After dinner last night, my head was a little big because I took my baby for a day, so it's always my habit to go to bed early and brush my mobile phone before going to bed. Although I knew that brushing the little red book would be addictive, I accidentally didn't hold back and clicked on the little red book. As a result, I began to fall into an infinite loop, brushing and brushing, and I didn't care whether my head was buzzing or not. It's like being poisoned, until the phone is turned off without electricity.
Maybe I am really eager to make money and prove myself. When I resigned, I swore several times that I would learn a skill to make money or have a profitable career within one year. At present, I have determined the skill of making money, which is writing. But I just don't know how long it will take me to achieve it through writing at my current level. Writing is a long-term thing. Although I define writing as my hobby and lifelong goal, I will do it whether I earn money or not. But as far as the current situation is concerned, my family has run out of ammunition and food. Now I basically live by brushing the credit line. So this is also the reason why I have been brushing little red books and falling into anxiety. I want to prove myself, I want to start a business and I want to make money.
I have always had a wish to set up a stall to sell breakfast rice balls. While brushing those little videos, I kept imagining what would happen if I did it. How will I pay attention to hygiene, how will I adjust the time, the appearance layout of the booth, the design of the poster menu, how to make customers feel good, and so on. I think if it's my turn to do it, or I won't. If I want to do it, I must do my best. I believe that with this belief, I will definitely make the booth bigger and better. Unfortunately, I'm pregnant, and two babies are holding me back. It is impossible for me to go out and show my series of ideas, so I can only dream in vain! Well, I hate my husband for disappointing me. If he could earn more money, I wouldn't be so anxious now. But now that he is at home, he can help us with the children, so I won't be so tired. Therefore, I am also very contradictory. On the one hand, I want more money and a better life. On the other hand, I have no intention to take care of two children. So let's wait until the baby is born, but in any case, I still believe that life will get better and better, and the immediate difficulties are temporary. Come on!