Then the next feeling must be despair, because if a doctor diagnosed himself with cancer after a physical examination, the probability of making a mistake must be very low. So I will gradually accept that I have cancer, which is a terrible disease. If the early stage is ok, then I still have a great chance of survival, but if the doctor tells me that I am in the middle and late stage of cancer. Then I must have felt deep despair at that time, because getting cancer means that there is not much time to continue living, so I believe that every cancer patient will feel hopeless when he hears that he has cancer.
Then I will definitely regret that I didn't do something I always wanted to do, but I didn't have the courage to do it. There is also regret why I had such a bad attitude towards my parents before. There is also that we don't have much time to repay them ourselves and regret that we don't have the courage to do something that is out of line in the eyes of others.
Finally, I want to think about how to spend the rest of my time. First of all, I have to do something that I regret. Then I should repay my parents well in the little time I have left, and then plan my future absence for them to minimize their sadness. There is also to cooperate with the doctor's treatment and try to live, because nothing is more important than continuing to live.