It can be said that Lin Daiyu died of anger. Live and die of anger. She struggled to stretch out her hand to tear the old handkerchief with poetry manuscripts, Zijuan already knew that she hated Baoyu, but did not dare to point out, only said: "Why is the girl angry again! Daiyu dying straight shouted "Baoyu, Baoyu, hello ......" is also with resentment. She hated Baoyu so cruel. She felt that Baoyu finally lied to herself and abandoned her. She died with resentment. At this point, used the trick of stealing the beam to let the treasure hairpin and Daiyu "swap" Wang Xifeng, know best. After the death of Daiyu, Jia mother and Aunt Xue talk about Lin Daiyu: "I see that Bao Ya-tou is not a person who is too much heart, not more than my granddaughter's temper, so he shall not be long-lived." said the two are in tears, Feng Xifeng. Said the two are in tears, phoenix sister broke in to tell jokes, make them happier. Jia mother was really amused: "I'm here with the aunts think of your sister Lin, you come to sulk a smile is just, how to shame up skin to! You do not ask us to think of your sister Lin, you do not have to be too happy, your sister Lin hates you, in the future do not go to the garden alone, beware of him pulling you not to comply!" Sister Feng laughed: "He does not blame me. He died gnashing his teeth but hated Baoyu it!" Jia mother, Aunt Xue listening, still think it is a joke, also do not care.
Lin Daiyu really only hated Jia Baoyu when she died. Grief Daiyu, why not hate Wang Xifeng, not hate rival Xue Baochai, not hate other people, but only hate Jia Baoyu it? Phoenix's organs are designed too deep, too clever, to set aside their own and bystanders, all the responsibility falls on the innocent Baoyu, even the smartest Lin Daiyu believe, are confused, really think it is the Jia Baoyu himself ruthless and unsympathetic. She didn't realize that there were other directors behind the scenes, manipulating her tragedy, other people's comedy. She didn't realize that Jia Baoyu was just as much a victim and deceived as she was. She misunderstood Baoyu, and this misunderstanding in turn caused incomprehensible resentment. Daiyu, Daiyu, you think too badly of Baoyu and too well of others. Or her only homosexual confidant, Zi Juan girl to see through: "How can these people be so cruel and cold!" And think of Daiyu in the past few days there is not even a person to ask, the more I think the more sad. Later, when the Jia government to transfer the purple azalea to go to the Bao Yu Baochai wedding call. The purple azalea is serving the dying Daiyu heart fire: "You first please leave. Waiting for people to die, we are naturally out, where with so ......" said here but not good to say, because again changed his words: "Moreover, we are here to guard the patient, the body is not clean, Miss Lin still gas it, from time to time to call me. " Going to be ordered to participate in the wedding of Baoyu, or stay to prepare for Daiyu's afterlife? The maid Zijuan firmly chose the latter. She sympathized with Daiyu's aggression, but not accustomed to the ruthlessness of the Jiafu: people have not yet left the tea is cold. Unfortunately, unfortunately, Daiyu only see the riddle of Phoenix's move, did not see through the real riddle, she hated the wrong person. She was wrong to blame Baoyu.
But on the other hand, Daiyu does not hate anyone in the Grand View Garden, but only hates Jia Baoyu alone, which makes sense. She loves Baoyu before she hates him. There is no love where there is hate? The reason why she could not hate other people, but also because she had lived in the Jia House for so long, never loved other people, because of the cold and warmth: these people, never really love her, understand her. She didn't have high illusions about these people, and what they did wasn't enough to surprise and disappoint her. But she had expectations of Jia Baoyu. She had bet all her expectations of all that was good in life on Baoyu alone. Jia Baoyu had also made her believe that the relationship between the two could not be broken up by anyone. Now that it's broken up, who else can she blame if not Bao Yu? Daiyu not only blames Baoyu for not keeping her trust, she also blames Baoyu for cheating away her trust. In addition to Jia Baoyu, Lin Daiyu to a foreign land has not really not guardedly trust anyone. Her closed heart, only to Jia Baoyu open. Only the person who let her heart open can give her a fatal blow. She was half hating Baoyu and half hating herself. Hating Baoyu is the same as hating herself. Lin Daiyu didn't hate the world, didn't hate anyone, she died with hatred for Baoyu and herself. Resentment for Baoyu, remorse for herself, so that she used up the last bit of strength in her life. She forgave everyone for their heartlessness, but could not forgive Baoyu or herself. She not only resented Baoyu's thinness of heart, but also regretted her own sentimentality - originally thought that the heart of a daughter closed like a cold moon and cold pond, or too heavy feelings. Love should not love people. Cold pond ferry crane shadow, cold moon, but also can only bury poetry soul. Daiyu ruthless, with the last hate personally buried the initial love.
Why does Lin Daiyu hate Jia Baoyu? Because she loves Jia Baoyu. Why does Lin Daiyu love Jia Baoyu? Because Jia Baoyu love her. Let her feel the love she has never felt. Lin Daiyu is a child who lacks love. She is also a child who is away from love on the surface, but needs it most in her bones. She never seems to ask for, ask for other people's love, but once who gave her a little more love, she will be touched and put more love or even all the love back to whoever. Lin Daiyu, put her own unused love, all bet on Jia Baoyu alone. If Jia Baoyu can't be relied on, her love can't be relied on, and her fate can't be relied on. Spiritual pillar collapsed, this foster, weak little girl naturally nowhere reliable, can only follow the collapse. Feelings tell her, the fact is also telling her: they have become the Grand View Garden "superfluous people". Why didn't she feel superfluous before? That is because Jia Baoyu still needs her. In this world, even if there is only one person who needs her, it is enough. She realized the necessity of living because of the need of others. However, while she still needed Jia Baoyu, Jia Baoyu didn't need her anymore. If Jia Baoyu didn't need her, then no one else needed her. What's the point of living? It's like the love poem inscribed on the handkerchief. If the people who read it don't treasure it. What's the point of writing it. What's the point of keeping it? Daiyu buried the flowers, she is burying herself, she has already buried half of herself. When Daiyu burned the manuscript, she was burning herself, burning the remaining half of herself. Burning, burned, burned out, burned out. Infatuation, should be broken. Dust, should be broken. Daiyu is good to Baoyu, because Baoyu is good to himself. Daiyu hates Baoyu, because she feels that Baoyu is not good to herself. Feel that Baoyu betrayed themselves, betrayed their own good, betrayed the two people before good. According to her kind of temper, can not stand.
Suffered internal injuries, suffered serious injuries, she was stupid, she was sick, she hated, she died. Why is Daiyu good to Zijuan? It is also because Zijuan is genuinely good to her. This kind of good likewise need not words and expression, rely on telepathy. Daiyu in addition to Baoyu good, to the personal maid Zijuan is also good. Before she died, she clutched Zijuan's hand with one hand and said with all her strength, "I am useless. You serve me for several years, I had hoped that we two always in one place, do not want me ......" she clutched the hand of Zijuan refused to let go. She was not wrong about Zijuan, not wrong about Zijuan's good. She entrusted her last wish to Zijuan: "Sister! I have no relatives here. My body is clean, you can at least ask them to send me back!" Daiyu was on the cold side, on the autistic side, and was distant from all up and down the Jia House, deliberately keeping a mutually safe distance. The only ones who could truly be regarded as family by her were Baoyu and Zijuan. She is going to die, Baoyu is getting married and organizing a wedding, Daiyu has to put all her trust in Zijuan, who faithfully stays by her side. In addition to her, Daiyu has decided that she has no relatives in the Grand View Garden. How sad! Fortunately, the purple azalea is Daiyu can feel the warmth of humanity at the time of her death. Otherwise, she really want to be emotionally like Li danwei said, "fine to light to go", without taking a cloud. Of course, Li danwei refers to her possible "naked death": "Miss Lin's coverlet is not taken out to him to change, but also wait for how early and late it! Is he a girl family, you still ask him to naked, fine to bare to go!" Daiyu came empty-handed, not expecting to have the love of Baoyu. Daiyu didn't seem to stay long and left again. Daiyu left, did not take Baoyu's love away. When she came, she was herself, and when she left, she was still the same. No, she took away the infinite sorrow.