I don't have a dream, there's no point in living

I also felt empty and confused during my first year of college, but then the harsh reality warned me that I couldn't stay where I was and be sentimental. I feel that financial problems may be a problem that I have to spend my whole life to solve. I think one has to have a hobby in one's life, something to be crazy about, it doesn't have to be good, it doesn't have to be rewarding - it's just a support. Also, if you expect too much from yourself, you can get very frustrated. Relax, slow down, live in the moment and enjoy it.