Why do I feel sad when I hear a sad song when I get older?

There is that one song, Liu Hegang's "Father", I remember the first time he sang this song was in the CCTV Youth Song Contest, I was touched by the tears, (I remembered to vote for him in the audience at that time). The words, the song, the emotional singing y shocked the heart. Every time I hear it, every time I sing it, I am y moved, and I feel as if the song was written specifically for my father.

My father is a very ordinary and common man, but he is very kind and caring, and strong hands are integrated into all aspects of life: the sixties we just went to school school bags are father with canvas hand-stitched; in the early seventies, the family installed lights, the interior of the house line are his own installations (test passed); in the early eighties, the old house of our family are remodeled! Flush toilets and showers, the usual repairs and mending, such as lead pots and pans to replace the bottom, copper teapot soldering, roof leaks, and cooking; and even hand-stitched their own set of cotton pants ...... all day long to see him busy, in the minds of our siblings father is a man who can do anything.

Unfortunately, less than sixty years old, he died early, leaving us for thirty years. He wanted to donate his remains, fearing that we have pressure so discussed with our four siblings, said: let them go to the autopsy research, to see what is wrong, may be helpful to future generations. Due to our intolerance and strenuous opposition, he only gave up.

A few days ago, when dancing in the square, suddenly heard a very beautiful and sad song called "Broken Heart", dance music is also particularly good, I also like to follow the dance especially seriously.

"There is no stone in the world that can be broken for the heart, but there is a heart that is broken for the stone, let yourself believe that from now on you are far away, slowly indistinct in the dream world ......" jumping jumping, I do not realize that sadness comes from the heart, hot tears, confused eyes. Just a week ago, I just cut off with my favorite person, really "bear all the sorrow and break up with you", I got the answer is "whatever you", how understatement and let a person chopped liver ah!

I have used her all kinds of not to eliminate my own heart to her attachment, but in the dream, still lingering about her all kinds of ...... this situation, this song is undoubtedly written to me it.

The most let me so many years can not let go is: father in the will wrote to be cremated, ashes thrown in the river, the Qingming Festival will go to the river to see on the line. And I, as the eldest brother, failed to resist from relatives in the elders and neighbors in the old man in all kinds of pressure, and ultimately buried, (when the funeral reform has not yet begun) contrary to the father's wishes, so many years past as a stone in my heart. The song "Father" is the most able to touch this stone, but also the most able to poke my heart.

Today I borrow this question, borrow this platform, put my many years of guilt, ashamed of my father's words, want to say all in the "father" song, I hope that my father can hear.

My father is an ordinary ordinary ordinary man.