I didn't know my health until I got to the hospital.

I have seen such a sentence on the internet before, "When you feel difficult, go to the hospital. After you go, many things will be relieved. " I didn't think so at the time. What logic did I think this was? Why should I go to the hospital when I am not sick? And I have an inexplicable fear of hospitals since I was a child. I remember I was most afraid of injections when I was a child. Every time I get a vaccine or catch a cold, it is my saddest time. Now I vaguely remember the scene when the doctor chased me for an injection when I was a child. This is just my nightmare.

Fortunately, when I grow up, my body is still relatively healthy. At best, it's a small cold. It is usually good to buy some cold medicine at the drugstore, so I have never been to the hospital. Until recently, my sister-in-law was ill and hospitalized, with kidney disease and lupus erythematosus. She went to the hospital to see her yesterday.

I haven't been to the hospital for a long time. After I went in, I smelled of disinfectant. I saw many people coming and going along the way, including patients and family members.

When I came to the surgical building, my aunt who went to the inpatient department of nephrology was different from her beautiful and energetic aunt. She looked pale in the hospital bed and looked very weak. Because she just finished a kidney puncture, the whole person was speechless with pain, which really made people feel distressed.

Sometimes, this person really can't guess when he will get sick. At the thought of seeing menstruation in high spirits during the New Year, he knew that his eyes were swollen and his joints hurt. At first, everyone thought that his eyes were swollen because he didn't sleep well, and his joints were sore because of rheumatism. He was transfused in the town clinic and never got better. He came to the hospital in the city for examination, only to know that it was lupus erythematosus that caused kidney disease. As long as people are not sick. When they were ill, the whole person changed.

I chatted with my uncle and learned about my aunt's specific situation. Looking around the whole ward, I found two beds, both of which were nephropathy. Aunt in the bed next to little aunt, about 50 years old. According to my uncle, she has many diseases, such as kidney disease, diabetes and stomach trouble. Just listening scares me. Seeing that she was tortured to death by illness, I heard from my uncle that there was a child with renal edema in the hospital next door ... I didn't know how happy it was to have a healthy body until I came to the hospital.

I think before today, I was depressed because of the pressure of class, and I felt unlucky because of some unpleasant little things in my life. Now it seems that my little sadness is so insignificant in front of these people who suffer from illness. I am not a doctor, and I don't know the impermanence of life, but now I deeply feel that talent is the most insignificant one in the face of illness and death.

At this moment, I really feel how happy I am to have a healthy body, a healthy family, someone to love and a job to support myself. Really, when you feel that life is hard, go to the hospital and you will find how happy you are to live well now. Maybe now you are facing setbacks in your life, and there are many obstacles that seem insurmountable for a while, but at least you should be healthy and happy. Living can have everything and solve all difficulties.