One thing that once made me feel quite collapsed was that I went to a company for an interview after graduating from college. I like that company very much in every way. I obviously feel that I am well prepared, and there are still many loopholes in the interview process, which even makes me feel that I really can't. It hit me hard at that time.
When I worked in my previous position for about two or three months, there were also great problems in communication with my colleagues. The big age gap leads to a small intersection of topics, which gradually evolves into that I don't want to join their conversation, and they can't keep up with my topic. At that time, I really hated going to work and worked with a little emotion every day. Because sometimes I can't even say a word for a day, and later I find it impossible to go on like this. I began to change my mind slowly. Talking to my parents and friends about things at work will also help them analyze my situation, and gradually I can integrate into it.
For example, getting up in the morning is a very difficult task for me. Because my work unit is far away, I need to take a bus at six in the morning and get up at five. This is a very torturous thing for a person who falls asleep after midnight at night. During that time, I was really anxious every day. Basically, I have the desire to resign every other month or so, but I am restrained every time. It is best to have the opportunity to transfer posts recently and stay away from suffering.