Life is always unhappy. Wei's regret is that when she just graduated, she found that her kidney was different. Over the years, attention has been neglected, and the comfortable life has also brought chaos. Some reasons, such as eating and drinking, staying up late, etc., have accelerated the deterioration of the kidney. In five or six years, I will slip into dialysis. The more anxious you are, the more difficult it is to control yourself, the more insomnia and overeating you are, and your mentality is very unstable.
Whether it is a provincial capital city or a folk prescription, Wei has no hesitation to treat it. What if a miracle happens? Miraculous miracle did not appear, Wei was fighting the kidney for the last time. By chance, Wei's company was going to move, and Wei, who successfully got the compensation, took this opportunity to rest at home, be rich, leisure and chic.
After lying flat at home for a year, Wei inevitably embarked on the road of dialysis. In fact, I was scared beforehand, but I was not so flustered when I really came. Who creates perfection? I also met a lot of comfort and information exchange in the same boat, which greatly eased my previous anxiety.
After half a year of dialysis, Wei is waiting in line for a kidney transplant. Less than four months later, it was her turn to receive a kidney transplant. This is also the advantage of being young, giving priority to the lives of young people. Whether during kidney transplantation or illness, Wei seems to have had a dream. After waking up, everything is happy, and she will return to the rivers and lakes like a hero, and the world is waiting for her to squander. There is no doubt that all this must come from her parents, especially her mother Zhang Huaqing. For the sake of this daughter, she took care of Wei's diet and daily life before and after running, reminded her to take medicine and sleep on time, took her for a walk, be caring and attentive, and guided Wei's mood with her simple words. As long as she faces Wei, she is a smiling face, as if she didn't.
Wei's father, Li Shunliang, shoulders the economic responsibility of this family. He is over 50 years old and still has the strength to work hard in the factory. This 200,000-300,000-yuan kidney transplant cost almost drained the family's savings once again, but as long as Wei is healthy, as a parent, even if he sells iron, he is willing. The most sincere affection, the most simple pay, will not stop until it is completed.
Parents' love is like the legendary "sleep in the wind". It can only keep flying and flying. When it is tired of flying, it sleeps in the wind. This bird can only land once in its life, when it dies!
Wei, who is over 30 years old, has experienced the test of life and death and pain, but with the recovery of the wound, she still doesn't have much personal feelings. She has been taken good care of by her family and recovered quickly with her youthful function. The transplanted kidney is also in perfect harmony with her body.
Now, Wei's only hope is to return to work as soon as possible. Although there is no financial pressure for the time being, it is not the original organ after all. How many years will it last? No one can say for sure. This time, it was a near miss. Fortunately, my parents are my strongest backing. What about ten or twenty years later? Who can you rely on? So making money has become Wei's goal. But in mother's eyes, we must have a good rest. The old couple are badly in need and have the ability to feed this precious daughter!
Waiting is anxiety, and recovery is gratification. Seeing Wei growing stronger day by day, the family was finally happy. Under Wei's hard work, she can also go to find a job, but she still has to take care of her for a while.
"Vivian, your mother and I have no skill, and we don't want you to be rich or expensive. We just want you to be healthy and safe. You know, take care of yourself. My parents are too old to stand the blow. " Li Shunliang took a sip of his wine and said that a big stone had finally landed.
"Dad, I know. Don't worry. I will take care of myself. Mom went with me. You should take care of yourself at home. "
"I am in good health and can be busy for a few years!"
Wei occasionally worries about her father's health. He is the pillar of this family and has worked in this fairly good factory for many years. Now the salary is ok. Fortunately, the township factory has not retired, so I have been working hard and left immediately. When people get older, there will be more problems, such as blood pressure, blood lipid, blood sugar and old stomach problems. Looking at the red numbers rising every year on the physical examination list, I am still a little flustered. Concerned about each other, this family is too fragile and can no longer experience ups and downs. However, how can God's invisible arrangement realize people's wishes?
Wei's hometown is not far from the city, and it's more than an hour's drive, so it's very convenient to travel. Mother and daughter packed their bags and went to Wei's home in the city. Responsible for laundry and cooking, urging Wei to go to bed early and get up early. The rest of the time, mother and daughter are lying on the sofa watching mobile phones. Finding a job is not that easy. Wei has been out of the workplace for three or four years. The reason for this vacancy is hard to say. Is she in poor health?
The company recruits people just to work hard. How can it consider people who are in poor health? Even if it has been restored, it has scruples; Moreover, Wei is not young, unmarried and not pregnant, which is also the point measured by enterprises. But jobs will always be found. Just need more time. There is little economic pressure at present. Wei still has confidence in finding a job.
Nearly five months later, Wei found a job he was satisfied with, successfully passed the medical examination he had been worried about, and will officially take up his post next Monday. My old mother was heartbroken, too, and talked about it all weekend.
"Remember to drink plenty of water at work, and don't hold your urine. Oh, and eating canteen food is better than eating boiled water. If you want to eat lightly, I will say that it is better to bring your own food, clean and healthy. "
"Oh, I see. I'll go to work first to see the situation. When I first arrived at the company, it would be different and I could not integrate. "
"Also, be sure to get on well with colleagues and leaders, be sweet and diligent, but don't be too tired."
"Well, I see!"
"It's a little cold next Monday. Remember to put on more clothes and leave after breakfast at home! " After a while, he said, "can you come back for dinner at noon?" Anyway, it's only twenty or thirty minutes by bike. Ask your colleagues. Also, don't forget to take your medicine. "
"Ah ~ ~ ~"
"Don't listen to me. These are all for your health. I would rather not attend this class than ruin my health. "
In fact, Wei really wants to tell her mother, don't worry, she has recovered well and all the tests in the hospital have become normal. How tired is it to work in the office? But looking at the anxiety in my mother's eyes, this is the person who really cares about himself in the world.
"Don't worry, I'm fine. I want to make money. You and my dad just wait and enjoy it. The good days of our family are coming. "
"You, take care of yourself, your parents are relieved. It is best to find someone to marry quickly, so that your father and I will be happy and enjoy this happiness! "
"Oh, who can accept my body? Don't think about it yet! "
"Who said, change the kidney and normal people. Our daughter is so beautiful, sensible and smart that she will meet someone. Don't lose heart! "
"I am so good in my mother's eyes? I thought you wouldn't like me. I didn't give a penny to my family, and I also hollowed out the pension money for you and dad. "
"Silly girl, crops are somebody else's good, and children are their own good. Seeing that you are in poor health, the pain is in our hearts. I heard that I need a kidney transplant. Your father and I really cried at home. On the day you changed your kidney, you specially invited your aunt to burn incense in the temple! "
Wei didn't dare to say anything more. She was afraid that the mother and daughter would cry bitterly. How much unknown bitterness and touch!
"Don't worry, I will take good care of myself, work hard and listen to my parents from now on."
On Monday, Wei woke up early and waited for the alarm clock to ring. Occasionally there will be a clash of pots and pans in the kitchen. Mom must be busy preparing a big breakfast. She got up with a long-lost sense of happiness. I washed my face, drew my eyebrows and looked at myself in the mirror. Wei smiled brightly and turned to hug his mother happily.
"Mom, thank you!"
"Hurry up and have breakfast. You can't be late for your first day at work. My daughter is the best. " Spoiled and touched Wei's head.
Wei was very nervous when she sat in her seat again. She has been away for a long time and is a little rusty. But people are adaptive animals. Wei believes in his ability and cherishes such an opportunity. She listens to other people's suggestions with an open mind and earnest. Fortunately, most people are friendly. The working atmosphere is also what Wei likes. She is relaxed and organized.
"Wei Wei, don't forget to drink water and take medicine!"
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"How about lunch? Is the new colleague and new leader okay with you? "
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"Wei Wei, what do you want to eat tonight?"
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"You are busy, you are busy, and you are not in a hurry to return to me."
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"EU, what do you want to eat in the evening? Mom, go buy it, don't reply, it's too late to buy it! "
"Whatever, I'll eat whatever you do. Don't send me a voice, it's not convenient to listen!"
After a long time, two Chinese characters were sent, "Good!"
As a newcomer, Wei is not too busy to reply to the message. She is just a little annoyed with her mother and too lazy to reply. After all, these long-winded words have been nagging too many times these days. Maybe after a while, when she gets used to the new environment, mom can go back to her hometown. It is best for the old couple to live together, satisfy the happiness of their old companions and give themselves a freedom.
"Oh, come back, eat quickly, I made your favorite braised fish and tomato and egg soup."
"Are you tired today?" Mother asked loudly while she was busy.
"Nothing, just go, there is nothing wrong."
"Is the food delicious? Are colleagues good to you? "
"Oh, mom, I'm not a child anymore. What's so good about these? That's it. After a long time, it will be almost the same. At least I've been in class for so many years. Don't worry! "
"Don't think I nag, you this is not just recovered? Unconsciously worried about you, worried that you are bullied and can't eat well. "
"Oh, I'm in my thirties. I'm an adult. No one bullied me. I'm healthy now. Don't make a fuss about it. What are you doing at home today? "
"I will clean up the house, buy food, and then watch my mobile phone."
"Mom, why don't you go out for a square dance? Otherwise, I will go to work, and you will be bored alone. "
"I'm not going. I won't be laughed at. I'm not bored. I'll go back to live for a few days later and see your father. "
"When I get used to my new job, you can go home and wait on my dad, so that my dad won't blame me for breaking up the reunion of your loving couple in the province."
"Dead girl, eating and eating, in good health, in a good mood, now making money by herself and taking off happily."
"Be sure!" Mother and daughter laugh together.
The happy laughter didn't last long, and the sudden accident disrupted all this.
On Thursday morning, Wei was awakened by the alarm clock. She is lazy and doesn't want to get up. She pricked up her ears and didn't hear any noise outside. "Mom also overslept? But she doesn't like to sleep late! " Wei got up quickly, got dressed and pushed open his mother's door.
At the moment when the door was opened, Wei froze and saw his mother lying on the ground without any response. A big pool of saliva dripped on the ground. Wei touched his mother's hand with trembling hands. She can hardly feel her temperature and pulse. Tears have blurred her eyes for a long time, and she doesn't even dare to cry loudly for fear of disturbing something.
I don't know how long it took, maybe five seconds, maybe ten minutes, before Wei dialed 120 and called her father.
"Hey, Dad …" I was in tears.
"Vivian, what's the matter? Why are you crying? "
"My mother ... my mother, she ..."
"What's the matter with your mother? Say it well, don't scare me, what's wrong with your mother? "
I only heard crying, and Li Shunliang wanted to get down from the telephone line. He asked anxiously for a long time before putting it together. Zhang Huaqing fell into a coma, and Li Shunliang immediately understood that it was a stroke.
"I'll be right with you, I'll be right with you. Did you call the hospital? Which hospital? Which hospital? "
"The ambulance ... hasn't come yet."
In a hurry, my heart sank to the bottom. "God, what could be worse?" ? My mother is my most precious person. How can I live without her? "Wei has forgotten to ask for leave, tears stream down sitting on a bench outside the emergency room, even wondering how she came. It's a dream, and she will wake up soon, and she can hear her mother calling her for breakfast. She has to go to work, oh, to work!
"Wei Wei, how is your mother?" Father with menstruation, aunt, aunt appeared in front of Wei.
"Still inside." I couldn't help crying after that. Aunt hugged her in despair and took her away from this slightly quiet place. It took a long time to comfort her and suppress her crying.
"Vivian, you are strong now. What can your father do if you fall down again? Your mother will be fine. Take good care of yourself when she needs us now! "
"Aunt, what should I do? I can't lose my mother, I can't lose my mother, I want my mother, I want my mother ... "
"No, you won't lose your mother. I believe aunt, let's go to see the operation. "
The two men came to the emergency room door again in tears, and it didn't take long for the door to be opened.
"Doctor, how is my wife?" Li Shunliang rushed over and staggered to catch the doctor.
"Not optimistic, this is a typical stroke, and we estimate that the accident happened at three or four o'clock in the morning and missed the best golden treatment time. The congestion in the brain has been cleaned up, but it will not improve much for the time being. We suggest taking it back to deal with it. If you grasp it well, there will still be miracles. This is really hard to say in medicine. From the hospital, we have done our best, and we can only look at the wishes and decisions of our families in the future. "
"How do you say this? The hospital has done its best and can only look at the wishes and decisions of family members. What does this mean? "
"Now there is nothing we can do. The patient hasn't completely lost consciousness, but she can't take care of herself. If it is unfair, how long she can live depends entirely on her family. If she takes good care and talks more, she may be able to meet people. If you don't take care of yourself, you may leave at any time. Stay in the hospital for a few days, observe and you can go home! "
This is almost a bolt from the blue. What is the answer? So you collapsed in bed like a vegetable? The rest of my life? Zhang Huaqing was surrounded by her closest relatives, and she was indifferent to these calls.
Zhang Huaqing has been sent to the ward, lying quietly in the hospital bed, as if asleep, and her mouth is not so crooked. Wei imagined that after a full sleep, her mother would open her eyes, look at herself and smile, and reach out and hug herself. "Silly child, how can I leave you?" Thinking about thinking, tears poured down again.
"Mom, mom, wake up, wake up, I'm Vivian, look at me, you can't just leave me and dad!" ouch ...
"Weiwei, it's okay. Let mom have a rest. You're tired. Go out and sit down." Wei was dragged out by her aunt and sister-in-law and caught a glimpse of her father's red and swollen eyes. In just one day, Kung Fu seems to be ten years older. The man was spurred by life, cured his daughter and ushered in his wife's misfortune. Are you kidding?
The hospital is not allowed to leave people to accompany them, so several people can only go back to Wei's house to care for her wordless silence.
"Why didn't you hear that loud noise?" Li Shunliang suppressed for a long time, and finally spat this question to Wei softly.
Tears before you speak.
"Good, this time with this problem is meaningless. Wei, dad is also too sad and nonsense. This family needs the joint efforts of both of you. The doctor also said that as long as you take good care of it, there will be miracles. Our brothers and sisters will also lend a helping hand. Don't lose heart. It is normal for people of this age to get sick. "
"Why is my mother? Why my mother? I'm sick again, and so is my mother. God, do you want us to live? What did we do wrong? I'm not reconciled, I'm not reconciled! It's my fault, my fault. I didn't hear my mother fall. I'm worse than a pig and a dog. I have no humanity. I have no mother-daughter consciousness at all. " meow ...
"Vivian, dad doesn't blame you, but it's a pity that this happened. I am really tired. I'd rather it was me lying in bed! "
"Brother, don't say that. You are the pillar. My sister-in-law will be fine. Let's work together and never lose heart. "
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Don't lose heart, but it's really hard. How sad it is that the beloved can no longer respond to his call and hug. The furthest distance in the world is not between life and death, but when I stand in front of you, you don't respond. Isn't this the farthest distance between Wei and her mother?
Wei had to resign. A week later, she returned to her hometown with her mother and family, expecting the miracle in the doctor's mouth. Wei wants to see her mother's smile again, hear her nagging, taste her cooking and realize her expectation of getting married and having children. Wei wants her mother to witness her happiness, but the beauty has just begun. Why did she fall into the abyss? What's your future? Without my mother, the so-called future and happiness are far away from Wei. Sadness has overflowed my heart, and I can't hear the sound outside.
"Mom, did you hear me? She came to see you today, but when I saw her walking arm in arm with her aunt, shouting' Mom', I was very sad and wanted to cry. I want to hold you, I want to call mom. Can you respond to me? Today, my uncle sent many fish. I want to drink your fish soup. No matter how hard my father and I try, we can't make the flavor you want. Dad, he's getting more and more silent. There is hardly anything to say except work. I know he misses you very much. He regrets that he didn't visit you for a long time when you were healthy and didn't care about your physical condition. We all miss you very much, do you hear? Can you hear me? Mom, you respond to me, I am Wei Wei, I am Wei Wei! "
Li Shunliang continued to work with half his white hair, and Wei was responsible for taking care of his mother and housework. In fact, it is not easy to take care of people who are paralyzed in bed. Eat and drink Lazar, turn over, wipe, etc. , but also call over and over again, physically and mentally exhausted, may be the grace of giving back. Everyone has a broken string. Once it is relied on, it instantly becomes strong and full of strength. Although Wei has received a kidney transplant, she is full of spiritual strength, so her body is no different.
In a few days, Wei intends to go out to work to make money, and his father should resign, so he can only take care of his mother hard. I was busy all my life, but I didn't have a happy life in my later years. If I hadn't been sick, wouldn't there have been an interpretation of this tragedy? Deep remorse devours Wei, perhaps at a certain moment, perhaps only humiliation. It's time for Wei to support this family. Growing up overnight, the price of growth, the price of love, will always understand the truth and significance of half a life at a certain moment.
Wei wanted to say to Li Shunliang many times: "Dad, I love you. Just take care of your mother and leave the rest to me! " This man is the person he can rely on most, but because of some bad feelings about his mother's accident, there is a gap between father and daughter, which seems deserted and strange.
"Dad, come back and take care of your mother. You should retire. Although it is not easy to take care of my mother, it is not necessary to be so tired. You and your mother both have pensions, and your mother also has disability benefits. I should make money! "
"Your body has just recovered, and it is difficult to take care of your mother during this time. I am willing to take care of your mother. As long as you are all good, I am willing! "
"Dad, you should take care of yourself. You just care too much about me. You always care and worry about my health and ignore your own. Actually, I'm healthy now. Don't worry! "
"I hope you are in good health. Dad can't stand the blow. I am getting old. I only hope that you are healthy and your mother can get better! "
"Dad ..."
"Vivian, dad may have said some angry words before. Don't care, don't take it seriously. Let's live a good life. I believe your mother will feel it. "
"Dad, I love you. I love you and mom very much."
Wei, who grew up overnight, swallowed a bitter water. Farewell to mother is for a better meeting. She believes in miracles, waits for miracles, and firmly believes that as long as everyone is alive, there is hope. She will wait for her mother to give her a strong hug, wait for her mother to say "I love you" to her, and wait for her mother to smile and wish her a marriage and the future of her children. Always full of strength and hope, shoulder heavy responsibilities, for this family, for a better future, without complaint.
Everything is still there, and everything will come.