This is a diary entry from Wuhan of my beloved, who belongs to the Xinjiang Autonomous Region's medical team in aid of Hubei,? I hope the epidemic will end soon and all the medical staff will go home safely!!!? "Spring has arrived, the hero can return"
Before leaving, shave your hair all around,? Protect it so that no hair leaks out
Go for it, and be sure to come home safely
The night will eventually pass? The bright sunshine will eventually light up the land? The fragrant cherry blossom rain will come as promised? We will take off the mask, no longer panic
3:00 a.m. under the night curtain of the silent streets of Wuhan
3:00 a.m. off the upstairs night shift, out of the hotel door, the oncoming wind, so that people can not help but shiver, walking in the wet streets, no pedestrians on the road, only the flashing lights of the traffic trucks in the night, waiting for us, the neon lights out of the window is still tireless to say belong to Wuhan's prosperous, lonely streets really feel the reality of Wuhan ...... We have been in Wuhan for 25 days, unlike the nervousness and fear we felt when we first entered the ward, we now commute to and from work every day, which has become natural and customary, and in a trance, it's as if this has always been the place where we work and live. The director and the head nurse according to the epidemic will be receiving admission, life care, condition observation, emergency treatment, psychological guidance, cleaning in the hospital area, final disinfection, discharge referral ...... these processes and responsibilities, staff arrangements, material management in the day-to-day clinical work in the actual work, and constantly improve and sound update.
Those who don't know may feel that our isolation ward is very scary, in fact, we all work under the strict implementation of standards and systems, all operations in accordance with the standards of disinfection and protection, here is not scary. Isolation ward is divided into clean area, buffer zone, contaminated area, consciously comply with the requirements of each zone, in the ward, medical staff wearing protective masks, goggles, wearing protective clothing, isolation clothing, the whole body layers wrapped tightly, adequate equipment for ourselves to build up the most stringent "armor". This body of "armor", I will be tightly wrapped inside, every time I want to desperately inhale the air, but do not dare to breathe heavily, otherwise the goggles will punish you more fog. Group members also always monitor each other to remind, and then suffocated can not touch the mask and goggles, itchy skin must endure, shoe covers, masks dirty off hurry to change out, in and out of the hospital room, the amplitude of movement to avoid too big, too fast, step up and careful not to be chairs, stools, door handles, etc. Scratch the protective clothing. Try not to squat, even if you have to squat, but also super slow to complete, or squatting the moment will be a second inflatable baby, these are likely to increase the risk of infection.
Wearing protective gear in the ward cleaning area
In the first few days, under the "armor", we look for things by feel and shape, the goggles are always fogging up, when checking the medical advice from the edges of the goggles to find all kinds of clear angle, wearing four layers of gloves to inject and draw blood, I feel that my hands are as stupid as a bear's paw. I feel that my hands are as clumsy as a bear's paw when I wear four layers of gloves to draw blood. The syringe package can not be opened, even the tip of the tape can not be touched, a hanging liquid will be hooked gloves on the infusion rack ......? After these twenty days, slowly have gotten used to all this, do any operation quietly tell yourself, do not rush, do not rush. Goggles fog in a variety of small tricks to deal with has not affected my operation, playing indwelling needle, blood draw, check blood gas speed from the beginning of the two, thirty minutes slowly speed up to ten minutes or so, and sometimes even faster; thank you for the whole protection of the sensory control teacher, in our replacement of protective equipment, staring at us closely at every action, like a mother as again and again and again, never tired of nagging us, so that we can change the protective equipment, the eyes tightly staring at us every action, like a mother, so that we can change the protective equipment, the eyes tightly staring at us, like a mother as well. We are very thankful to the sensory control teacher for the whole protection process. I also thank the team leader for his patient advice every day, prompting us to supervise each other and keep the precautions in mind at all times.
The sensory control teacher carefully checked us before we entered the isolation area
At the beginning, every time I disinfected and handled patients' excreta, the pungent smell of urine and feces mixed with highly concentrated disinfectant could make me nauseous for a day, and I couldn't even eat, but now I'm very comfortable with it, and I've been doing the triple work of nurses, caregivers, and hygienists, and every time I breathed in, I really needed to breathe so carefully and hard, not to mention the fact that I'm so proud of myself. So serious and hard, not to mention the daily physical consumption of work, that fast can not inhale the sense of fear more, feel the lack of oxygen in the brain more on the head, head and neck wet, sweat mixed with the mist of the eye mask down the cheeks and then dipped into the mouth, wow ...... salty ...... Nose and cheeks also a little hidden pain, but think of the patients to provide a comfortable clinic environment, can help them in this little details of life, this is not the best return? A few hours without stopping, the first few days of their own standard with every shift diapers, afraid of urine suffocation, run out of waste of protective clothing, but slowly found that wearing diapers is a bit too wasteful, because drinking water are "evaporated" in the close surgical coat ...... have gained is that It seems to have slowly figured out the "antidote" for breathlessness, which is to speak as little as possible, breathe evenly, stay put and make a few adjustments, and then you will feel full of blood!
Goggles after two hours in the ward
Nursing work is originally trivial and complicated, here are countless problems need to be solved, the bed is dirty, stool, even turned with a hug, change the sheets; wake up, urge to take medication, open the window to inform the ventilation necessary; the ground is dirty, the table is too messy, cleaning and disinfecting that must be a dragon! "Fixed package"; hungry, cold food, issued three meals, meals on demand also have to have a microwave heating; thermos is empty, the cup is cold, pot boil water, rest assured that each must maintain unlimited refills; garbage is full, overflowing paper baskets, recycling garbage, tightly bagged don't forget to double bagging, all the collection must be placed in the designated location! These trivial matters related to eating, drinking, and pulling will occupy most of the time, do not understand the people may ask: why? Why? Because this is an isolation ward, in and out of here are only two kinds of people: medical and nursing and patients, the beginning of the ward we see many patients on the reality of the diagnosis of a great deal of pressure, mood or low irritability or confusion and anxiety, we have to be like coaxing a child to encourage them to eat more than a mouthful of food, more than a mouthful of milk, patiently soothe them, and then they will be able to take a look at the patient's face. milk, patiently soothe them, and communicate with the doctors in a timely manner to give feedback on various information of the patients.? But then, the ward established a patient medical group to break this bottleneck, there are questions can be the first time directly in the WeChat group to ask, the medical staff will also be given in a timely manner to solve the problems and answer the questions, timely, individualized, interactive, professional, authenticity of the group exchange and communication, greatly eliminated the patient's confusion, relieve the tension, set up a victory over the disease confidence, but also to win the patient's trust and cooperation.
4 hours, ? The patients in the ward also gradually became more cheerful and optimistic, and you can often hear the cheerful laughter in the ward and the singing and dancing of the aunts. We are pleased that most of the seriously ill patients in the ward are much better than when we first came here, some nucleic acid tests have turned from positive to negative several times in a row, and several patients have been discharged from the hospital, and everything is slowly getting better. What really moves us and gives us courage is also precisely these patients, one heart-warming moment after another, and this is what motivates me to try to move forward. When you hand over a cup of hot water, send a simple meal or a soft inquiry, soothing, hear the most or "thank you", there are patients will chat: "girl, you girls in Xinjiang are all so bold sa?" "Nurse, do you think my Xinjiang dance moves are standard?" "Nurse, the weather in Wuhan is very cold, wear thicker" "Nurse, when Auntie is discharged from the hospital, come to Auntie's home to make you authentic hot dry noodles, bean skin for you to eat" The warm Wuhan people are really like the legend, familiar with themselves, and a few times I was in charge of picking the pharyngeal swab, because it has been many times to review the patient's condition. Because it has been many times of review, after explaining the purpose, the patients will put their mouths in a good position, the mask is well organized to wear, there are many times, the prozema patients have repeatedly urged me, "Nurse, you don't face me, don't worry, I will hold back not to sneeze, prozema after hurrying to go out, I'm afraid that I sprayed on your mask," at that moment the heart is all touched.
Nurse will change, this moment into a door god
8 bed grandfather, 82 years old, Alzheimer's disease, because my original department is the geriatrics, similar to the patient care over a lot of people, so he is also my most concerned about the people in the hospital district, not much to talk about, feeding, feeding the medicine from the beginning of the tantrums and refused to, to the present smiling with the taste of the bitter medicine from the beginning of the taste to taste a little bit, to slowly just drink, but also the taste of the bitter taste of the Chinese medicine from the beginning to taste a little bit, to the taste of the Chinese medicine from the beginning to taste a little bit. The bitter taste of Chinese medicine from the beginning to taste a mouthful not to drink, to slowly drink only a small cup, and now a large bag of frowning can also insist on drinking, yesterday morning night shift, feed him dinner to eat the medicine, he smiled and pulled my hand and said, "Eat, you also eat some!" Through the goggles looked at the face blurred by the fog, the heart of the sadness of a moment on the upturn, hot tears, I do not know who he recognized me as home again? But I know that love is born from the heart, uncle and aunt, thank you! Grandpa, thank you, this part of the moving worth remembering and thank you, let me feel here even if the hard work, pay more, have you brought me the warmth, all worth it! Because we take care of guarding not only each of you, but also behind you thousands of families, but also guarding the city that passes on hope and strength, once I think of these, the physical discomfort seems to have disappeared, and I just want to do more for them. These moments inspire us to strive to do better, so that our isolation is not separated from love, we are a family.
Daughter's doodle makes her mother more confident
When I left work, it was already early in the morning, and after layers of disinfection, I finally took off the protective suit, the goggles were removed, the light in front of my eyes resurfaced, and the mask was taken off, and I was able to breathe instantly and smoothly, haha ...... The most precious thing is what was once not cared for by us. Looking in the mirror by the goggles "disfigurement" of the face, wrinkled hands, the air filled with the smell of disinfectant, step by step after cleaning and disinfection, the group partners quickly rotate bath to change clothes to run downstairs.
Off duty Xinjiang blue and Shandong blue medical staff to take the car back to the hotel
In front of the hotel, ready disinfectant sprayer, turn, rotate, lift the foot ...... fine droplets fell on the body can really be like a perfume rain na ...... It was only then that the whole body felt tired, fingertips touch to cold. Pi then, back to the room a bowl of warm hot dry noodles down, warm and healing. Looking at the cabinet on the mountain of supplies, this is time and time again by the "food" results, logistics teachers time and time again delivered at the door of the surprise package is also always like to tell us: Hey girl, there are always people in the silent love you it! Warm heart and scratch the stomach of the logistics teachers, silent hospital team, cell phone screen to reply to the friends and family message information, the video of my daughter's interesting childish graffiti, thoughts overflowing with childish words ...... touched the softest place in the heart, which is so that I have no choice but to armor, but also my strongest and proud of the backing.
Husband's brush "I"
Just now in WeChat saw the official microblogging Wuhan University published? # Early cherry blossoms #? The video, all the people carried out a "cloud" flowers, without the usual hustle and bustle, but the cherry blossoms are still low-profile competing in the bloom, elegant, uncontested standing in the branches, the group partners said, have not seen the cherry blossoms, and I do not know if I can feel the cherry blossom rain? It should be soon, you see that the rain a little bit moistened the buds and flowers, uncovered the branches of the frost and the old bark, fine grinding bright gray cold sky, the wind has been warmed up, the sun has begun to return to the north, the footsteps of spring quietly! Guys, let's wait patiently a little longer! When the epidemic recedes, we go to see the endless cherry blossoms, to eat the delicious hot dry noodles and spicy Zhou Hei Duck, okay?
We will not be the same as we were when we traveled against this storm. I wish that you, who are far away, are safe and sound, happy and free, and have an open heart.