This relationship, for you, you always know what is going on. Trust your heart, he is not suitable for you. But you won't listen to me now. Let me continue to unlock the card.
Before, you were looking for something inside you, and you thought the other person could satisfy you.
Now you are experiencing deep sadness. You know that the other person is not the one you need, but you can't stand it. Leave. So because you can't stand the grief, you choose to compromise and continue to associate with him (I guess you are a girl first). Speculation: believe in your heart, this is not what you want, long pain is better than short pain.
A stingy person in the future often refers to money. He'll catch you. Speculation: it is easy for you to get back together with him this time, but it is difficult to break up again.
The result is that you are holding each other back. A life you can't extricate yourself from. Speculation: You don't want this kind of life. Think for yourself. At first, you knew your decision. After all this, you have lost yourself now. Keep your heart and think about it, and you will know where you are going. Losing feelings is bound to be painful, but it is only temporary. If you continue to sink, you will only continue to live your original life.