It was a summer, the first day of the college entrance exams, I met her in WeChat, and it was fate, at first sight, mutual admiration, there is no taboo words, from morning to night as the line.
Feeling like finding a drinking buddy to drink, her volume of alcohol than me, as if a thousand cups are not drunk, I was drunk, drunken mess, as if the sky is spinning again and there are a hundred claws, I do not know where to go.
I learned that there is love that is not love, love can warm the heart will also hurt, and even be hurt to the body, who can not help only self-help.
Since then, I've gotten into the habit of waking up early, and have been going north on a straight road, not a curved road, a curved road around the circle of annoyance. At the end of the straight road is a park, which has a lot of fitness people, playing tai chi, square dancing, walking laps. I was walking clockwise, they all counterclockwise line (and push the mill in one direction), one of the young woman and a cute Teddy , she is one of the earliest women I know in the park.
? (II)
That time like to listen to songs, some songs can cultivate people also can anesthetize people, in short, the brain can not be idle. Wine drunk people will hurt, song drunk people drowsy, some songs listen to more will be the right number, feel that is me that is her, sour and lonely.
The first group of songs:
"In addition to you"
"Encounter"
"What to leave to you"
"In this world there is a destiny"
"I only care about you"
The second group of songs:
"Network love affair"
"Where is the darling"
"Love is the fish"
"Fished by love
"I want the raindrops to ask you"
"Is there a kind of longing that never tires"
"Flame"
"Peach Blossom Ferry"
"The Beauty of Beijiang River"
"My Happiness is to Think of You"
"Thanks for Staying With Me"
The Third Group Songs:
"Flooded Lotus Ponds
"Mouth Doodle"
"Love in this Life"
"Reunited Again"
"Mountain Song Leads to the Moon"
Installed QQ music, the song I like to collect, play it online once for caching, and then listen to it in any place where there is no network.
That time, I was so lonely and miserable, my mother could not take care of herself after she got sick and was discharged from the hospital, so I should have done my duty as a son and daughter, taking turns to cook and take care of her.
Suddenly one day, it was the first day of the college entrance exam, I met her on WeChat, and it was such a good match. The first group of songs is she sang in the national K song, listening to listen to be brought in. I'm not sure what I'm talking about, but I'm not sure what I'm talking about, and I'm not sure what I'm talking about," he said.
In the days of accompanying the old lady, most of the time with nothing to do, lying in a recliner immersed in acid songs, even the old lady said, who ah? I'm not sure what I'm talking about, but I'm not sure what I'm talking about. She said, "I'm not living the good life, I'm doing it." Those songs are really uncomfortable to listen to.
Chatting and understanding, know that she sings those songs is also a kind of catharsis, just for the heart of a him, that is her first love, no one can replace.
Afterwards, when nothing is going on, try to get out of the outdoors, take a look at the scenery and inhale the oxygen. Slowly adjust their mindset, no longer listen to those songs, changed the second group of songs, calling out once love, and changed the third group of songs, slowly out of the plight of love.
? (C)
Now generally rarely listen to songs, occasionally listen to the "holy moment", feel the beauty of youth, think of that far away proud of the time.
Meditation: the person who loves you and the person you love
The person who loves you
You may not be able to guess or notice
Maybe one day it will be confirmed by you
Just at the moment, I don't know
The person who you love
is in the opposite side of the heart
All the time, no longer turning over the river of the churning
A hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot.
Three years have passed, my heart path, slowly out of the dilemma from the muddle, no longer have too much expectation, no longer have unrealistic fantasy, see the mountain is the mountain, see the water is the water, see the cloud is the cloud, see the lotus is the lotus, plain and simple, the heart with nature.