What actually makes me happy, and what what is also a blah blah blah. Semi-proposed Essay

Tranquility is also a kind of life Under the piercing sunlight, the light blue cloth fluttering, the whole room is filled with the fragrance of rich coffee, I squatted under the window, reminiscing about the past, longing for the future 。。。。。 Facing this big world, I feel lost. Facing so many roads leading to success, I stand at the crossroads, I do not know what to do, can anyone tell me where to go? The sun is beating down on me, where is the light in front of me? In this competitive world, I always have to face countless choices! I don't like the distance this world gives me, the strangeness this world gives me! I can only choose to sit quietly in a quiet corner, looking at the distant noise and extraordinary small hustle and bustle, I know and clear, that does not belong to me, I only belong to a small audience, watching the world staged a life drama, time and time again for this clap red palms, can be, I do not know, when, in the world's stage will be staged in my small drama? Naive opponent is not necessarily reality, may be cruel, why do not we go to face it bravely? Because too powerless to change only with fate. Later later, I gradually realized that the original serenity is also a life, is also a kind of inexplicable small happiness! I aspire to a quiet life, there is a dependence. Because I understand that I am not a very strong person, I also want to have to rely on. I aspire to be able to live in a quaint little town, strolling down the alleys every day, using my own hands to touch the traces that history once left behind, feeling their charm! I aspire to live in a place that no one knows about, where a beautiful and dynamic drama will be staged tomorrow! I aspire to be able to change my personality, to be optimistic, to be less afraid of being born, to be free enough to walk down a noisy street and say hello to others! I aspire to a life with a little bit of suck! I can sit alone in a rocking chair, sitting in my own small yard, enjoying the sunshine given to me by the world, slowly dying of old age is also worth it. Now I gradually realized that the original serenity is also a kind of life, is also a kind of happiness! I don't need a lot of friends to have a few that are close to my heart, and I don't need a lot of people to accompany me to have one that will never leave me! This world no matter how to me, I accept! I want to stand on the highest peak of the world, to all the people who despise me to swear "I am the best! I don't need your approval, I agree with myself!