My husband just died, and he left suddenly. I've been watching him since he fell to the ground to sparks and ashes. It was really hard when I first died. I don't want to believe it. I can't believe it. Now I'm better.
2. The sky is falling.
My husband died this year, and I feel that the sky is falling. After so many years of marriage, he is doing all the big and small things at home. I am a person who has no opinion. I listen to him. I have tried to do something since he left. I feel that some things are difficult to do, but they are not so difficult to do. I know I must be strong and live.
Step 3 be strong
From being ill to leaving for five months, I have seen too much human warmth and coldness, which is stronger than I expected. I went to work a month later, with starving children and a lot of debts. Now a person who takes a child to work will grow up one day and be too tired to miss him. Three years have passed, and I don't love him, hate him or miss him. Maybe I'm over it. Let's live in the present and live.