The same city, love with you do not see
Nanyang Zhuge Yuel
Like two lonely birds, disgusted with the city's bustling atmosphere, tired of the warmth and coldness of the world, so they have to wing in the empty network, to seek a peaceful ...... in The sound of the echoing of the unintentional look back at each other, wing tip collision, opened the prelude to the acquaintance of ......
Five years ago, I was in the "lanting wander" forum as a moderator, there is a high monk is always in our forum to ask some of the Zen esoteric questions, I even if the I couldn't resist even if I was reading Buddhist books by candlelight at night. You are this time into my field of vision, with your profound knowledge, wise exposition, skillful answer to win the forum friends of the praise, but also let that conceited monk to you admired to the five body.
After that, you paid attention to my unique and elegant writing, and we were all glad to meet in the middle of the net sea in the same town.
April 18, a drizzly spring day. Your phone call came while I was on the playground, leaning back to savor the taste of the late spring rain. Your voice is strange and familiar, kind and natural, smooth and cheerful, like an old friend. A simple greeting is like a stream of water running through the heart, and when it ends abruptly, there is still a lingering flavor.
Remembering a glorious Sunday, I went to the cultural center to learn guzheng. Walked to the Meixi Bridge, the phone rang: "Yu'er, I spent a week, savoring your more than a thousand prose posts, the words are clear, like the spring breeze, sweet and pleasant ah!" That time, we talked for more than an hour! I just remember the soft wind, the sunshine melting ......
We just so sincerely into each other's hearts and minds ......
Maybe it's just a purely spiritual support, but can not simply classify you as a friend, because of each other's devoted Care beyond the boundaries of the general friends, but can not be sublimated into love , between us is always as light as water. There is no tie of fame and fortune, no give and take reciprocity. After work, we accompany each other, talk about literature on life, say life words work ...... with the warmth of the mind, can withstand the cold around the invasion, can gallop across the ocean of ideas, can look at each other in the river and lake, mutual help, pain someone to share, happy someone to share.
Life is sometimes as calm as a dry well. With friends in mind, the water of life will ripple. The love and care for each other does not need to be hard to have, do not have to be obsessed with waiting, on the side of the haunting. We will often for each other's work to offer advice, will be for the life of the trouble dredge open guidance. I will be in leisure time, quietly think of you, silently read you; you will be happy, the first time to tell me; will be because of a song, a kind of color, remembered your sincere, persistent, remembered three years through the storms, remembered those sleepless nights beautifully conceived, and when lonely, the heart is also warm. Occasional troubles and sorrows, you will also use the bright laughter to wash away, so that my heart back to calm.
Since we met, your cell phone has been on for me 24 hours a day, even though we don't have much contact. The journey of life has a lot of scenery to enjoy, you and I traveled together, the heart will rise a warm ......
You jokingly referred to us as "single noble", the reality is that they have their own independent living space. You said too tacit understanding of the behavior habits, too understanding of the world style, too similar temperament ability, doomed us never come together. So from the beginning, we subconsciously know: there will be no love between us. Perhaps all feel that talk about feelings on the desecration of this pure feelings, which can only be a very ironic friendship, a kind of supernatural, overriding love, friendship above the pure and simple alternative emotions.
To this day, in my mind is still engraved with such a number of beautiful images:
"Yuel, the center square from south to north under the third stone table, I give you no see no evil cheer coupon, remember to go get."
"Rong'er, my newly brewed red wine, I filled two big jugs for you, please go to so-and-so store to get it and taste it."
"Yu'er, my friend brought me back a travel bag from Australia for you, who likes to travel. I'll have my friend wait at so-and-so and you send your friend to pick it up."
"Rong'er, I heard you moved to a new place, I have a Han Dynasty sword, I'll send it to you to calm your house ...... Express will deliver it in 20 minutes."
"Yu'er, got a craving? I'll give you a few meal coupons, have a good time with your friends!"
"Rong'er, I went to Phoenix Ancient City, and brought you back a boxwood comb, special for Rong'er, may you have a smooth comb."
"Yu'er, you entered the Nanyang Network Writers Association are published in the newspaper, and do not tell a word?"
"Rong'er, yesterday on TV to see you go to a certain place to visit ......"
2008, I was once mentally disheveled, ran to the Danxia Temple monk as a monk, you more than a day more than ten text messages to persuade me: bumps in the road will always be over, let me out of the haze. I'm not sure if you're going to be able to do that.
In 2010, when I participated in the city's first Perfect Woman contest, you let a large group of friends on-site voting, the scene that warm ah, I was touched by a mess. I was so impressed that I was able to make it into the top ten, and you were instrumental in making that happen.
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Life's little bits and pieces of joy and unhappiness with each other as well as know, share and share just a word with each other, will be peace of mind, the heart of the release. I'm not sure if you're going to be able to get a good deal on the way to the next level.
I sigh: the world, how much love and hate can be forgotten? In the sea of people, how many people can be with you through thick and thin? The world is full of people, and how many people can accompany each other on a journey? I know you and you know each other, destined to become a beautiful legend of this life: no hand in hand slowly grow old vow, but still intoxicated; this emotion, such as flowers like the moon, in the quiet opening, each other spit a wisp of fragrance; in the bright as the practice of the light, the heart of the pure and sweet; there is no clamor troubles, this is how a mellow fragrance! In the chaos of the world, we alone to keep a side of pure, this will be how precious!
No matter how the future will end, I just hope that each other's hearts are attached, and I hope that after a number of years, we can proudly tell each other: "I am very happy!" In our twilight years, we can smile and remember: in the red flowers and green willows, we have picked up the lightness of the wind, the dance of the clouds, the freedom of the birds, the coolness of the water. Let the touch of life swim in the body and drift in the veins. Let the happiness be clear, let the joy ripple in the heart, let the enthusiasm never fade, let the warmth not have to wait.
Being in the same city, maybe we will have to pass by each other in the sea of people, but we promised to meet each other in this life: to love each other without seeing each other! Each other for each other to leave a perfect image, a deep thought, a thoughtful command, in addition to this, what more do you want?