While the father and mother occasionally went out to work to earn money, most of the time they were still gambling, either not coming home for a very long time, only coming back once in a few months or even half a year, or not working for a few months once they came home. The worst thing is that, when not working, my father would call on a large group of uncles and uncles who are not trivial to come to the house, while playing cards and smoking, the house all day and night smoke. These gambling friends of the father, came not only to gamble, but also to eat and drink in the house, sometimes sleep also sleep here, over time, brown rain began to resent his father. Why is the father's parasitic thought so serious, hate the father at the same time, brown rain and began to resent the ancestors of the blue family, the ancestors are too poor, so that our blue family are living in poverty. Blue brown rain surname blue, the blue family gave birth to him, raised him, he has the blood of the blue family in his body, but he does not have any feelings for the blue family, on the contrary, he only hate.
Because the family is really too poor, parents did not even buy a TV, the family has only a few pieces of broken furniture and two broken beds, his parents give brown rain living expenses are very little, almost never give him pocket money, often to the weekend will be hungry. Fortunately, brown rain sister-in-law and uncle also live in the city, not too far from the brown rain home, whenever brown rain living expenses when spent, sister-in-law and uncle will occasionally give him a little pocket money, do not give money, then directly stay with him to eat. Brown rain to sister-in-law and uncle full of gratitude, high school, parents never pay the electricity and water bills on time, the family seven days without electricity, three days without water, almost every week to prepare a few candles. Mother sometimes busy playing cards will forget to buy candles, once mother in a friend's house to play cards, brown rain came to the card table to remind his mother to go home don't forget to buy candles, today may be another blackout day, his mother angrily grabbed brown rain hair, and then a beating.
Brown Rain at the time felt very confused, why her mother to beat themselves, what is going on. Brown rain later still figured out, he reminded his mother to buy candles in front of so many people, his mother's gambling friends have guessed the situation in their own homes, they must be behind the back of the mother to laugh at, even the electricity bill can not pay. If he reminded his mother to buy candles, Brown Rain would be beaten and scolded, but if he didn't remind her, she often forgot and only remembered that the electricity was out when she came home to the darkness. Brown Rain seldom interact with the opposite sex, the entire middle school years, almost never with any of the opposite sex to say more than a word, at most, just to say hello. Brown Rain seldom communicated with others and grew up with resentment towards her family. In the three years of high school, brown rain did not study seriously, all day is to muddle through, with a large group of friends like street dance every day than dance, dance street dance, brown rain will have a kind of inexplicable joy, as if the inner troubles of a moment all released.
When he was about to graduate from high school, Mr. Brown participated in a street dance competition. Before Mr. Brown went on stage, a lot of people placed bets that he would win and that he would be the champion. Surprisingly, Brown Rain lost the competition and ended up as the third runner-up. The result of this competition caused a group of triads to lose a large sum of money. The gangsters were so angry that they let out a message that they would cut off one of Palm Rain's hands. Blue Palm Rain was so scared that he left Seoul and stayed out of town for a while, and then in the winter, Palm Rain's grandfather passed away. Although the heart is not half sad, but brown rain still decided to go home a trip to see the grandfather's remains.
After the funeral, Palm Rain stayed in the countryside for a year. During this year, Palm Rain's life was very simple: she got up late and came home early every day, and either stayed at home and watched TV, or went to the woods and danced alone. The woods are very quiet, not a little noise, like their own private stage, although there is not an audience here, but brown rain in the dance is still very engaged. As if that sadness inside disappeared, all the troubles were released here, after dancing, the feeling of desolate loneliness occasionally appeared. He used to be a big celebrity in the street dance world, participated in many activities, and performed on the stage again and again, yet now, there was not a single teammate beside him. In the past, when one danced on stage, the audience's applause was always loud and deafening, but now, when one danced, one was accompanied only by countless large trees. Just like that, a lonely dancer had one more tie and one less confidence.
A year later, Brown Rain suddenly felt that he was wasting his time. He is a talented and idealistic person, this kind of simple and uneventful life is really not suitable for him, these villagers he is facing now are very mediocre, and he doesn't have half a **** with them in the same language. They just know how to mix time all day long, besides eating and sleeping, they are just farming, they won't do good things or bad things, they only live for the sake of living. One should not stay with these muddled villagers, after considering it for a long time, Brown Rain finally took out his courage and once again came to the city center of Seoul. Seoul, is his favorite city, this place is really too beautiful, gorgeous and colorful, like a heaven on earth, like a dream paradise. Stay in Seoul outsiders have a drive, nine out of ten will work hard, even if it is a garbage collector, they will compete with their peers to see who picks up more rags.
Brown Rain came to SM as a company, although Brown Rain's education is very low, but his IQ is very high, other people can not learn the knowledge he can learn in a short time. The president of the company made Blue Palm Rain a manager and put him in charge of a not-so-small department. During the daytime, Brown Rain's identity is the manager, when it gets dark, Brown Rain puts on a hood and disguises himself as a leopard head to go to the bar and dance, challenging street dancers from various places, competing with this dancer today and that dancer tomorrow. Nine out of ten of the famous dancers who stayed in Seoul were defeated by Palm Rain, whose dancing skills were much stronger than theirs. After divorcing his ex-wife, Palm Rain's character changed, extreme hatred of women, long time hating women, stayed in the company for half a year, Palm Rain fell in love with two women, the old diva Kwon Bo-er and the young diva Lin Yun-er. Brown Rain secretly helped Lim Yoon Er behind her back. Once, when Lim Yoon Er fainted from exhaustion while practicing dance in the cemetery, Brown Rain took her behind her back to his office and let Yoon Er sleep in the office for the night.
"That time I fainted in the cemetery, so it was you who carried me to the office! I should have thought of that when I woke up and slept at the manager's place, so of course some manager saved me. I'm really very grateful to you, if you hadn't come to my aid at that time, I probably would have slept at the graveyard all night."
"Yoona, I'm the same as you and I'm different, we both believe in Christianity, the difference is that I believe in Protestantism and you believe in Catholicism. Ten years ago, I fell in love with two women at the same time. I fell in love with Kwon Bo-er and I fell in love with you. Now I've figured it out, that love I had for Bao'er was wrong, I only regarded her as my sister, and my feelings for her were those between a sister and a brother, which is affection, not love. My feelings for you is the real love, this kind of feeling is marvelous, there is no reason, no cause."
"I am truly a Catholic, I joined the Catholic Church at the age of sixteen and vowed to uphold the dignity and interests of the Catholic Church for the rest of my life. All this time, I have only kept one savior in my heart, and that person is Gala Beacon, I never thought that besides him, I have a second savior. Blue brown rain ah blue brown rain, why didn't you tell me earlier or hinted me, I have been investigating this matter for seven or eight consecutive years, who on earth carried me to the office that day, I asked many people in the company, they all said they didn't know."
"I'm just doing what I have to do, what I want to do, I don't need your gratitude. Yoona, you're still pretty perfect as a person, there are only two very obvious flaws in you. The first flaw, you are too opinionated to listen to other people's opinions. The second disadvantage, you're a crybaby, you don't move, today you cry here, tomorrow you cry there, and it's in front of a lot of people that you shed tears, you don't pay attention to your idol image at all, I hope that you'll change it in the future."
"Haha, you are right, I am this kind of person, I will change in the future."
"Yoon-ah, there are some pains that can only be understood if you've experienced them, words expressed in words will only be superficial, and those heartbreaking things can only be understood if you've truly experienced them. Real pain is unbearable from the bottom of your heart, real sadness is a terrible feeling from the depths of your soul. When I saw you dating Lee Seung Gi, I felt so much pain in my heart that for two years in a row, I felt that my days were like years, and only when I danced and choreographed could I release the sadness in my heart. Today, the two of us finally danced face to face, and even though I lost, I still felt a lot of pain. I felt a little excited the moment the judges announced my defeat."
"The real pain is not something that ordinary people can understand, back then when Lee Seung Gi and I broke up, I was really in so much pain that I didn't even want to live and was ready to jump into the river to kill myself."
"Ah! You really thought about jumping into the river ah, luckily you didn't, there are a lot of artists in our country who have killed themselves. There are all kinds of methods to commit suicide, some hang themselves, some drink medicine, the method you chose was surprisingly jumping into the river, let me tell you, jumping into the river to kill yourself is very uncomfortable, the death must be very ugly. If you really jumped and freed yourself, your sister and parents must feel very sad, look at Choi Seol Ri and Goo Ho Ra, both of them ended their lives in extreme ways. Now they are both relieved, they don't have to live in pain anymore, but their families have to bear a huge psychological pressure, when the funeral was held, their relatives and friends cried their eyes out, I still remember to this day, Soojung's eyes were swollen from crying on that day."
"Come to think of it, Soojung was crying her eyes out, and the answer to the question of which group of people are the most important to me is my relatives, my parents and my sister, the three of them are the most important. Strangely enough, right at that moment, I suddenly felt that the three of them weren't important either, there was only one thing that mattered the most."
"What was the one thing that mattered most."
"It's very simple, it's to act well and become a movie queen, that's my Lin Yun-er's wish."
"Yoon-ah, you're the only woman in this world who made my heart flutter, and the only woman I had an ambiguous relationship with, but unfortunately, you didn't fall in love with me, you fell in love with Lee Seung-gi."
"I admit, I was in love with him, really in love with him, but that's in the past, I'm done with him for a long time."
"My world, because of your appearance became warm, my life, because of your appearance became full of sunshine, Yoongi, you are the most precious thing in my life. It's all because of you that my life has meaning, seeing you makes everything sweet for me, thinking of you fills my world with warmth, and because you appeared in my life, my working hours and resting hours are finally regular. I don't know what the hell is the purpose of living in the world, since I met you, I suddenly figured out that I came to this world for one thing, to support you and accompany you."
"As for that? Blue brown rain ah blue brown rain, you are also a talent, you are a highly intelligent young talent, there are so many women in this world, why do you have to live for me anymore. Men should put their career first, work hard!"
"I don't care, I wasn't sure before, but now I'm finally sure, living in the world is for you, in this life and in the next, you are the only one for me."
"I used to have the same thought, living in the world is for Lee Seung Gi, planning to marry him and **** the rest of my life. Park Yoon Ryeon came looking for trouble and tried to poison me, and after going through a life and death situation, I reflected on my relationship with him, and realized that the love thing wasn't that important, and that career was the most important thing. Later I thought about it, looked away, broke up with him, Park Yun Ren, she is my enemy, in theory I should hate her. Looking back now, I'm grateful to her instead, I'm really, really grateful to Park Yoon Rei, truly grateful to her, if it wasn't for her messing around behind the scenes and making me see my first love for what it was, Lee Seung Gi and I might've actually gotten married."
"I'm also grateful to her, sincerely grateful to Park Yoon Ri, because she messed up and ruined your relationship with Lee Seung Gi, causing you guys to break up, in this life and in the next, Park Yoon Ri will always be my benefactor. Yoona, when you just debuted, your body really sucked, it was a straight line from top to bottom, flat and you couldn't see any curves at all. Just looking at your body without looking at your head, people thought you were a man, over the past few years your body type has changed, your figure has become fuller, you finally look like a woman."
"Hmph! Do you mean to say that I didn't look like a woman before?"
"In the past, Yoon-ah had a body that was just too thin, like a bamboo pole, with a flat chest and flat hips. Now Yoona, you have a convex front and back, your breasts are big, round, and pointy, and your hips have gotten round, fat and shapely. Today you have breasts that look like Barnacle apes, hips that look like Shire horses, and a pair of legs that have changed and straightened."
"You lost the dance fight just now, I felt as if you didn't give it your all."
"I can't believe you saw through it, just now it wasn't the time to do my best, the bar owner said it, told me to do a couple of national standard dances after five minutes with you, and that's when I'll do my best."
Yoona Lin changed into that flowery backless dress, then walked to the center of the dance floor with the two Blue Palm Rain and danced the Rainbow Dance. This is the third time she danced this classic dance, the first time she danced this dance, her partner was Lu Han, the second time she danced this dance, her partner was Lee Seung Gi. Today, she danced this beautiful and poignant tango again, and now her partner was Blue Palm Rain. When she danced with Blue Palm Rain as her partner, Lin Yun'er felt her heart beat faster and her body heat up, Blue Palm Rain gave herself a very warm feeling, and he danced better than her first two partners. Lin Yuner and Blue Palm Rain, the two of them showed great understanding, chest to chest, shoulder to shoulder, back to back dancing their bodies, showing the essence of tango perfectly.
The music of the tango suddenly stopped, and the elegant and subtle dance music was played next, as Lin Yun'er and Blue Palm Rain suddenly became a little farther apart, and then stepped out in a soft and charming dance, and when they reached the final stage of the rumba, the two of them posed in a provocative pose. The slow, lingering music suddenly started, and the two danced a gentle, dexterous waltz. After the two posed with both sides and feet together, the music came to a screeching halt and the two walked to the center of the dance floor and danced a break step move. Lin Yuner and Blue Palm Rain, a pair of excellent dancers, who danced tango, rumba, and waltz, respectively, both of them ran out of stamina and sat in the corner to rest for a long time. Lin Yuner said seriously, "Palm Rain, my title is Seoul Dance Queen, from now on I'll call you Dance King, I'm the city's Dance Queen and you're the city's Dance King."
Leaving the bar, the two climbed to the top of the mountain, ready to watch the sunrise together. When they arrived at the top of the mountain, Choi Soo Young and Jung Kyung Ho were also here, it looked like they came to see the sunrise as well, it was already 4:00 a.m., Lin Yun Er and Blue Palm Rain were sitting back to back, the mountaintop was suddenly quiet, deathly silent, everything in the sky and the earth seemed to have stopped all together, everything in the world of man seemed to be frozen in this moment. The dark night sky can not see a star, there is no moon, Lin Yun-er suddenly developed an inexplicable sense of fear, their eyes are not blind, why can not see anything, this mountain has no lights, all they can see now is a darkness. Choi Soo Young and Jung Kyung Ho were also sitting back to back, both of them seemed to be asleep.
By dawn, the sky suddenly brightened a little, and it was as if time, space, and the world were suspended at this moment. Lin Yun-er suddenly felt a bright and blinding light appear in front of her eyes, and in the distance, to the east, the sun finally showed a small portion. On the other side of the mountain, the sun slowly rose, the light of the sunrise was too strong. There was no rehearsal, no dialog, but the four people created a strange tacit understanding, all of them stood up and collectively looked at the sun. The people who stayed at the top of the mountain did not communicate in advance, at this time as if their minds were connected, they were all doing the same thing, gazing earnestly at the east, the sunrise was really beautiful. Blue brown rain smiled, from the day Lin Yuner and Lee Seung Gi dating, confident smile never appeared again, appeared only bitter smile, however, today, this cheerful expression finally appeared.