When you are betrayed in a love affair
You will be plunged into an abyss
From loving to hating the person
Everything you have paid for, everything you have thought about, everything you have remembered
All at once, you will be plunged into the heart by a knife
You will feel so much pain, so much pain
That kind of pain can't be described by words
Everything in the world you have no interest in
It is not easy to describe the pain in the world.
Everything in the world is of no interest to you
Your sense of touch suddenly disappears, and you feel nothing
Everything adds a layer of gray and black
And the time becomes so long that it seems like a century in an hour
The pain......
Eventually it becomes your medicine
To speed up the recovery of this wound
After waking up from the pain
You'll want to enjoy being single
Try to love yourself
Slowly your wounds will turn into scars
Unbeknownst to you, you will have endured
After betrayal
After awakening from the pain it may seem like you've been tortured and killed. You may have been tortured
but at the same time, you've sobered up to see someone who doesn't love you anymore
By saying goodbye to a mirage relationship
maybe in exchange for a chance to make a new life for yourself
Would you choose to do it?
Next time (anesthesia)
Reluctant to go through the pain of waking up
Can I anesthetize myself?
Perhaps anesthetizing myself is all the solution.
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Waking up in pain
Sung by: Hsu Ting-kang
Lyrics: Chan Wing-kim
Music: Larry Wong
Arranged by Larry Wong
Produced by Shu Wen @ Zoo Music
Silence counts, don't care who you're playing with
Who wants to follow you for a century
The day is getting brighter, but there's no sign of return
See what I mean? You've already given up on me
Still every night, I look at the dark. I look around in the dark
at the air in my bed
and when you're done being happy, you'll come back to haunt me
believing that I can be happy like I was in the beginning
I tried to believe it at first, or maybe I tried to believe it too
but slowly it's coming back to me
and the medicine is wearing off before you know it, and I'm getting a knife in the face every day
Lynching and violence are no more horrible than love
and there's no happiness. The grass is scorched
You're the one who burned all the beauty
Now I know first that you love to sleep in other people's beds
How to hold a dirty body
I can't believe in love any more It's all right to hide it from me If you think I'm lost
Whoever writes the words that make me feel good
Falls into the sweetness of it all
If you think that I don't have a clue
Whoever writes the words that make me feel good
That's why you're here If you want to break up, I'll help you bury yourself alive
Near the monument
Sober if I still have some backbone
Fear of being anesthetized to death by an old love
The medicine is wearing off, and you know it first, I'm going to have to endure a knife every day
Lynching or brutality is not as scary as love
No happy grass, but a scorched earth
You're the one that burned up all the goodness
It was you who burned all the goodness.
Now I know first that you love to sleep on other people's beds
How can I hold my dirty body
Let's pretend that you're dead, and who wants to be at your mercy
What can I do when I'm desperate? I don't know
Anesthesia has made me abused by you, and you have abused me for my own good
The drug has worn off, and you know first that it is better for me to be more desperate
It may not be a dead end to be out of the game, but it's horrible to be in love with you.