The cold and frosty winter is slowly passing, the icy snow is melting, and the vibrant spring has arrived.
The clock ticked in the empty room, a bed made of solid wood was placed in the room, and Suno opened her eyes in a daze.
She got up and sat on the bed, first looking around and freezing for a moment ...... Where was this place? How could she be here?
Suno surveyed the unfamiliar environment, the lighting was a bit dim, the interior of the house was as simple as it could be, on the opposite wall hung a white and a black smiley face mask, the middle of the mask was laced with an antique clock, which inexplicably made people shudder and feel uncomfortable, and Suno averted her eyes.
She tried to make herself remember something, she remembered that her name was Suno, when she thought further into the depths of her mind a tingling sensation came to her brain and she had to stop.
"Duh-duh-duh..." A slight knock sounded inside the house as someone knocked on the door. There was another person in this house, who was it? Su Nuo was a bit scared and didn't dare to make a sound easily. The person outside the door seemed to know that she would not respond, so without waiting for her to make a sound she twisted the door handle and pushed the door in.
It was a man, his age seemed to be about twenty-three or four, with a slender figure, wearing a white shirt, a head of black shiny vertical hair, silver framed eyes resting on a straight nose, a pair of deep black eyes looking straight at Su Nuo with a slight smile, "You're awake." Su Nuo froze, then nodded his head.
The man walked over to Su Nuo's bedside and raised the cup of water in his hand to her "Drink some water." She mumbled her lips, wanting to ask the man in front of her what was going on, but the words came out of her mouth and she swallowed them.
The man smiled "Drink the water first, I know what you want to say, drink it and I'll answer your question." He said and passed the glass of water towards Su Nuo's eyes again. She had to reluctantly suppress the questions in her heart first, licked her somewhat parched lips, took the glass of water and drank it down in one gulp.
"I'm Shen Han, and I'm also your husband, this is our home, you've always called it a 'secret base' before, and we love each other very much." Su Nuo looked at Shen Han in surprise, listening to him tell her lost memories sentence by sentence. Shen Han added in a calm tone, "Not long ago you and Shen Ning..."
"Ah yes you don't know who Shen Ning is yet... She is my sister." Shen Han paused for a moment and then continued: "A few weeks ago you and Shen Ning were in a car accident at the same time, a driver chased the tail after a drunk driver, Shen Ning died on the spot, after that you were sent to the hospital, the doctor said to me that you suffered a serious brain damage, and that when you wake up you might lose your memory."
Suno had been listening to his narration, feeling a little bewildered, she opened her mouth, a little uneasy, not knowing what to say, and then lowered her head to stare at the pure white quilt she clutched in her hand. "So you have lost your own memory ...." Su Nuo glanced at the man in front of her who called himself her husband, but she felt unfamiliar, and thought to herself that it might be the reason why she had lost her memory.
Shen Han did not say anything more, sidled up and sat on the edge of the bed, his arm swept over Su Nuo's shoulders, Su Nuo stiffened his body for a moment, he wrapped his arms around Su Nuo's shoulders, his mouth hanging up in a curved line, thick eyelashes along with the eyelids of his eyes lowered to hide the emotions in his eyes.
Hands patted Su Nuo's shoulders one by one, and said to Su Nuo, "It's okay, don't worry, there's me by your side, it'll get better."
2
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Su Nuo sat quietly alone on the living room sofa, looking out the window at the birds on the branches of the trees with their companions twittering and chirping merrily, as if singing for the arrival of spring.
Suno didn't know what to do with himself, so he just looked around with his eyes. "Familiarize yourself with this place... Something might come to mind" Suno thought to himself, getting up and walking over to a door.
The door was unlocked and pushed it in, "This appears to be the study." She saw two metal bookshelves resting on either side of the room with a wooden office desk in the center.
The books on the shelves were illustrated left and right, and the rows of shelves were crammed full of books, arranged quite neatly, so it could be said that they were full of all types of books.
Suno stood in the doorway, casually picked up a book on the shelf closest to himself, fixed his eyes, written black cover written on the Bible of Hypnotism.
Looking at the other books next to it, they were all similar books about hypnosis.
"What kind of strange books are these...... "Suno ignored these strange books, and then walked inside, and at a glance, he saw a purple cover book placed in the far corner, compared with the books next to it, it was very petite and delicate, in that size place appeared even more abrupt.
Suno took over a look, this is actually a diary, "Shen Han's diary? Or is it mine...?"
Flipping through the first page, the first line reads a paragraph, "I'm Su Nuo, if you see this diary when you wake up, be sure to go to your psychiatrist, I know you're already in a state of amnesia, remember! Never trust anyone!
"What does this mean!" Suno felt panic in her heart, "Why did I write those words? Why did you know you would lose your memory? Don't trust anyone... Does that mean Shen Han?"
What a hell.
As he read further back, he realized that all the pages in the back had been torn down, only to find a business card on the last page of the diary.
Black lines bordered the card, bringing a hint of mystery to Suno. It was a psychiatrist's business card, with contact information and address marked on it.
Suno planned to meet this doctor, she tucked the card into her shirt pocket, put the diary back and walked out of the study.
Standing in front of the living room window, suddenly her cell phone rang, Suno pulled out her cell phone and dialed the number, a "beep ......" sound came from the phone.
"Hello, hello, is this Ms. Suno?"
"Hello, this is Suno, may I ask who you are?"
"This is Dr. Yeh's private psychiatric clinic, your appointment is every Wednesday at 9am, please don't forget."
Dr. Yeh's Private Psychiatric Clinic? Looks like the diary was telling the truth.
Wednesday morning ...... is not tomorrow ......
Evening descended, Shen Han work is busy back, into the house to see Su Nuo, went up to embrace her, "today at home to do what? "
Su Nuo felt a little awkward, probably because she was still not used to his embrace, but still forced herself to hold back "Didn't do much, slipped around at home."
"Will it be boring"
"No, I enjoy the quiet."
Shen Han smiled slightly, "That's good."
After a simple dinner, the two are ready to rest, lying on the same bed, Su Nuo because of the diary tossing and turning, can not sleep, Shen Han fell asleep early, probably too tired to work.
The next morning, after Shen Han left, Suno took the diary, according to the address on the business card, to a "private psychological clinic".
A private clinic in a white building, located next to a high-rise building.
The clinic is not very big, Suno stood in the doorway and hesitated, and then made up his mind to go in, the design of the clinic is exquisite, and the equipment is quite advanced.
Su Nuo walked to the front desk, before she could say anything, the lady at the front desk said, "You are Ms. Su, Dr. Ye has been waiting for you for a long time, please follow me."
Su Nuo followed her footsteps to the inner corridor, stopped in front of a door, and then knocked on the door, the house came from a magnetic female voice "come in"
"click ......
"Hello, you must be Dr. Yeh."
"Yes ...... It seems you've lost your memory again, Suno."
Calling me by my first name? We turned out to be very familiar? ...... What do you mean you lost your memory again ......
Dr. Yeh saw that Suno looked puzzled and explained, "Since your husband died in a car accident, you have suffered from mental illness with short-term memory disorder, and I am your primary care physician."
What? Suno is incredulous, mental illness? Wait a minute! What does it mean when your husband dies in a car accident! How is this possible ...... sounds simply heavenly.
"Dr. Yeh, are you mistaken about something? Just a few hours ago I was with my husband Shen Han. Dying in a car accident? It's a joke."
"Shen Han? Is that your husband's name, I clearly remember that your lover's name is Chen Yi."
Suno wondered, "Who is Chen Yi again, I have not heard of this name." This Dr. Ye hit the beginning of some inexplicable words, she gradually began to suspect that the doctor in front of her, obviously the first time to meet, but everywhere to show that she understands the appearance of Su Nuo more and more look at Dr. Ye reveals a suspicious atmosphere.
Dr. Ye sensed Suno's suspicion of her and explained to her, "You should have seen a diary before you decided to come to me. That journal is what I suggested you write."
Suno froze. Dr. Yeh continued, "You suffer from short-term amnesia, the symptom of which is that you lose your memory every other month."
"So... Is there any treatment for this? I want my memory back."
Dr. Yeh affirmed, "There is."
"What do I need to do?"
"You need to cooperate with me, and you need to trust me completely for the treatment to work."
Suno frowned, what kind of request is that, are all psychiatrists mystics?
Dr. Ye explained, "Suno, your condition is caused by a major blow, in order to find this blow, we need to recover your memory, and hypnosis is the most suitable treatment for you, but in this process, you first need to trust me before I can successfully hypnotize you."
Suno understands that the most important thing for her right now is to recover her memory, and she has no choice but to cooperate with this doctor, "Okay, I understand."
Dr. Ye revealed a satisfied look, "Then let's start now."
3
The sun was shining brightly outside the window, but how could it not shine through?
Dr. Yeh led her to a dimly lit room with closed windows and heavy curtains keeping the sunlight out.
An eerie red light floods the walls of the room, and Suno probes the source to find where the red light is coming from.
So following his gaze, he saw a red crystal body sitting on his desk, a small shelf holding it up, with red flocculent objects spinning inside the crystal.
Dr. Yeh reassured Suno, "Don't be nervous, this is a hypnotic crystal, the red light it radiates has a certain hypnotic effect, and can better guide you into your deeper subconscious."
Suno was not made to relax because of Dr. Yeh's words, she only felt that this room was depressing and made her feel uncomfortable, she just wanted to end this treatment quickly.
She lay on the bed, staring up at the red light swirling around the ceiling, keeping herself awake as long as she could, but losing consciousness to Dr. Yeh's constant murmuring.
"Suno, you should be in your mind right now, go on, go find your memories!"
Suno closed her eyes tightly, at the moment consciousness was running around in the deeper layers of her mind like her legs. Suddenly, she heard something and stopped, listening carefully...
It was a woman's hoarse voice: "Suno! Accompany me to die!"
Suno was surprised, turned his head in the direction of the voice and saw a tearful girl sadly saying to herself, "Suno, I love you!"
The scene turns and she is seen again tied to a chair, and Shen Han walks in and saves her.
Then, in front of her eyes gradually brightened up, a pungent smell of disinfectant came to her, there is a door in front of her, Su Nuo fixed his mind, step by step, step forward, pushed open the door to see "she" is standing next to a man, looking sad, the man is lying in the hospital bed, staring at a pair of scarlet eyes: "It's her! It's Shen Ning! You must be careful of her!"
The pain of being tightly strangled by the rope, the girl's sad eyes, the cry that is about to be shouted, the man's unintelligible last words make Suno's headache splitting.
Sweating profusely, Suno struggled on the medical bed.
Dr. Yeh pulled back the thick curtains with a swish, and with a slap of his hand, Suno woke up with a gasp.
Dr. Ye thoughtfully brought a glass of cool water for Suno, "What did you see?"
The silky coolness made Suno calm down a bit and exhaled a mouthful of cloudy air, "I saw a girl confessing her love to me, and a man urging me to be careful of Shen Ning, who is my husband's sister..." Suno told Dr. Yeh one by one.
Dr. Ye lowered his head to do thinking, pondered for a long time, looked up and said, "Let's stop here today."
? 4
Su Nuo returned home and found that Shen Han had already made dinner waiting for her to enjoy it together. Looking at her gentle and elegant husband, she couldn't help but murmur to herself: is he really her husband?
Sitting at the table, Su Nuo suddenly spoke, "Can you tell me about your sister... Shen Ning's matter?"
Shen Han was slightly doubtful, but still said, "Of course."
"Shen Ning is two years younger than you, in fact, you know her, the three of us have been very good friends since high school."
Shen Han said while pouring a cup of water from the kettle to Su Nuo, she took it and sipped her water to continue listening to his story.
"My sister and I did not have an easy time growing up, I remember when I was a child, my father often drink and gamble, and when he lost money from gambling, he would domestically abuse my mother, and my mother got crazy because of it, and naturally the burden of the family was borne by the two of us, but the bottom of the family was also almost lost by my father, and my sister and I were out of place among our classmates of the same age, so we were bullied as well as a matter of course. "
Suno was shocked to hear this, "I'm sorry, but how did I become friends with you guys?"
Shen Han shook her head and said, "We were isolated from the class, but you were the only one who was willing to come up to us and talk to us, and after school, you often took Shen Ning to play, bringing her a lot of joy. I've never seen her smile so happily, I think that you are different in her heart."
"I'm sorry, I still haven't thought about it."
Shen Han smiled unconcernedly, "It's okay, it's not your fault, take your time."
Late at night, Su Nuo lay on her side on the bed, but the voice of that man and woman kept echoing in her mind. She suddenly wanted to go to that room again.
Glancing at her husband, who was already asleep next to her, she got up and got out of bed, quietly opened the door to the room and walked out.
Suno walked into the study, did not dare to turn on the lights, only through the phone's hand light and the moonlight to see around, she suddenly found the computer on the table flashing light: computer on?
Suno held the mouse and tried to click a few times, and the screen really lit up!
She quickly browsed the page, it is a similar academic article, the content is filled with "hypnosis", "hallucinogen" and other words.
Suno's eyes widened as she tried to scroll down the page, but suddenly she heard the sound of the bedroom door handle turning. She hurriedly shut down her computer and walked out in a panic.
Without lights, Shen Han's figure in the darkness appeared even more mysterious in Su Nuo's eyes, and Su Nuo became more and more skeptical about what the relationship between this man in front of her and her was.
"Nuo! What did you do?"
"I got up and went to the restroom, it's not like I'm going to disappear, what are you nervous about?"
He took Su Nuo into his arms and hugged him tightly, "I'm just afraid that something will happen to you again." Then hands down, as if nothing happened, "Let's go back to sleep."
? 5
Suno once again came to the clinic, Dr. Yeh did not work with his head down as usual, sitting quietly in his office chair, his face expressionless, but his eyes are staring at a photo, the sound of Suno walking in did not even notice.
The photo is Dr. Ye's arm holding a little boy, holding a little girl in his hand, facing forward and smiling happily.
Suno asked tentatively, "Who is this?"
Dr. Yeh snapped, turned his head to look at Suno, and answered again in a calm tone, "This is my daughter who has passed away, and has been for three years."
"I'm sorry."
Dr. Yeh resumed his usual serious demeanor and put on a business-like attitude and said, "Well, does anything come to mind?"
Suno said hesitantly, "Didn't think of anything, but found something new."
She told Dr. Yeh what she found on the computer last night. After hearing it, Dr. Yeh said calmly, "To be honest, I suspected this man named Shen Han before, and sure enough...!"
"I'm afraid the reason for your illness is this so-called hallucinogen, but you don't have to be afraid, your husband may not expect it, his hallucinogen has an antidote in me."
With that, Dr. Yeh walked over to a shelf and rummaged through a drawer, pulling out a green pill bottle.
With that, he said, "As soon as you are ready to regain your memory, then drink this potion."
Suno took the medicine bottle and returned home, laying flat on his bed, his heart constantly struggling with the slightest hint of nervousness and fear, he uncorked the bottle and fiercely poured it down.
A paroxysm of pain in his head, Suno could not stand the devouring pain and fainted.
In a coma, Su Nuo fell into subconsciousness, not allowed to move, the constant flash of images fleeting, time passed by the minute.
Shen Han work is over, back home, only to see the house dark, he opened the lights, at first glance to see Su Nuo quietly sitting on the sofa, motionless: "Su Nuo?"
She did not say anything, Shen Han poured a cup of water and gave it to Su Nuo, Su Nuo took it and suddenly said, "I remembered."
"What?" Shen Han was not sure what she was talking about.
"I said, I recovered my memory!" Su Nuo raised her voice.
At the end of Su Nuo's last voice, the atmosphere in the living room froze.
"It's you, isn't it, the murderer who made me lose my memories." Suno said calmly.
Shen Han did not say anything. She continued, "Why?" Su Nuo was puzzled: "I have been close friends with your Shen siblings for many years, as close as family, why? Why did Shen Ning drive over my husband? Why did you make me lose my memory?!"
Things have come to this, Shen Han frowned and had to speak, "I'm sorry, but I had to do it, I just don't want to lose you, the three of us have been together since high school, and you treat us like family, but what you don't know is that both Shen Ning and I hold a crush on you, you just never realized it."
Su Nuo couldn't believe her ears, she was shocked by Shen Han's explanation.
"Shen Ning is not quite right since she knew that your marriage partner is Chen Ping, it is me who did not look after her and let her go astray." Said Shen Han could not hide her sad expression and lowered her head, "She somehow couldn't control herself that day, suddenly rushed out of the house, I thought she just wanted to go out to take a break, who would have thought that she would drive and hit someone."
When she heard the words 'hit Chen Ping by car', she suddenly couldn't control her hard-suppressed emotions and choked: "Then what?"
Shen Han continued: "Shen Ning returned home, the whole person distracted, the mental state is always tense, I did not ask more questions, always think of some days on the right, and then it is you know the murderer through Chen Yi's last words is Shen Ning, of course, you can not be put to rest, so you came to find her, Shen Ning, however, can not afford to be interrogated by you, the morality of the killers, the fear of exposure of the heart of the weak, and then the murder of a man, and then the murder of a man. Torture, fear of exposure of the heart, fear of you with hateful eyes looking at her, that moment... Broke down, right, even thought of dying with you."
Suno's eyes have flooded with watery light, hot tears eyes have been gathered to flow down: "What about you? What did you use to make me lose my memory? The first thing you need to do is to get rid of it.
"Shen Ning tied you to the stool, I went in when the house was filled with the smell of gas, Shen Ning died on the spot, to save you out of the house, I got selfish, I want to keep you forever by my side, hallucinogens are the experiments that I researched, and its efficacy is also I did not think of, the only drawback is that it can only maintain a month, so I... Make it once every month."
"What! Impossible, how could I not realize it!" Su Nuo felt absurd, she is not stupid, what she drank is still unclear, she thought so, lowered her head and suddenly glanced at the water cup in her hand, her eyes widened and stared at Shen Han: "You! You actually mixed in the water!" Su Nuo finally understand why he always give himself a drink of water, maybe which cup is mixed with the medicine!
Su Nuo sniffled, forcefully closed her red and swollen eyes, and after a long moment of silence, opened her eyes and said to Shen Han: "I won't hold you responsible for anything, but that's the end of it, I don't want to see you again, and I'll move out from here tomorrow."
Shen Han had a pained look on his face, but there was nothing he could do.
? 6
At three o'clock in the morning, Shen Han was lying in the sofa with her unfocused eyes open, and then fished out her cell phone from her pocket and dialed a number.
"Meet with me tomorrow, I can fulfill your wish, but you have to help me with one thing."
Early the next morning, Shen Han went out early, came to a cafe, sat by the window, from time to time to seek outside the window, seems to wait for another person.
When she heard the sound of "dang dang dang", she turned her head and saw Dr. Yeh!
Dr. Ye, as always, refined and capable, sat down and said to Shen Han: "Let's get right to the point, what's the request?"
Shen Han 'heh' a smile, this woman is really terrible, planning everything, but also pretended to be nothing in general: "You destroyed my plan, if you did not write that diary, if you do not give the bottle of antidote, Suno is now my wife!"
Dr. Ye remained unmoved, looking faintly at Shen Han: "If not, how could you possibly agree to help me."
Shen Han suppressed his anger and said, "The production of hallucinogens is not that simple, and there is no way that I would spend precious materials in order to reunite you with your dead daughter."
Dr. Ye heard his daughter, his complexion gradually a little trance: "I just want to make up for my daughter, but you do not fulfill me, this is you forced me!"
"Hmph, this is what you asked for, you dote on your son, but you are harsh on your own daughter to the extreme, your daughter is also pitiful, molested by the men in the school, you, as a mother, do not interact with each other, but also punched and kicked, insulted their own daughter bitch, you forced her to die!"
"Stop it!" Dr. Yeh can no longer stand these words, excitedly shouted out, his face has long been pale, two hands cover his face, pain.
Shen Han, however, had no sympathy and continued, "If you want to reunite with your daughter, then do what I say."
? 7?
When Su Nuo woke up, she began to pack her bags, ready to move out of the house.
'Ring ring ring' Suno picks up the cell phone on the table; "Dr. Yeh? Can I help you?"
"I have something very important to say to you, come to my clinic."
Suno stopped what she was doing, dressed up a little and went to Dr. Yeh's clinic.
The sky was dark and cloudy, like it was going to rain, it's better to go back early today, and also find a listing as soon as possible to do so.
Suno white sneakers walked on the reflective floor noiselessly, stopped and raised his hand to knock on the door.
"Come in"
"Yes? Dr. Yeh."
Dr. Yeh said, "It's like this, I found out that your husband, Chen Ping, is not dead, he woke up in the hospital morgue for reasons that are not yet known."
Su Nuo suddenly frozen in place, a huge sense of joy in all corners of the body, but do not dare to really believe, just afraid of this glimmer of hope in the end hollow, so forced to pretend to be calm, said: "How do you know this matter?"
"My college friend is exactly that hospital's attending doctor, the other day coincidentally our classmates reunion, inadvertently he said to me, the hospital morgue resurrected a dead person, called Chen Yi, so I thought of you."
"So... Then I want to meet him immediately can I?" ? Dr. Yei shook his head.
"Why?" Suno asked eagerly.
"Now the city leaders are doing their best to block this news, after all, the impact is not good, the hospital is also under investigation, the results of their investigation found that Chen Yi is only the body awakened, the consciousness did not really wake up, want to fully wake up, just missing a drug lead, that is you."
Suno serious expression: "What medicine guide?"
Dr. Yeh pondered for a while: "Can't quite say, it's a very abstract concept, you've drunk the hallucinogen, it will form some crystals in your body, you just need to lie on the bed, I will take out some crystals from your body." Then squared his face again, "Trust me."
Suno stared for a long time, and finally opened his mouth to agree.
Dr. Yeh anesthetized Suno, and for a long time, Suno could not resist and fell asleep.
There is a bottle of hallucinogen and a silver chip on the operating table next to him, and Dr. Ye is holding a syringe in one hand, sucking up the hallucinogen, and then injecting it into the chip.
At this point, someone turned the doorknob and walked in, and Dr. Yeh turned his head back to the man and said, "So, everything's yours."
? 8
Suno was in a coma when she dimly heard someone calling out to her.
Xu Xu opened her eyes, blinding light so that she could not see the scene in front of her, blurred not far away from the place there is a person standing there.
"Is that ...... Chen Yi?" Only to see the person slowly walking towards himself, and his face gradually becoming clearer.
He took my hands, the corners of his mouth raised and said to Suno, "Suno, I'm back."
Su Nuo instantly widened his eyes, rubbed a bit from the bed sat up, openly as if waking up from a dream.
At this time, Shen Han pushed the door in from outside the house.
Su Nuo fiercely looked at Shen Han and shouted loudly, "Chen Yi!" Running out of bed and jumping into his arms, tightly embracing the slim waist, "You finally still... Came back ah."
Suno was so happy that he could no longer hold back the tears in his eyes, and they flowed down his cheeks, tears that were shed for a loved one.
Shen Han did not speak a word, to the end with tender eyes looking at Su Nuo, he lowered his head back to hug her: "Well, I'm back."
Once Miss Yeh asked Shen Han: "Is it worth it?"
Shen Han: "It's worth it."
"Why?"
Shen Han smiled slightly: "Because I love her, so much that I would like to dedicate my life to weaving a dream for her."
"Would you feel happy doing that?"
Shen Han did not say anything.
He thought: he is happy because he has a love that is uniquely his own.
"Well, Dr. Yeh, it's your turn, and your daughter is probably expecting you, so let me make up a dream for you."