The night was already deep, there were no weaving vehicles on the crossroads, no crowds of people on foot, as if the whole world had died at this moment. The neon lights flashed in the distance, the colorful light rendering the prosperity of the city; the street lamps lit up in the near distance, the monotonous yellowish color reflecting the loneliness of the night. The moon rises from the wilderness, not losing the beauty of the past, but it feels so cold and painful, how much like our dreams ......
The roar of the engine suddenly rushed out of the silence, and it was a young man who often appeared in my dreams - handsome and dashing, wearing a helmet and a a handsome leather jacket, riding a motorcycle like a frightened wild horse. What time has left in my mind is only a shallow shadow.
I think of a man - Li Jun.
He came to the world, never saw his mother look like, never ate a mouthful of her milk. His father was an ordinary laborer, since Li Jun's mother died in childbirth, sex has become very unkempt, not anyone in the village to see. Drunk every night, came home, heard the room crying Li Jun, upset and angry, sometimes take off the belt, the young Li Jun a wild whip, mouth vicious curses: "It's your little brat, your mother died alive, still have the face to cry?" Next-door neighbors from time to time to run to dissuade, otherwise, Li Jun was killed alive.
The time has passed, the young Li Jun slowly grew up, taller than his peers, and learned to be independent. Since childhood, he did not love to wear short-sleeved shorts, that a purple bruise as if the hideous devil, every time you see, chest will add a hate. Li Jun hated his father, no, he did not deserve to be a father. More than once he was under the covers, glaring at the man sleeping soundly beside him; more than once he took the doll with the man's name glued to it, and stabbed the doll's body ...... hard with an embroidery needle He fell in love with the thrill of revenge, and wished that the man would leave his life forever.
Perhaps the heavens sympathize with this poor child. Finally, one day, the man was on the construction site flying rebar hit his head, sent to the hospital after the rescue failed, the site to Li Jun compensated tens of thousands of dollars for the matter. That day, a group of relatives who have never met, crouched in front of the white sheets of the hospital room crying heartbreaking, only Li Jun sandwiched in the group of strangers expressionless. He hated the group of people around him: if so important to the life and death of a man, why do not usually more relief us? It is still not for the sake of the few stinking money?
The little child so understand the world, I do not know should be surprised for him, or for him sad? The innocent child did not favor Li Jun. He looked right, those relatives in order to get a few tens of thousands of dollars, grabbing to take him in, and even to the court, the court finally sentenced Li Jun to his uncle Wang Hui, a few tens of thousands of dollars temporarily by Wang Hui custody. Many years later, Li Jun again mentioned this matter, or can not forget Wang Hui when the greedy face, he is very clear, the tens of thousands of dollars no longer belong to themselves, he is an orphan abandoned by the world ......
Wang Hui is a white-eyed wolf. He was afraid of other relatives door to door revenge, two years ago moved to a small county to work. In the eyes of the family, Li Jun is nothing more than a stray dog they picked up on the side of the road biting the money, the money has fallen into their own hands, the stray dog loses its value, so there is no need to care about his death. The family often in the stalls in the big fish and meat, Li Jun always take their own rotten leaves to cook a little noodles, to make do with the stomach pads. In the long run, he is getting thinner and thinner, and his face is getting worse and worse. He knew that Wang Hui's home, there is no place for him, and do not like the family, so, after dinner, always go alone to the riverside square walk.
The wind blowing cool riverside, a thin shirt, can not block a strand of cold air. The square is very lively, there is a square dance uncle aunt, there are singing karaoke youthful men and women, there are also burned lamb skewers stall vendors, there are a few cute little children, with toys you chased me, playful look can not help but smile. These, Li Jun feel so strange, he has never had this kind of childish happiness, never found the lights of this world, but so beautiful. His eyes became more and more blurred, and his limbs suddenly became more and more twisted. The beautiful world seems to be farther and farther away from him, farther and farther ...... finally, collapsed in the darkness, without a sound ......
By the time Li Jun woke up, he was lying in the hospital with a hangnail, I sat next to him peeling apples, said with an affectionate smile: "Young man, you woke up?"
"Who are you? Where am I?" Li Jun violently climbed up from the bed and asked alertly. I really couldn't have imagined that he would have this kind of age-appropriate alertness, and a shallow wave of sadness surged through me.
"Young man, take it easy. Yesterday you fainted in the square by the river, I just happened to run into it, so I brought you to the hospital, you have been unconscious for a day. The doctor said you were malnourished and anemic." I