How long does it take to meet that right person? If you're lucky, you'll meet them as soon as you look up. The less fortunate, perhaps a lifetime of searching. Then how to judge the person you meet is the right person? It's probably like you've been searching for a spring for half a lifetime, and when she smiles, that's it.
I once saw a question, never met and love but not, you choose which one. This is probably the most tangled topic. I remember "Love Apartment" there was such a clip: Lu Ziqiao said to Qin Yu Mo, I loved a girl, we were entangled in a long time, every day to fight and quarrel, together with drinking soda, until one day she suddenly left, did not leave a word, in the separation of that day I was very guilty, I know she stayed with me is a mistake, because I can not give her want to be happy, maybe she is also a mistake. A mistake, but she had to choose to do one before she could tell herself which mistake was more worth making. People often make one mistake to avoid another. Since many mistakes are unavoidable, why let remorse bury your life. Instead of running away from one, why not face one. People play a lot of roles in their lives, and if you're not happy, you can throw the script away. But remember, there is a script that really belongs to you.
Guan Shi is a sunny boy who loves to laugh, walk with the wind, acting high-profile and flamboyant, laughing out of the corner of the eye are wantonly fell dashing. He is uninhibited and wants to pick the stars in the sky. The first time I saw this, I was in the middle of the night, and I was in the middle of the night.
Perhaps it is God's favor, even if there are some bumps and bruises, the white horse, but also smooth to the dance of the year of the elephant. The young man's ambition, academic career and harvested a lot of honors and wealth with this age group does not match. At the right time, he met the jigsaw puzzle in his life. The girl as skilled craftsmen like painstakingly in Guan Shi's heart built a crystal clear city in the sky, he was very happy at that time, with the depth of feelings, it is logical to talk about the future and life. The spirited Guan Shi traveled to Jiangxi, but witnessed his dignity was trampled on without mercy. He was disheartened to see his girlfriend break with his family but could do nothing about it, as if someone had used a blunt knife to slash at his heart, he was in raw pain but there was no cure.
Later, Guan Shi's mentor gave Guan Shi a sentence that became a reflection of a period of time for him: Early achievers may not be able to achieve, late achievers may not not reach. The time has taught him to give this age should not have the experience and ability, but did not teach him how to absorb and digest. There are usually two reactions to a great change: to break down and then stand up or to fall down. He silently picked up the dignity of the shattered ground, put on a thick armor, back to school, to indulge in the way of enjoyment began to escape, to avoid all the people who will recall this past, scenery, things, this escape, is six years. During the six years, Guan Shi game dust, but no longer dare to easily say love. He hid under a thick shield licking his wounds alone, packaging himself strong, but no one into his heart.
Six years later, Guan Shi, who is tired of the fixed pattern of life, decided to get back to his original self of pursuing his dream, and resigned from his job to go to graduate school at the risk of falling out with his family. He abandons his comfortable life and begins to gradually find his former self. He went back to school and reengaged in his studies.
The fate is robbery, a long time did not touch the racket accompanied by friends to the court, met the accident. She broke into Guan Shi's life without warning, as the name suggests, Lychee knocked on the door of this closed boy's heart with a bright smile and a sprightly bone. The boy who had never trusted others looked at her clear and determined eyes and believed in her determination to accompany him. Victor Hugo once described love this way in Les Misérables: the first sign of true love is timidity in the boy and boldness in the girl. This is especially profound in Sekishi, who has experienced too much. Timidly, he hides inside his fortress of disguise, rejecting all good and not believing that love will come to him. As Osamu Dazai wrote in "Human Failure", "Cowards are afraid of happiness, and they get hurt when they touch cotton . Like a wounded otter, he made a big mistake and gave his disguise to the girl whose eyes were as open as the sun.
Although it is not the intention, Guan Shi still hurt Lychee, she resolutely left, he understood that she is also very difficult, but has lost the qualification of comfort. The first step is to make sure that you have a good understanding of what you are doing and how you are going to do it.
Guan Shi left a lot of promises to Lychee, cooking for her, for her to do handbook, send her graduation gift, etc., he spent half a month will be promised to do all the promises, in addition to to accompany her life. In June of that year, Lychee graduated from college and left Guan Shi's city. The night Guan Shi in the Lychee dormitory under the watch her leave, but even go up to say goodbye to the courage are lost.
Guan Shi threw everything away and went to Chaji alone, a place where he once agreed to travel together. He left the Guan Shi of the past in that place and didn't look back. He smashed himself and reorganized, although it hurts, but for the sake of meeting, he has no regrets. Finally, like a man, he was broken and reorganized. Only later Guan Shi walking road no longer dare to go against the tide of people, for people to be cautious in every way. There is no longer wanton cheerfulness, and no longer have the youthful spirit of the clouds. Perhaps this is the saddest thing, the years are long, the mountains and rivers are unharmed, and he is no longer the same.
Friends were surprised at his change, some relief, some heartache. A girl that Guan Shi once adored came back to Guan Shi and revealed her heart, and they got together. The girl enjoyed everything Guan Shi gave her, as brilliant as Lychee. They went to the Great Northwest together, traveling while interviewing and looking at the beautiful scenery of Lugu Lake, the girl said to Guan Shi, "Go back to her, you should love her very much." "Why do you say that?" "The eyes are the windows of the soul, your eyes can't fool people, when we are together your eyes from sparkling to obscure, I can see it all, I should be very much like her, Guan Shi I want you to be with me because you like me, you can't have someone else in your heart, and it won't work to hide it deeper. I want you to like me just like me, not anyone's substitute. Together you have to be the first in the world to like me, dang like me." The boy didn't say anything. Yes, Wen'er was as smart and lonely as Lychee. Her every move, knit brows and smile, are the same as lychee, the deeper you get along, the more unforgettable it will be.
The next day, Guan Shi booked the earliest flight back to the residence, but did not have the courage to call Lychee. Maybe it's not a good idea to disturb her peaceful life anymore. Maybe, really need time to precipitate it.
Life will always have regrets, the boy finally failed to write a word between the lines are love "meet, do not say goodbye". He decided to block all the emotions at the bottom of his heart, perhaps, time can give him the answer.
The pen, meditation may have long been destined, I left you the last love, is not disturbed. Put in time the only warmth, is not to say goodbye.