In fact, when Hua decided to gouge out Mr. Su's eyes at night, Mr. Su already felt that his love for himself no longer existed, and his feelings for him might really be as he said on earth. If you fail me, then I will abandon you, and there will be no more contact between them. After Mr Zhou did this in YeHua, he chose to give up his attachment to YeHua and his love for YeHua. But because I was pregnant with YeHua's child at that time, we all know that Mr. Suso is a very simple and kind mortal, so even if I don't love YeHua, I won't choose to hurt an innocent child, so one of the main reasons why I can support Mr. Suso to continue living in heaven is that I am pregnant.
Only when I give birth to this child healthily can I fully understand my life. If I choose to take my child with me before giving birth, it will be unfair to this child, so it is very considerate to say that Susie will not let an innocent child accompany me through all these hardships, but choose to jump off the stage after giving birth. It is because of this child that Mr. Zhou was able to support his life after he was blind. Without this child, he would choose to jump down and kill Sendai when everyone slandered him and didn't believe in himself, instead of being humiliated several times in the Heavenly Palace. Therefore, it is enough to see her inner kindness that mr.zhou can persist until she gives birth to a child.
The above views only represent Bian Xiao's personal views. Please forgive me if there is any mistake.