1 You said you didn't have a seat. You were born without a seat because you bought a ticket without a seat from God. ...
In class, you are arranged at the end, the teacher hates you, and the students despise you. You said you were lonely, and you said you were tired living in that solidified space. ...
You have asked me more than once: "Are they messengers sent by God, like the patrolmen on the train, to coax people without tickets out of their seats?"
Coax it out From your helpless eyes, I see your helpless expectation. ...
You said that you had heard the headmaster say "all for the children, all for the children, all for the children", and you also shed tears for it. That was the first time you shed tears because of excitement. But the cold eyes in the classroom are like pots of cold water, which douses your excitement and enthusiasm again and again. ...
Finally, one day, you told me happily that you found a brand-new seat that belongs to you. I have never seen you so happy. It's like discovering a new continent. I think it should be a ship that will bring you from darkness to light!
Unexpectedly, I guessed wrong, your seat is in the game hall!
You said it was great. As long as you drop a ticket, the boss will smile and arrange a seat for you. You said it was too exciting and comfortable, and you didn't feel guilty at all in the classroom. ...
So, you run to that seat every day and don't care about the seats in the classroom anymore.
Day after day, you fall day by day. But the world has not changed because of your change, it has fallen because of your fall. The classroom still looks at you coldly, while the owner of the game room still smiles at you. ...
Finally, one day, teachers and classmates know that you have another seat and want you to review it publicly. Listening to your voice like a bee, watching your eyes glisten with tears, the students laughed at you as a "fool", but the teacher used your seat and excitement to force you to swear never to enter the room again. ...
You asked me tearfully, why did they deprive you of your only seat? You said the world is so unfair. You said it is difficult to be a student, and it is even more difficult to be a student without a seat. For the first time, I found your eyes so deep-full of the sadness and bitterness of a poor student. ...
Later, you dropped out of school and went to sea. You vowed to find a seat of your own, a seat that no one can take away. ...
In a blink of an eye, the semester is almost over, and the seats at the back of the classroom are still empty. But you in the distance, are you okay? Have you found your own seat? ...
In the dim light, I finally turned the corner and disappeared.
Winter nights always come early. I stayed in the classroom for a long time before I packed my bags and went home. Most people on campus have left, but there are still waves of people walking down the stairs I passed against the orange light. There are almost no bright stars and moons in the sky because of the smog, but the warm orange-red lights are panicked under the cover of cold nights. I secretly tightened the strap of my schoolbag and quickened my pace.
Going down to the corner on the second floor, I walked through the crowd and saw a tall figure lying on the ground. My heart suddenly froze and my steps were half a beat slow. Yes, a classmate fell down on the stairs. She was lying on the ground, motionless, but able to breathe normally. I quickly went to see other people's reactions. There are a few people, only a few people. I saw a flash of panic in their eyes, but more, it was my surprise and surprise. However, no one stopped there. Most people just glanced at her, bypassed her, walked down the stairs and disappeared around the corner. There are several naughty boys, laughing and jumping over her, teasing the fun of this scene with their companions, but no one has made any action, not even a pair of steps to stop for her. The crowd passed by in waves and disappeared around the corner. Watching everyone leave casually made my heart really cold, so I slowed down, but I didn't stop moving with the crowd. At this time, it suddenly occurred to me that Lulu told me that a classmate in Grade Two had some physical problems. When I walked in, if I was not mistaken, it was her!
In my impression, she has always been a silly girl, always alone, but likes to show a silly "smile" to everyone who looks at her. I searched every inch of my memory carefully-she really seemed to be unpopular with my classmates.
I was ambivalent, but I went downstairs with someone. What the hell am I worried about? While I was hesitating, Director Shi came over and saw my classmates lying on the ground. He was surprised and kept calling her. She only moved her fingers occasionally, but she didn't make a sound or open her eyes.
"Who knows her?" Director Shi asked several times, but no one responded. Finally, at the end of the corner, a voice came out:
"Class seven!" A boy shouted.
"Yes," his classmate replied with a smile.
"The next day or the third day?" Director Shi asked again, they had already left.
"The second and seventh classes." I quickly answered, I don't know why, out of a sense of guilt for not coming forward to help.
Say that finish, I turned away, can help, I have helped. ...
The dim light shone on the crowd, and I finally disappeared at the corner of the stairs.
What are we worried about and hesitating about? ! Why is the friendship and enthusiasm at school now indifferent? What are we worried about? Is this just a prank of the students? Or, will it bring us unnecessary trouble? Or are you worried about being laughed at as a nosy person? Or, we have no idea to help her at all?
If there have been cases of being framed for saving people in the street before, it is understandable that some people are unwilling to help people who fall down in the street. But now under the surveillance camera, plus so many people, what's more, this is a school, and the students fell down! I hate to say it, but I have to say it. Isn't this a lack of humanity?
In today's society, we all live under the care of our parents. It seems that the whole world is centered on us, and other things have nothing to do with us. This is a serious lack of sense of responsibility and morality. With today's indifference, after years of development, can we even face the life and death of a stranger calmly? Even if it's just a little help for him, you choose to look on coldly? Does that mean that many years later, people in this society built with interests, money and power will only be constantly indifferent and selfish?
Even if we don't talk about it that far, when we fall to the ground helplessly, what we get is not the concern of others, but everyone's indifference and sarcasm? People are superior to other animals not only because they are smart and powerful, but also because they have thoughts and feelings, and where do these come from? Is it an environmental impact? If this vicious circle is allowed to continue, do you still need to look on coldly after several generations?
I feel deeply guilty for my behavior today!
I gradually figured it out and walked out of the campus. A cold wind blew and I wrapped my clothes tightly.
I look up at the sky, the bottomless darkness.
"Is it cold?" I asked myself gently. "Is the human heart cold?"
At the beginning of creation, human beings had greedy curiosity. People are always pursuing and exploring. When they meet a high mountain, they want to turn it over and see what is on the other side of the mountain. When they come across a veil, they want to open it and have a look at the hidden secret. In the endless exploration, what do we often pay attention to and have we lost anything? Look straight into your eyes. Have you ever seen the beauty in the distance?
After a lifetime of exploration, Newton finally stopped. He turned his energy to theology, which seems to run counter to science. People sighed and even abandoned him. However, has he really lost his authenticity? Is it really insanity? Don't! We won't believe those who only value the achievement award. I know Newton had an epiphany after spending his whole life in scientific research. The universe is too big to be complacent about life wisdom. The deeper he explores, the more he can appreciate the profundity and impenetrability of the creator. Only shallow people will shout with a little invention: "I have seen the world clearly!" " Newton explored God instead of praying for the way to heaven. He just stood at the foot of the mountain and looked at the beautiful scenery at the top.
Zhou Dunyi wrote: "You can watch from a distance and don't be ridiculous." This is China people's implicit expression of the beauty of distance. Is it wonderful? Do beautiful women have to enlarge their pores to see clearly and see beauty? Do multicolored oil paintings have to be dismembered into pieces to enjoy? Exquisite poems must be expanded from one word to a paragraph before they can be appreciated? The world is complicated enough. Do you have to show the details one by one?
Rolling red dust, endless love and hate, all sentient beings, who can go home by cloud? Instead of climbing in the secular world, it is better to swim in the ups and downs of the mountains and the red sun. Daisies at the foot of Nanshan reflect vicissitudes of life and smile like flowers. The world is against me, and I am eager to take it. Dirty world, endless temptations, money, status, reputation. However, who can really see these mirage expectations? Sometimes, it is also a kind of courage to look back at everything outside the castle peak like clouds and fog.
Everyone has a pursuit and a desire to discover. However, sometimes what you strive for is a kind of incompleteness and a kind of regret, but from a distance, you get perfection.