as their own small home, the taste of whom can be appreciated?
Finally you transferred to the county, the family can be reunited together, the good times do not last long, soon you were laid off, in order to make a living you opened a restaurant, concert halls, mahjong halls, outside the purchase of ready-made clothes, your thin shoulders struggling to hold up the family this day, until you help the second brother-in-law opened the consignment station home economy is considered to be stable.
Hardworking nature
The second sister is a person who can not afford to be idle, that is, occasionally in the sister's home guests, as soon as you put down the bowl to wash the dishes, wipe the table.
Mother passed away nearly seven years, the elderly father served by the second sister, the father is old, suffering from severe Alzheimer's disease, eccentricity, difficult to serve, and the father's intestinal tract is not good, often poop pull on the body, sometimes a day to wash a few times, the second sister for several years as one day to take care of the father, tea and rice to the hands of the hand, a winter your hand because too much water cracked like a pine tree bark, you always Your hands were cracked like pine bark in winter because of too much water, but you always worked hard and complained, and it was inseparable from my father's meticulous care that he could live to be 90 years old. Two grandchildren were born, one did not even eat a mouthful of milk, and the other was brought up by the second sister in a few months, the hard work of which can be imagined. You took care of your old father, brought up your grandchildren in their infancy, and kept the house in good order, smoking bacon in winter and preparing mixed vegetables in summer. In the disease has been tortured you pain, sleepless day and night, sleep and food, but also do not forget to give his father a good change of clothes, for the grandchildren sweater, for the family to do a good job of cooking.
Love as faith
You took love as faith.
Young second sister looks charming, shoulder-length hair, black and white big eyes are exceptionally attractive, snow-white dress set off the slender figure, won a lot of young men's adoration and pursuit. Just at the time of youthful beauty of the second sister to participate in the work, because from a young age frail, you do the sand work, which is obviously physical work, so that you can not do, the second brother-in-law often help you, so that you have feelings in the work, despite the repeated objections of the parents, but you resolutely and the second brother-in-law to tie the knot, formed a family. The first time I saw this was when I was a student at the University of California, Berkeley, and the second time I was a student at the University of California, Berkeley.
The second sister is a person who is not good at words, not to mention those sweet and mushy words. I can only feel your love for your son, daughter-in-law and home in some of your words and deeds, you will always be in conversation with us, can not help but talk about, the son of the past, often show us which clothes, those things are daughter-in-law to buy, the grandson how to how lovely ......, every time you say these your eyes full of love and compassion, all body I remember the year before last, I was out on a business trip, I received your phone call, the phone you cried tears of joy: Wenwen, my grandson in Beijing speech won the second prize. Just when you were terminally ill and dying, you still said to me: when I get better, I will go to Liuyang to ask for medicine for BoBo, and then ask for medicine for your second brother. Your love for your family reminds me of one of Du Fu's poems, "With the wind into the night, moist and silent."
You are filial to the elderly. I'm not sure if you're going to be able to get a good deal of money, but I'm sure you're going to be able to get a good deal of money, and I'm sure you're going to be able to get a good deal of money, and I'm sure you're going to be able to get a good deal of money, and I'm sure you're going to be able to get a good deal of money, and I'm sure you're going to be able to get a good deal of money,
These are the things that I'm going to be able to get for my family. "
To our sisters love and care, especially in recent years, you every day either to play the big sister's phone, is to play my phone, to ask us to the home, together with each other flirting, playful, talk about the sky or square dance, this time I see you only satisfied and happy. In order to make us often to the home, you always buy our favorite dishes or fruits at home, a day do not go you angry, I once joked: I and my second sister is like lovers, a day does not see like three autumns. You also often say to me: I'm so lucky to have an older sister and so many younger sisters. In Changsha attached to the second hospital to see the disease has been tortured by the face of you, I forced to hold back tears, and as soon as you saw my face smile is still so bright, you instructed me, must be happy sister attention to health, her diabetes is very serious, but also said with deep emotion: "I want to thank mom, so that I have so many sisters". Second sister ah! Do you know how warm and happy we feel with you in the family.
To a few nephews you regard as your own, there is a period of time I and Miss Sister's son are placed at home, even if you are busy, you will take the time to bring nephews, put down this, pick up that, and sometimes even received their own home care; big sister's son is more than three years old than your son, but if you take them at the same time, you are always holding nephews, holding their own son; now nephews are grown adults! , and every time you are a guest at home, you also grab their laundry.
The second sister has an excellent character. She was kind, got along well with her neighbors, and treated people with tolerance; her own finances were not very generous, and you did what you could to help your cousin, who was in the same county. In the last days of your life, you did not forget to warn the people who came to visit you, saying: you have to take good care of your health, do not be like me. You are like a candle, burning yourself and leaving warmth and light to others.
Love of life
Even though the god of luck has never favored your second sister, she still loves life immensely. In the face of all the difficulties of life, you have never complained. As soon as you have time, you dance at home, always hoping that you will be in good health in your old age, so that you can cause less trouble for your descendants. At the end of last year the cancer in your body made you suffer a lot, but you still insisted on exercising, and every now and then you would call me, asking me to teach you to dance and download square dances for you.
When the disease every day in the wreaking havoc on your body, the characteristics of life has slowly disappeared, I look at you once every time my heart will be like a knife, every time I think of you will be in tears, but you are still smiling brightly, you will never believe that fate will be so cruel to you, and firmly believe that they will soon be well, late-stage cancer, that's what kind of pain, when you know that eating too many painkillers will get Alzheimer's disease, you will Endure severe pain, refused to take painkillers, you often say: I get well, I'll travel outside with a few sisters.
The second sister! The first thing you need to do is to get rid of your husband, who was on his deathbed, and then you will be able to get rid of him. The first thing you need to do is to get rid of your son, who is full of filial piety. How can you let go of your grandchildren? How can you let go of your sisters who love you so much? How can you let go of your nephews who cry their hearts out for you? You are still so young, how many unfulfilled wishes do you have?
In this world, my second sister is an ordinary, small and insignificant person. You don't have any earth-shattering stories, and you haven't done anything that will make everyone's heart sink. But you in our family is a pivotal person, because there is your second brother-in-law to do things outside without worry; because there is your son, daughter-in-law to feel the warmth of the family and the happiness of being taken care of, pampered; because there is you my other sisters can feel at ease to run their own small family, I can rest assured that work. I have said to people countless times, "With my second sister, I still have my mother's family." You interpreted the truth, goodness and beauty on earth with your integrity, kindness, simplicity, hard work and strength.
The second sister has worked hard all her life for the "big family" and the "small family" and has not enjoyed a single day of happiness. It's been hard to pull the little grandson up to the age of 4, and he'll soon be going to school, so he can relax. You've said many times with our sisters: "When K'ung Bo reads a book, I'm going to have a good time with you guys", she said.
Just when I was seeing the dawn of happiness and the end of my days were approaching, you were struck with a terminal illness.
The past is still vivid in my mind, but now we are going to be separated from each other, how can I not break my heart? Now I can realize what is the pain of gouging out the heart, every memory is like a sharp knife in my heart, if God can give me a chance, I am willing to use my own life in exchange for your life. I hate myself for not being able to share your pain, hate myself for not taking good care of you in these years, hate myself for not being there for you when you were healthy, hate myself for not being able to be a sister to you for 47 years, hate the unfairness of the heavens, and hate the fact that a good person would not be safe in his life.
There are too many past events that I can't let go of, too many tears that I can't shed, and too much sadness that I can't put down.
The second sister, how can you ask me to let go?