At the end of the film, Zhao He walked out of the screening hall. The neon lights on the street, and the evening breeze blows the clouds in the sky into fuzzy sand paintings. In the silent night, wisteria blooms a kind of stubbornness, which is a color I have never seen before. The air was filled with fresh flowers, and this day was the best night in memory. Zhao lit a cigarette in front of converse flagship store and smoked it skillfully. I stamped my foot and scolded me. You have the heart to destroy such a beautiful environment! The motherland will be handed over to you ... if Zhao interrupts me coldly, the motherland will be finished in my fucking hands.
I sigh indignantly, Zhao, you just have no mood! Zhao Bai gave me a look, dropped his cigarette butt and didn't even step on it. He said that people who have no emotional appeal will still invite you to the movies, don't you think? I shook the hairstyle I had just done half a day ago and forced out a smile. Besides, such a person who is not in the mood will take me to have my hair done. Zhao's mantra is "contentment is always a pleasure". I knew that he would immediately put on an old pedant's face and instill in me that contentment is always enough. Sure enough, he took off his purple-edged flat mirror and said slowly-be content! Su Xinyu
If it is a date, you will say that Su Xin's life is to squander, squander youth and squander money. This is the difference between two people. You are not good to me at all, but Zhao is meticulous to me. I often think that if love can be cast into a pile of weights and put on the scales, there is no doubt that I can't go back. If you reason like this, then Zhao is still sinking into the boat.
I don't remember the weather on the day I met you, except that there seemed to be some pink bubbles growing in the air. Later, Zhao told me that this should be the atmosphere of love. Is love really coming? I don't know, but I really like you-from beginning to end.
After the exam, my senior sister An Yu invited me to KTV. It is said that blind date or something. I must have lost my head at that time. I packed myself up in an instant, and my follower sister arrived at ktv. After sitting there, I realized how out of place I was with this environment, just like the tenants in the 1950s came to 2 1 century. Of course, that day was a day with stories. Because I have a strong feeling that something unexpected will happen that day.
I saw you sitting on the white sofa in the corner of the box. The moonlight by the window polished your fingers, your hair, your eyelashes and your white sweater like mercury. I really don't know why you don't want to take off your clothes in such a hot environment, but it may be a temperament. I really want to be close to you. I really want to be close to you. So I drift slowly in your body with my eyes at a distance of one meter. Your hands are twisted together, revealing a little secret joint. Your fingers are thin and white. Your trousers are beige with a little black graffiti on them. After I saw your face, I knew Su Xinyu would die at your hands. Of course you will notice me by your side, so close, unless I am air, you won't notice me.
But you really treat me like air. This once made me very angry. I sat down next to you and was about to strike up a conversation with you when you suddenly said something inexplicable. Tell me, is it true that if a person does not love you, he will never love you again? How should I answer your question? I just want to tell you that sometimes love is really like a typhoon, passing through a chaotic lack of military forces, and the past is over. Of course, there is nothing. I can't hurt you like that, because you are not Zhao. You are famous and handsome, and the appointment between heaven and man surprises you. I said, maybe she never loved you. I really don't know how to comfort you. I know you must be lovelorn. Why did you fall in love? Maybe it's because of your damn famous saying-"Although the famous flowers are taken, I'll loosen the soil". When I get to know you, I will ask you, you are a promiscuous person, but I am still willing to be close to you, even for a minute.
You gave me a look, and I suddenly found that your pupils were so sad that they couldn't melt away. I asked the stupidest question. You love her very much. Your answer is equally incisive. You said I hope I love you, so I won't be hurt. I don't know if you know me. As a problem student, there are really few people Su Xinyu doesn't know. How many? There seems to be an idiom called ignorance. Even the problem student Su Xinyu doesn't know. Really ignorant. You said a lot that night. You said that your girlfriend's name is Zhou Jiaying, and she dumped you and hooked up with a real estate tycoon. There's a lot about your past, everything about you. I suddenly envy her. I envy her for being with you for so long after all. In addition to envy, of course, there are jealousy and hatred!
It's really not easy for you to finish a set of long memoirs with accurate wording under the condition of repeated interruptions by Sister Ann. Just as I was about to give you a hug, a girl with broken hair in Burgundy suddenly came in. She came to us with an evil spirit. He did something that makes me angry to this day. She reached out and slapped me heavily on the cheek. I really didn't know your girlfriend would be such a pathological specimen of menopause. Everyone reached out and shook hands, but she reached out and gave me an imaginary enemy who had not yet entered your world a slap in the face.
When the riots gradually subsided, senior Annie Ann suddenly rushed over and raised a beer bottle and hit you on the head. I was blindsided when I saw the red blood seeping out of your head slowly and then rushing like a piece of paper. Senior, of course, is stunned. Just as she was about to abscond, I suddenly grabbed her arm. I don't want to play like this! After sending you to the hospital for dressing, the senior hasn't calmed down yet. If only she said she wouldn't die! I see your eyebrows slightly wrinkled, probably because of the pain. Your mobile phone was tightly held in your hand, and you didn't wake up when it rang for the first time. The second time you still didn't wake up, I took the phone from you for the nth time.
Some people say that the mobile phone is a person's second heart. Do you know that your heart is full of Zhou Jiaying? I replied to her message, edited it and sent it out. I can only tell you what I edited. Let's break up. Then I exhaled a long breath, as if I had finished a delicate mass, and then I secretly put my mobile phone in your palm. My senior has been here once and the doctor has been here once. The doctor said you had an accident before, and now such a heavy blow won't keep you awake until Maya's prediction comes true. I'm really scared, you know? I gently blow in your ear and gently say to you-Gu, you must wake up. You can't die, you really can't die, there are many things you don't know, many things you don't know!
2
I stayed by your bed all night, and the next morning, when it was almost dawn, I suddenly felt so stiff in my neck. It turns out that I was right beside your bed, and I slept in a very strange position all night like that. When I woke up, I saw my seniors An Yu and Zhao coming in side by side. They suddenly smiled meaningfully when they saw our hands. However, Zhao's eyes clearly betrayed his original intention. How could he want to see the girl he has liked for so long suddenly fall in love with his friend? Of course, I don't care that much. My stomach is growling with hunger. My liver scolded my stomach, and my duodenum formed a team. I shouted at the perpetrator, An Yu, why not get something to eat? We will starve to death. The senior gave me a look and went downstairs slowly.
Zhao waited for the school chief to go downstairs before saying, Su Xinyu, I don't think he is suitable for you, not at all. So, he lit a cigarette and easily spit out the smoke ring. I said, I know he is not suitable for me. But I still want to be with him, just holding his hand for a long time. Zhao Xiaolou looked at me contemptuously. He said that you are exactly like your sister, because such a boy is really not worth it!
Don't mention my sister I yelled at him, and she looked at me stupefied, as if she couldn't believe that I would yell at him at such a high decibel. The catalyst would be an outsider. I explained that, you know, I don't want to hear anything from my sister at all. I don't want to know anything about her past! Zhao Xiaolou looked at me hating iron and not turning into steel. He said at least you are as poor! Say that finish, pacing up and down in the ward with broken steps, I feel dizzy. He stopped and opened the window. After the quarrel, Sister An Yu delivered breakfast late. The first thing you say when you wake up is, where is Jia Ying? Where is she? Where is she now? I was holding warm porridge in my hand, and I just stopped awkwardly in the air. You said, I'm sorry I had to find her. Sister An Yu is really not a vegetarian. She told you coldly that people broke up with you, and you are still so cheap. Because of this sentence, you sit back in bed, take out your mobile phone and call her again and again.
I didn't introduce myself to you. None of us have. Sometimes it's really strange. In this case, you can go to the dark clouds. There is a silver lining behind them. When you close your eyes for a long time, you can really call out our names, but how can you not know me? You gave me a look. Say, who are you? Senior Annie Ann hit the nail on the head. He's your girlfriend. Don't you even remember your girlfriend? Later, you said that Su Li loved it, but now I love Zhou Jiaying.
I don't know how to explain the whole story to you, so that you can believe that the so-called "Zhou Jiaying" is just an actor we are looking for to improve your situation. She is a student. Sister Zhao and Sister An Yu and I walked around the streets and posted many advertisements for "actors" before we found such a girl who looks like Li without spending money. This is a kind of psychotherapy. You know, Gu, the damage you have brought to love far exceeds what you are suffering at this moment.
I don't know if you will remember that when you learned that your parents were not your biological parents, you drank so much wine and then drove your sports car onto the viaduct. In this case, of course, you won't forget to bring your girlfriend, who is searching in the green void, and below, yellow spring is with you. After you and Su Li fell in love with the viaduct, you happened to meet our car that broke down at the concert in Chyi Chin. Of course, neither Zhao Jie nor I will forget to take the bus, but we really don't know that your next stop is not a concert but a paradise. Five minutes after we got on the bus, everyone regretted it. You don't care about our yelling. You step on the accelerator to the end and walk in the rain. If there were no fences, I think we would all be dead by now. But fortunately, we have nothing but you. Your head and skull are congested and your forehead is badly damaged, so you have lost some memory.
After you were transferred to the intensive care unit, we were all too scared to tell you the death of my sister Su Li Ai. I read a news before that passengers sitting in the co-pilot position are always prone to death. If my sister knew that you had drunk so much, she wouldn't have died so young. It seems that I hate you a little after all. I hate that you are selfish and bossy, but I also hate myself. You know what I hate?
Gu, I hate and love you. I hope you will never remember these past events, just as you will never remember Zhou Jiaying, because Zhou Jiaying is really an actor we found. Including later, we arranged for Zhou Jiaying to appear in KTV. The only lame part of this play is whether Zhou Jiaying took the wrong script and hit me inexplicably, and the worst part is that An Yu, a neurotic woman, hit you inexplicably. But now you remember a lot, right?
After I fed you a lot of food, you fell asleep again At this time, Sister An Yu received a phone call, and the doctor said that you were normal, from head to toe. After you slept for a long time, we helped you out of the hospital. From then on, we went back to a time when we didn't see each other. We were still in that ktv when your new girlfriend met us. You introduced your new girlfriend to us in a safe way across Qian Fan. Her name is beautiful. Her name is Qi Xinluo. Only then did I know that your illness didn't really get better. The original psychological pain is irreplaceable in real life. Who can make this love?
This year, many video stores are playing such a song "If this is love", and the brochure sounds desperate-if this is love, it is unfair. Gu Shiyue, you know, if this is love, it is unfair. Halfway through the drink, Zhao suddenly glanced at me. He said, now you know what kind of person Gu Shiyue is? I know, you are not such a promiscuous lothario, you are definitely not, you are not. You can't forget Su Li's love. You should forget her slowly. This time may be a bit too long, and the process will not be honest. Therefore, we must understand the theory that forgetting someone must fall in love with someone.
You and Zhao got into a fight while I was practicing Kung Fu. I really don't know how you fought like that. It's like a little beast driving away intruders to protect its territory. Then you two fought and four people were injured. Because of the intervention of my seniors and me, we are all scarred. Fortunately, you were tired later, and of course, my senior and I were helpless, so we had to ask you to sit down and have a drink before continuing.
three
Of course, you didn't continue It's not your style to fight when you're trapped. There is a saying that it is not good to know each other until you fight. So after two drinks, you have become friends who will never look back. You bought me a drink. Finally, I don't know whether you or Zhao told me that I love you. I wish it were you, not him. We all drank a lot of wine that day. Sister An Yu said that your father is going to let you go to college in other places. Looking at me thoughtfully, I pretended not to be sad, not sad at all. In front of you, I will never allow myself to shed tears, not even a drop. So you don't know I like you, and you won't be so sad if you don't know I like you.
However, the senior secretly told me after you came home that you were not asked to go to college in other places, but your conditions were getting worse and worse. If not treated in time, hysteria may occur. Senior sister said that even your later girlfriend Qi Xinluo was the actor they were looking for. Do you know that?/You know what?
I know, the earth is round, and it keeps turning. We'll meet again one day, don't you think? The day you left, it was snowing heavily. I can't remember how long it hasn't snowed in this southern city, but it really started in the winter when I went to college. The last time we got together was because the plane changed. That time, you still drank a lot. I wonder if your brain can bear such a large dose of alcohol. But how can I take your cup? I can't, you know, I can't.
So, I made a stupid decision. I decided to stay with you and not get drunk. For such a person who has never been exposed to alcohol, drinking so much wine is worthy of you, but why do I still feel sorry for you? Why do I feel sorry for you? Why? After I vomited three times, I gradually woke up. I grabbed your hand and asked you if we knew each other. Did we know each other a long time ago? How long will it take? We knew each other for a long time before Sister An Yu and Zhao Xiaolou, right? But why can't I remember? Why? I remember the first time you smoked that night. Of course, Zhao encourages you to smoke this kind of cigarette. I don't know why, but you sobbed deeply. No one advised you, so I had to hold you gently. Learn from Anyu lightly sighed. There are eight difficulties in life, birth and death, love parting, resentment for a long time, I can't let go. If life is really bitter, I "love to leave, complain for a long time, can't get it, can't let it go." You said we haven't known each other for a long time, and it's not worth loving for someone like me, you know? I retorted loudly, I don't know.
Some people say that there are two kinds of men in this city, one is incompetent and the other is incompetent. Of course you're not the latter. Are you incompetent in love? Since you want to fix the chaos, I have to return it. Everyone knows that love is untouchable.
Before boarding the plane, you looked back at me, then rushed over and hugged me tightly in the crowd. You called a name-Su Li Ai. But I'm really not her. I push you away, in short, have a nice trip. Besides, I'm not Li Su 'ai, okay? She is my sister. Your bitter smile, I know she is your sister, I know. Sister An Yu hit you on the shoulder with her fist. She said she would come back early. You nodded, and you told Zhao to take care of her. Zhao Xiaolou nodded heavily, revealing a calm and clear smile-I will take care of people better than you! At least it won't hurt her that much! I really don't understand why your communication is always so confusing. You left, like a gust of wind.
The plane passed through the clouds of 9 kilometers. I looked up and cried. I didn't bow my head, Gu Shiyue. Do you know why? Because as soon as you bow your head, tears will fall, tears will fall. Do you know that?/You know what? You often call back, and you will ask them about me. You know, I'm fine, but I miss you very much.
After New Year's Day, Zhao proposed to me, and I promised him. I don't know if I did the right thing. Zhao is really a boy who can take care of people. His meticulous care often makes me feel unworthy of him. I told Sister An Yu that it was a waste of time. How could God let Zhao be by my side? Annie Ann, a senior, said that it is normal, strange, and self-defeating for God to have a natural arrangement! I glanced at my senior blankly. You mean I have a strange relationship with Zhao? She blinked and said innocently, I didn't say that. After that, I nervously added, this is your own admission. So we scuffled and knocked over a bookshelf in the process of scuffling. This is the only still life furniture in my family. Zhao told me there was a secret on this bookshelf, and I said I didn't know it. You know, Zhao, there is not only a secret on this bookshelf, but also a secret that I discovered later. I hope you will never know. ...
Zhao certainly won't introduce this mystery cheerfully. He just told me that knowing that I love you is enough. I nodded, oh. After a long time, Sister An Yu suddenly let out a cry at the bookshelf. I thought she saw cockroaches and other animals. Or worms or mollusks, but apparently she didn't. She just pulled me to the bookshelf and asked me if I had seen it. Did you get a look at him? So touched, really touched!
See what? I don't know what books to read. I said, I don't usually read much. The senior shouted loudly, meaning that you haven't touched the books on this shelf? I nodded, and this time she stared at me like Columbus discovered the New World. Soon, he came to the conclusion that I love you and hope you love me. I really didn't know there would be such a secret on such a messy bookshelf. I grabbed a few words from the name of each book in the way of a senior, and this is the case.
My mother Jane Eyre, you are that April day, hope, you, the wind blowing through Vienna, Alice, me and my universe. After reading it, I was almost shocked. Zhao, a careless guy, could play such a riddle, and it was so deliberate that I didn't find it until today.
I love you, hope, hope, you love me.
I didn't know such a boy had such inspiration. I only know that Zhao is a careless boy. It turns out that love can really change a person I stayed away from fireworks, noise and philistinism, and I turned Zhao into a boy with such a delicate heart.
There is the Old Testament of Bach by the Silent King in the video store on the street, and I walk by the side of the road holding Zhao's arm. Wei Zihua's petals fell all over the floor, all pink. I said I saw many pink bubbles, many, many. Do you know that?/You know what? Do you know that?/You know what? Zhao said to him, I know, that's because love is coming, love is coming!
I left with Zhao. Suddenly I said to Zhao, can I kiss under this tree? Zhao hesitated and gently kissed my lips. I have heard such a story that lovers who kiss under a flowering tree will have as vigorous love as flowers! Zhao Xiaolou, I forgot my appointment. I hope you can walk with me. So I said I love you. Zhao told me that I love you, too. I continued to tell him about the next life. He said there was no next life, and I said there must be. If there was next life, would you still love me? He said I would love you. But I told Zhao that I won't love you in my next life, because I want to love Gu.
Zhao showed no signs of being angry. He hugged me tightly and whispered to me that I would love you all my life.
Even if you don't love me.
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If that's the case, even if it stops here, it's a good ending. However, just when I settled down to be Zhao's girlfriend for half a year, you sent me such a message on my birthday-happy birthday, love. I suddenly began to cry in a low voice. I suddenly burst into tears as I ate the cake with a knife and fork. Zhao helped me divide the cake into several parts, and just as it was being divided, you came. You still look like when you left, dressed in white, as delicate as cos in the street. I brought you a cake. Thank you for coming.
You didn't speak. You took my hand and walked out in full view. I looked at Zhao timidly, and he bowed his head and pretended that nothing had happened.
I heard Brother An Yu tell Zhao that she is your preserve. How can you get a piece of it? Zhao bowed his head in dismay. After I ran out with you, you lit a bunch of fireworks. You said happy birthday. I said, I'm sorry, I love Zhao. Your fingers with fireworks suddenly trembled. You said I knew, and I knew I shouldn't be in your world. I said, maybe I really loved you before, and you said I knew.
I said, I'm sorry for what you said. It's okay.
After a long time, Zhao asked me, what is love? I told him that love means that when I say I'm sorry, you can't bear to say it doesn't matter. Zhao smiled and lit a cigarette, and the fire flashed on his face. I said I was sorry, and Zhao He said it's okay.
At the end of the story, it is necessary for me to tell a secret. Just a long time ago, when I was fighting with my senior, I knocked over the bookshelf. The diary with password suddenly spread out and I found many photos. And I saw you talking and laughing with my sister in the photo. She is very healthy. I lost my left arm after the car accident. Her smile is charming, with two shallow pear vortices. I have one, too. I suddenly feel that my sister "Li Suai" is not myself. Was it not Gu Shi's appointment but myself who lost my memory in that car accident? When I showed the photos to my student, Chang Yu, I completely hid Zhao Xiaolou. I think I have the right to know about it, and sure enough, my senior told me those things long ago. As it turns out, this collapse is not like what is said above. My senior told me that you were not good to me at that time, but I just loved you, so warmly, at all costs.
It is said that in love, if you love more than the other person, you will be hurt more, even more deeply. But, do you know Gu? I love you more than you, and I think you must know how much. Otherwise, how could I extort 300 thousand from my father in such a stupid way You took me to the car and said you needed money badly, so I used it as a hostage to blackmail my father. However, the old horse also lost its front hoof. Halfway through our plan, our senior sisters An Yu and Zhao saw the flaw. So they followed us to the wrecked viaduct, and their cars chased us. In order to avoid criminal responsibility, you finally caused a tragedy and felt uneasy. However, no one ever mentioned that funny blackmail case again, and you were protected by Sister An Yu and Zhao. I also changed my name. "Li Su 'ai" in the story is actually Su Xinyu now. You all know that, right? But few people know that you are the bad guy who extorts money. Later, you became a huge fan of mine. These are not the actors we are looking for, but those are really your girlfriends. How chaotic your relationship is. You have made so many girlfriends, so many, so many. In order to clear her name, Sister An Yu had to lie to me that these were actors.
After the car accident, I lost part of my memory and an arm, and no one mentioned it again. You only visit me in this southern city once in a while. Why do I still miss you? Do you think so? Last time, Zhao told me that it is better to pity the people in front of me than to miss the mountains and rivers. I said, but it's not you in front of you, it's a pig in front of you Zhao Xiaolou quickly changed an ancient poem-it is better to pity the pigs in front of you than to miss the mountains and rivers.
I know, Gu, you can find many different girls to satisfy your curiosity goal, but I don't like to hear your famous saying "The famous flowers are taken, I will loosen the soil", but I still like to hear Zhao tell me-"contentment is always happy".
At the end of the story, I want to tell you, Gu, that you are not my love for Hiroshima.