When endless pain came, I thought of the worst result, and I felt very scared. I'm not afraid of death. What I am afraid of is the treatment process after illness, the drag on my family and how to solve the economic problems.
When I am sick, I feel that death is very close to me. I am afraid that I will suddenly be unable to take care of myself and suddenly move. It is really more terrible than death.
There is no hard work in the world, and no place where people are not complicated. No matter what you are experiencing now, you should adjust your mentality and face it with a sunny and optimistic attitude.
Don't be angry with anyone or anything in the future, and don't feel too much pressure and anxiety about your work, because these are not worth it compared with your health.