Yu
20 10 September 22nd 10:55
Mid-Autumn Festival should be autumn, but this year is not. The once-in-a-century high temperature This is not autumn, and there is no decent autumn. It is a pity for the whole year.
When I received Wen Hui Reading Weekly published that day, I was very depressed. Mr Huang Zongjiang wrote an article in memory of a poetess who died just this year. The poetess died at the age of 78, but Mr. Jiang just started writing and said, "You haven't seen her. I don't know how beautiful she is and how beautiful her poems are. " Mr. Jiang also quoted the obituary written by the poetess before her death, to the effect that I have a hut, like a fresh mushroom in a fairy tale, clinging to a century-old tree and holding a small umbrella to shelter me from the cold current in late winter and the rain in midsummer. I recalled and thought in the cabin. If there is no clear distinction between good and evil, love and hate, I would rather float in the eternal cold space.
After reading this self-made obituary, I immediately felt bored and lost in a kind of late autumn poetry. An old poetess, who lived alone in a cabin before her death, was undoubtedly very lonely, but she was so lonely and elegant. I immediately picked up the receiver and wanted to give this obituary as a holiday gift to some friends, so that they could share a cold and lonely autumn scenery in the hot Mid-Autumn Festival.
I was reading slowly with a microphone when an international call came in. A famous foreign Chinese newspaper called: "Mr. Yu, did you know that Zhang Ailing died?" On the eve of Mid-Autumn Festival, a man died in an American apartment for a few days before being discovered. Our newspaper will dedicate a full page to her and arrange a telephone interview with you. As you know, her work is based in Shanghai, please don't shirk it. The press release time is tight, so we can start talking now. "I said," this is very sudden. Please let me think about it and call me back in half an hour. "
During this half hour, I thought a lot. According to my age, I am not qualified to mourn her, but I have seen with my own eyes that Mr. Lin Huaimin, an international dance master, excitedly declared "I want to find Zhang Ailing's Shanghai" as soon as he arrived in Shanghai. He is not old; Brigitte Lin was pleased to tell me that most of her understanding and love for Shanghai came from Zhang Ailing. Wandering in Malaysia in the first half of this year, newspapers in every city arranged for me to meet and discuss with local readers. Zhang Ailing's name frequently appears in the questions raised by readers, and these readers are younger ... All this shows that Zhang Ailing enjoys an excitement beyond her age, but she still lives quietly and is far away from this excitement.
In the history of Chinese and foreign literature, there are many stories that are lonely in front and lively in the back, but few of them run around the world for her like Zhang Ailing, but she hides, so that no one can find her, even the next-door neighbors don't know her. Her loneliness of self-exile and self-burial is not forced by external forces, but has profound intentions.
Thought of here, the phone rang. I picked up the receiver and said, "She died alone, just as she lived alone. However, literature does not reject loneliness. It was she who told history that there was still a corner of China literature in the 20th century that was not full of fire. It is in this corner that a sensitive soul and a delicate ecology have lasting charm. I don't know her, but I'm sure that when her soul is floating in space these days, the first stop must be Shanghai. Shanghainese should look up and say hello to her. "
After hanging up the phone, I think Shanghainese may think that she died very sadly. In fact, all this is her own choice and design, as well as the way she died, including her dress posture. She thought about everything. I don't know what is helping her. Let her choose autumn as a ceremony to extend the end to the eve of the Mid-Autumn Festival. I want to go home with the wind, which may be the last poem she recited? Just like the poetess introduced by Mr. Huang Zongjiang, she thought she had drifted from a fairy-tale hut to an eternal space.
Compared with them, what is really pitiful is the superficial pride, trivial expectation, boring anger and depressed loss in the literary world. The poor must still pity them in turn, and discuss how they should have changed this pity after dinner. Perhaps, one of the suggestions is that they should have returned to the literary world long ago and lived a happy old age. However, our old lady is stubborn and won't listen to this. Although they are tired, they are still elegant, and there are only two things in their hearts: either the cabin or the space. Elsewhere, they can look around at will, but they won't stop.
The scene here is very similar to the old fisherman in Hemingway's The Old Man and the Sea. Either the cabin or the sea, other places are out of touch with him.
The old lady's cabin is empty, so there is no need to look elsewhere. They only go to space. Just thinking like this, the sky suddenly cooled down and the moon changed from turbid yellow to cold white. Unknown autumn insects scream long, like autumn.
From Frost River
Lu Xun-Two Wishes for Mid-Autumn Festival
The orbit/path of the moon
The other day was really sad and happy. Just after September 18th in the national calendar, it is the Mid-Autumn Festival in the summer calendar and tide watching in Haining. Because of Haining, it is said that "Emperor Qianlong is the son of Chen Ge, an old man in Haining" [3]. This "democratic master" of Manchuria turned out to be a lost bag of China people. He is rich and lucky. It is extremely cheap to rely solely on reproductive organs without losing one soldier and one shot.
China people respect their families and share the same ancestry, but at the same time they like to visit relatives with unrelated people. I really don't know what that means. Since childhood, what "Qianlong quietly took away from our Chen Han family", "Our Yuan Dynasty conquered Europe" and so on. , has faded, but now, in the election of cigarette shops, Genghis Khan is listed as one of the great political figures in China; [4] The newspaper that developed the wisdom of the people also said that Emperor Qianlong of Manchuria was the son of Chen Gelao. 〔5〕
In ancient times, women really went to make peace; [6] There are also men in the play who are recruited as Xu Ma in the countryside, taking advantage of it and doing it with relish. Even in the recent past, there were naturally people who worshipped chivalrous men as godfathers and became rich men's sons-in-law. [7] This is steep, but it is not a decent thing. A man, a man with courage, should also have other abilities and ambitions, relying on intelligence and other physical strength. Otherwise, I'm really afraid that everyone will say that the Japanese are descendants of Xu Fu in the future.
A wish: From now on, I will never climb relatives with others casually.
However, some people have a strong interest in literature. He said that a woman's talent will be influenced by her physical relationship with a man, and cited several female writers in Europe, all of whom had literati as lovers as evidence. Then someone came to refute him and said that Floete was not reliable. [9] Actually, this is not what Floret said. He won't forget that Mrs. Sogladi [10] doesn't understand philosophy at all, and Mrs. Tolstoy won't write these opposite words. Besides, in the history of world literature, how many so-called "father and son writers" and "lovers writers" in China are disgusting and interesting? Because literature is different from syphilis, there is no mold, and it will never be transmitted to opponents through sexual intercourse. As for a "poet" who is hooking up with a woman, first call it a "poetess" [1 1], which is a means to please, not to say that he really infected her with the talent of poetry.
Two wishes: From now on, keep your eyes three inches below your navel.
September 25(th)
[1] This article was first published in1China Daily Trends on September 28th, 934.
[2] "Haining Watching Tides" Haining is in the lower reaches of Qiantang River in Zhejiang Province. The famous Tietang River Tide is the most spectacular in Haining. Every year, when the tide is the highest within three days after the Mid-Autumn Festival, many people go to watch it.
[3] "Emperor Qianlong is the son of Chen Ge in Haining", that is, Chen Yuanlong in Qing Dynasty (1652- 1736), a bachelor of Wenyuan Pavilion. There are many records about the legends mentioned here. Chapter 9 of the second part of A Brief History of the Qing Dynasty: "(Qianlong) The son of Chen in Haining, not the son of Sejong (Yongzheng) ... During the reign of Kangxi, he was particularly good with Chen, and both of them had children in the same year; Wang Wen was very happy, and his life followed. After a long time, he is not his own son, and it is easy for him to be a woman. Chen dared not argue, so he kept it a secret. [4]1On September 3rd, 934, China Huamei Tobacco Company held the Award Scholarship for the Election of China's Great Men in order to promote Guanghua cigarettes, and listed 200 candidates, including heads of state, sages, civil servants, military commanders, literary skills, heroes, female fans, etc., and ranked Genghis Khan as the first among heads of state/kloc.
(5)1On September 25th, 934, there was a newly written story "Emperor Qianlong and Haining" in Shenbao Chunqiu and Guanchao Special Issue. [6] In the old days, the Han people called the frontier ethnic minorities or foreign countries "Fan" or "Fan country". Emperor Xian of the Han Dynasty married the princess to a foreign leader because of political needs, which was called "Qin" and "He Fan" by the people.
[7] Worship the knight-errant as a teacher refers to the philistine literati who collude with Shanghai hooligans and worship them as "lords" and "lords". Being the son-in-law of the rich man refers to the scholar Shao at that time. Shao is the granddaughter of Sheng Xuanhuai, a big bureaucratic capitalist in the late Qing Dynasty.
[8] Xu is the Xu family, an alchemist in the Qin Dynasty. According to Records of Historical Records of Qin Shihuang, Qin Shihuang listened to Xu Fuzhi and sent him to the sea with thousands of boys and girls for several years. Probably from the Han Dynasty, there was a legend that Xu Fu sailed to Japan and never returned. [9] For the statement that women's talents are influenced by the relationship with men, see1the article "Comments on Japanese female writers-the transfer of thoughts is related to physiology" published in Tianjin Yongbao Another Page on August 29, 934, which says: "Female writers accept hints from their husbands in many ways. Physiologically, after seven days of lonely sexual intercourse, a woman's blood contains the characteristics of a man. In fact, there are many hints in her mind. " On September 16 of the same year, No.31of Shenbao Women's Garden published Chen's article "On the Physiological Influence and Life Influence of Women Writers", and held that this view was influenced by Florette's theory. The article said: "Female writers have failed to produce as rich creations as male writers, and we must never draw a correct conclusion from Freudian physiological explanation. Freudian theory has caused enough jokes! If you want to find out why there are not many female writers and their works are not rich, you have to take historical materialism as the root of the answer! " Flo said that the Austrian psychiatrist S. Freud (1856- 1939) founded the psychoanalytic theory. This theory holds that all spiritual phenomena, such as literature, art, philosophy, religion, etc., are produced by some kind of "vitality" hidden in people's subconscious, especially the potential of sexual desire.
[10] Socrates (469-399 BC), an ancient Greek philosopher.