When I was in my twenties, my father came to play on a holiday and we were going to travel. The day before yesterday, a friend of mine knew that my father was coming and invited him to drink. It was very kind of you to refuse, so I went. My father and son drank too much. I got up the next day, but I couldn't get up and missed the time. Several cars are waiting for our father and son. Embarrassed, I got into the car, and yesterday's alcohol came back. My father and son vomited all over the car and fell asleep all the way. When we arrived at the scenic spot, we couldn't afford to play, so we found a park and slept all afternoon. The coach is going back and we can't find it. Six bus passengers were mobilized to look for us. It's embarrassing. Later, on the bus back, the tour guide was afraid of what we would do and missed the time. I came back for six hours, and even went to the toilet and was followed by the tour guide. On that day, our father and son wanted to go back with the passengers of the No.6 bus. This is a great shame. I will never forget these two things in my life.
Thank you for sharing, and give me a chance to answer this question. Tell me about my own feelings. I wonder if it's true.
When I broke up with my ex-girlfriend in 2009, I realized at that time that I thought it would be her in my life, but her betrayal really made me realize that life was worse than death. This feeling is that everything goes wrong, and the whole person is like being stripped of his soul, like a walking corpse, his brain is not turning, his eyes are dull and numb. I can't sleep at night, and I am very decadent.
I am also grateful that this experience has made me strong inside and I can face more setbacks and difficulties.
What's it like to experience a life in hell? I am seriously depressed. I wish I were dead now. Even if I describe it to you, what you can imagine is the feeling of 1%.
I have been suffering from depression for more than five years. I didn't feel that life was worse than death because of the pain of whole body pain, being eaten by insects, being isolated, being isolated, confused and having broken memories. But once I am weak, I really feel that I am going to die. I was sunbathing on the balcony that day, picking vegetables, and I felt uncomfortable. Sitting on a stool, I feel paralyzed on the ground. My mother helped me to lie on the bed, which felt like a mattress. I use mud to describe it. Drunk people are like mud, but they were insensitive and not awake at that time, and I can clearly feel like mud, which is a feeling that it is difficult to breathe. The feeling that you can't even hold chopsticks steadily is really worse than death. At that time, I didn't know that I had depression, and many people sought medical treatment without results. Later, I suddenly realized that I was depressed when I got out of control. I have been in hospital for half a month and have been taking medicine until now. This phenomenon has never happened again.
What makes my life worse now is emptiness, extreme emptiness. Normal people occasionally feel empty, bored, idle and depressed, but they can divert their attention from other things. After a while, it will be fine after a long time. However, the emptiness of depression is more than 100 times worse. It won't shift, but it will hurt, not very much, but it will make you feel breathless and there is a big hole in your heart, which will make you bloody. It will also give you a feeling of seeing through everything: life is like this, so it is meaningless! This meaningless and boring voice is hovering in your mind all the time, pushing you to the brink of death all the time. However, reason tells you that this is not your intention, this is not what you want, and these two forces are entangled in your mind and make you tired.
There is also a feeling that life is worse than death, that is, I have lost interest in everything. I am an active person. Optimistic and cheerful before illness, and active treatment after illness. I meditate, do yoga, do aerobics and go to mountains and parks every day. I went for a walk a few days ago. The beauty of Land Rover Lake is beyond description. The lake is green and quiet, Metasequoia is half green and half yellow, plus the sunset. However, all this can't arouse a ripple in my heart. I can really see its beauty, but like a wild goose without a trace, it floats without a trace. This is actually not what I want. I want to feel the same as before: wow! How beautiful! I will come again next time! Wow, it's good to live in the world. You can see beautiful scenery and eat delicious food ... However, I can only express it now, but I can't feel it. I feel like a living dead man! I can't feel the excitement from my ability, the joy of making money, and the excitement of getting closer to my goal step by step … This feeling also makes my life wish I were dead!
Let me describe my physical pain again. My head has been dizzy, like a needle stuck in your head, not very bad, but about 30 to 40 times a minute. There is also a hundred hairs in the back. Every step I take, there seem to be thousands of needles stuck in the back of my head and the whole back, which makes me feel a little shocked. There is also the whole body nervous and uncomfortable, and sometimes it will be uncomfortable to wake up from sleep. Yesterday, I asked my husbands: What's it like to hear high marks and harsh voices when cleaning windows or braking? Unanimously replied that it was uncomfortable. I said, your discomfort is only the moment you hear the sound, and I have been in this discomfort all the time. ...
The physical, emotional and spiritual pain of patients with depression, any one of which has the feeling that life is worse than death, not to mention all added up. Walking by Land Rover Lake that day, I saw a tree called Baiqianceng, and my eyes turned red in an instant. I feel like that tree, so vicissitudes, shed three layers of skin, suffered from the loss of thousands of layers of skin, I still have to live strong!
This feeling that life is worse than death is completely unimaginable for normal people, and even if they imagine it, it is only 1%. Why am I so sure? Because I used to be normal.
The so-called "life is worse than death" is nothing more than pushing one bad result to another worse one. This is a subjective feeling, without dialectical logic.
Because life is life and death is death, which are two forms. If contrast is imposed, it is not symmetrical and loses its objective balance.
Those who often say that life is worse than death just don't understand what life is and what death is, and they use a destructive judgment to pretend the pain of living.
Life is not a choice, but death is also a choice, including those suicides that violate human ethics. Their essence is also determined by objective conditions, and people are only passive symbols.
If life is worse than death according to the view that death is liberation, then everyone alive should die. If life is worse than death according to the viewpoint that life is worse than death, then all the dead will be resurrected.
Cause of life and death, is it an option? Is it for comparison? If you don't live well, you can die well if you die In my opinion, it's a sitcom.
I think life is worse than death, which is a kind of suffering for a person. When you are terminally ill and heavily in debt, life is not an experience. If you die, you can be free. You don't have to drag your loved ones down. Instead, you will make your loved ones suffer for a lifetime. But you are alive. This is not a kind of pain. You drag your loved ones down and complain about your powerlessness. You're lying in bed. You can't go on.
During the war, the enemy tortured our underground revolutionary party with cruel spirit and body, which made the people suffer greatly; Die? Can't die, live? If you can't live, you might as well die In real life, how many people are terminally ill. People lying in hospital beds are suffering from illness and mental torture every day. How many people are heavily in debt because of gambling and stock market shortcuts? They are hiding in Tibet and can't afford to pay back the money. If they don't change their lives, they will "confess" sooner or later. This is more terrible than death. Go astray. Join the gang, and when you wake up, it's too late to regret it. Die? Reluctant, surrender? Afraid of going to jail, want to live? Fear every day, life is worse than death. Life is worse than death. It is a kind of helplessness. A kind of helplessness. A kind of despair.
I feel really tired and helpless when I am alive, and sometimes I really want to die directly, but can I really do this?
The answer is no, because there are still some unfinished things, so I committed suicide, even if I die, I will be accused of being a coward!
Last year, there was a major mistake in business, which led to three lawsuits. Fortunately, the lawsuit won, but unfortunately the other party has no money to compensate. Even if it is enforced, it only freezes the other party's bank account, and then the other party still has no money to give it to me.
Because the other party won't give me money, I can't give it to others, and then my life is in a mess and my business can't go on normally. The reputation suffered a great loss. Alas, I really don't know how to get mixed up like this. I feel like a failure!
I want to borrow some money. Although I am eligible for a loan, because I am single, I have no parents, no wife and other emergency contact information, so people are either unwilling to lend, or the interest is particularly high.
I feel that I really have no way out now. Alas, I have no happiness at all, and I can't see any way out!
My credit card is in arrears 1000 yuan, but I don't want to pay it back. I feel really tired and desperate.
The feeling that life is worse than death! That is, you want to live, but your deep nostalgia has turned into disappointment and despair. You want to die, but you don't want to die! I always feel that there is still a chance to survive, and that is vitality! So I can't die, but I'm alive! Life is worse than death, mainly spiritual concepts! With support, with the meaning of life, there is hope to live! Without support, there are reasons and excuses to die!
Life! A meaningless life, a life without a sense of existence, although I am alive, I have no direction, no motivation, nothing to be happy about ... It seems that everything in front of me has lost its color, my heart is dead, and there are no ripples.
What's it like to experience a life in hell? I think there are two situations, one is the unbearable pain of the body, and the other is the feeling of physical and mental double blow to collapse.
For example, the pain of caesarean section is the unbearable pain after the anesthetic is too strong, which lasts for one day and one night. That kind of pain is really a feeling that life is worse than death. It is extremely painful and the most unbearable pain. This is a feeling of physical experience.
Another experience that life is worse than death is that the body is also painful and the spirit is also hit. The double blow of body, mind and spirit makes people think that life is worse than death, lose hope in life, want to get rid of it early and have to live. Living is like a body, having confidence in everything and barely living.
Only when people reach the point of pain will they feel it and think that life is worse than death. Who doesn't want to live well? How wonderful it is to be alive!