Li Yunlong is inflexible: children can't be special, and the whole country is starving. It doesn't matter if the child suffers a little, or he will have to be a young master. Who told them not to be born in a rich landlord? When I was Li Yunlong's son, I had to learn to bear hardships. Zhang Ma is my family. I didn't treat her like an outsider. As I said, a family, sharing weal and woe, has her as much as me, and will be hungry without her. Tian can't control it anymore. She felt all her blood rushing into her head and shouted in despair: You are a cold-blooded animal. I really regret that I was blind and married a heartless man like you ... Li Yunlong was also angered. He growled, How dare you curse? Say it again? He suddenly raised his hand, hesitated and changed his mind. He grabbed a teacup and broke it on the floor. He growled: get out ... Tian said coldly: well, you finally said this sentence. The house was allocated to the general by the state. Of course, I don't have this qualification. It seems that I should go. She turned and went upstairs to pack her clothes.
Li Yunlong self-effacing sitting on the sofa, panting, he just turned a deaf ear in a rage, dare to say anything ugly, but when' tis once spoken, he regretted it, which is too much. Zhang Ma walked up to him and whispered, Chief, you said we are a family. If I hadn't been treated as an outsider, my old woman would have said you. Li Yunlong nodded and said, Zhang Ma, of course you can talk. I'm listening. You are a big shot. You should not be responsible for living at home. We haven't told you yet. You don't know how much ODA eats every day. Not even three or two. I want to leave more mouths for my children. Where can I find such a daughter-in-law Do you still hurt people? Do you know that?/You know what? Your daughter-in-law is so hungry that she has no menstruation. She is only in her thirties. Such a good daughter-in-law should be like a bodhisattva. Why don't you open your mouth and curse others and drive them away …
Li Yunlong was asked to bow his head and say nothing, so that Zhang Ma could scold him. Tian packed his clothes and went downstairs with his travel bag. She changed into a new military uniform and wore a rimless military cap. Long wavy hair poured out from under the military cap on her shoulder. The rank of Captain Samsung on her shoulder reminds Li Yunlong that she is not only a wife, but also an officer. Li Yunlong didn't seem to apologize to anyone when he grew up. He struggled to open his mouth and said nothing ... Li Yunlong sat, looking very tired and heavy.
Then Abel Tamata talked about an incident that happened during the Huai Hai Campaign: people in the old liberated areas saved money and sent the best things to the front line in order to send food to the PLA, while they were running around in the open wilderness, and countless people died in bombing. An old man's three generations of single-handed children were blown off by half of his head, so the old man had to continue to deliver rations before taking the children back. Li Yunlong couldn't stop crying at that time, and ordered more than 5,000 soldiers passing by to kneel to the old man.
"I feel guilty in my heart and have a fever on my face. Damn, I'm fine. However, I have to toss it. The Great Leap Forward and iron and steel smelting have surpassed Britain for fifteen years, and I have to pay hundreds of thousands of kilograms of grain per mu. I have to worry about how much food I have. I have nowhere to send it. Shit, go to hell. Ding Wei was right. If I had known this, I should not have been a Red Army. After fighting for so many years, the people paid so much and were finally liberated. Shouldn't they repay the people well? I walked in the dough these days. There are no cadres, only soldiers. I chatted with the soldiers. It doesn't matter. My scalp is numb and I'm shaking all over. I have never starved any generation. Where did the most people die? The old areas, the old areas we helped, were all raised in those years. Eleven years after liberation, the people in the old areas not only failed to live a good life, but starved to death in large numbers.
Li Yunlong choked up, and big tears rolled down. He ruthlessly wiped away his tears, but they kept rolling down. Tian was shocked. Li Yunlong's tears are precious and difficult to flow. Once it flows out, it often makes people feel deeply grieved. In great shock, Tian suddenly felt that she could not leave this man, even without thinking about it. Once she loses him, half her life will go with her. Having lived with this man for more than ten years, how much does she know about him? She held her husband's hand tightly, and tears welled up in her eyes: Please forgive me, I shouldn't have quarreled with you. You're under too much pressure. Please tell me everything in your heart. I'm listening. I'm your wife ... and she finally cried.
Oh, that's terrible. In Xinyang, Henan, some villages became dead villages, and the whole village starved to death. Some village party secretaries took the whole village out to beg, and the province sent people to block the intersection and were not allowed to go out to beg, saying that this was a shame of socialism. As a result, the whole village starved to death. Who gave the order? It's time to investigate. Such people's conscience has long been dark. How can he be an official? If I were there, I would take out my gun and shoot him, son of a bitch. A soldier of Liangshan detachment, except him, a dozen people in the whole family starved to death, and he didn't want to live. He pulled out his gun and tried to kill himself. I went to the brig and let him out, saying, why did you hit yourself on the head? You should hit me. The country has done this. Every official has a share, and no one can escape the responsibility. I should have killed Li Yunlong. Who made me too timid to speak? Who makes me afraid of losing my job? I'm a fucking loser and a coward. It's because there are too many loser officials like me that the country has become like this. I slapped the bullet on the top of the pistol on the table and said, if you want to be angry, just shoot me on the head. Who let me be the supreme commander of this unit? I am sorry for the people. I am sorry for the people. Eating a peanut on my head deserved it, deserved it. It's wrong to hit yourself on the head, and you're a fool when you die. What I want to say now is, please forgive me once, or spare me once, so that I can remember it for a long time, do more good for the people and make amends. You said you would forgive me and learn from me, but you hit yourself on the head as soon as I went out. It's boring. First of all, you are not a man because you don't keep your word. Second, revenge is not a gentleman. If you are angry with me, you should hit me. You dare not hit the enemy, hit yourself. This is not a man, I will look down on you. In this way, he promised not to die and promised to keep his word. I dare to leave now ... Who is the hero? Who's the tough guy? Boss Peng, and your father, Mr. Tian. I, Li Yunlong, am a clown, and I began to understand late. I have offended tian teacher, but I am not stupid. I was wrong before and I won't be wrong again. I want to live with my conscience. The people are great in their kindness, and others forget it. I didn't forget that others didn't report it. I did.
Tian put her arms around her husband and gently pressed her cheek against his chest. A healthy and strong heart is full of vitality. She thought silently, how long can this heart beat? I wish it were longer. When will it stop beating? Is it necessary for my heart to beat?